-Tuesday, May 19, 2009-12:12 AM Y
The Answer
In a state of trance
Where no senses respond
Wrapped in a blanket of warm colours
That unfreezes this cold lair
Or more commonly known as: Heart
Stop the time, if you must.
Enjoy the silence,
The absence of seconds ticking
Preserving moments that we hold dear to
Not elapsing, til the end of time.
Cold, extremely cold.
Shivers break free
Warm, gathering much of it,
Heartbeats, pumping joyfully
Tenderness that’s able to become,
Become an addiction,
A craving, one longs for.
You astound me,
Serenading with such poise,
Melting a heart of steel,
You’ve played your cards well, challenger.
Your words, my friend,
As essential as a remedy
Worthy of healing critical ailments.
Your sentences, my dear,
Shall never leaveme
For you, my love, are the key to the door of miracles.
Gahhh! Seriously, I’ve become nuts, writing such things.
Someone, knock me back into reality, please!
I know, it sounds really weird but I kinda like how it describes….anyway, forget it.
It’s not that it’s worth anything valuable in life.
For long, I’ve dwelled in darkness
Searching for the ray of hope
Despite being lost in a maze
Where there is only one in a million possibilty of an exit.
You came for me,
Rescuing me from unseen circumstances
That might lurk any corner.
I’m blinded by your very presence
You extinguished the sadness
And revived the happiness.
How can I ever thank you for doing so?
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--12:11 AM Y
Woooo~~
Today’s French class was AWESOME!
I kinda break out a little cos I’ve been too quiet even when I know the answers to the questions posed in class.
So…I answered on behalf of everyone (who knows and doesn’t know).
Alright the sentence was “Je voudrais un Tshirt bleu pour ma soeur (or however you type the second and third letters)”
He asked whether anyone knew what it meant…and well, since the class was like half dead and had this ‘oh-man-this-class-sux!- face, I answered.
Ahhhh, he looked really relieved when someone actually took the INITIATIVE to answer~
Wooo, I hope it will help me get my AD! XD
Then, when it was me and Maggie’s turn to do the oral conversation thingy in front of him, woooo, does he look really pleased!=D
There you go, smooth sailing, as always XD
Oh! And I wasn’t trying to be mean or anything, but after our turn, Nic and that ah beng guy went ahead. They asked me how to pronounce this and that and when they got out, gahhhh, that ah beng guy is VERY HILARIOUS!
I heard him with the “vous” and all the “ou”s and it sounded really cute! The 3 of them (tutor included) laughed a lot at his attempt, and I kinda laughed a little too, cos it sounded too cute already! XD
Awww, someone GUESSED my identity correctly today!
We were heading to Makan Place to get some juices and we were talking about Korean stuff,…and it eventually got to Nick Khun.
That’s where I was EXPOSED!
“hmm, you know, you look like Thai..seriously, I always go to Thailand and you look like a Thai”
OH GOSH! How the hell did she managed to get that right?!
Seriously, in this almost 18 years of living, people have mistaken me as Chinese or Eurasian…this is the FIRST time someone guessed my originality CORRECT! =D
*faints in disbelief XD*
Ohhhh!!!
And I’ve got another praise yesterday….awwww…..i’m so pleased with my hardwork XD
“ていうか、日本語上手ですね！”
Yessssss, thank you, thank youuuuuu~! =D
This guy here, we kinda went a little crazy about JOHNYS yesterday…HAHA!
He’s 19 and taking something like those agricultural/horticultural course in college.
Yayyyy!! I’m soooo happy! =D
Anyway, I might sound happy, but inside…I just got freaked out cos of a nightmare I had while taking a nap earlier on.
Gahhhhh…it’s always set at the same place! T_T
My heart could almost drop out of position! XD
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--12:10 AM Y
Darn, I’m so into Shinee!
I like all of them, and I can’t stand the cuteness radiating from Onew and his cute-sy smile =D
Everyone of them is hawt in their own ways, like how Jong Hyun has this lovely voice for singing XD
The PlayerLet’s dream of the impossible
Achieving miracles and going beyond limits
Of the foolish people,
Who realise not what can be accomplished
With such strong will power.
Gathering light speed,
Getting all the essentials,
You and I know that
It’s possible to carve out possibilities from the impossible.
Thus, we shall embrace what’s to come
With utmost sincerity and concern
That none others would ever have emitted
In their years of living in this unfair world.
In this lifetime,
Chances come and go
Like the continuous trend of seasons
Changing, every few months.
I hope our chances lasts as long.
As long as an ever lasting spring-like season
Where we’ll always be given the greatest opportunity
To seek and to love
For an eternity.
Are you able to heal this melancholic?
To supply limitless care and extreme gentleness?
Indeed, forever is fornever.
Optimists, the winners,
Life is not as complete and lovely as it may seem.
Pessimists, the losers,
There’s a way,
A way not known to many others…
The impossible shall always be impossible unless tweaked by the best players.
Are you just another player, playing with hearts and skipping the clubs, diamonds and spades?
Defeatless, glorified, an expert?
Play it, risk it, give the melancholic another view of life.
A view so great, it turns an unbeliever, a believer.
Revert me, dearest.
The melancholic shall never fall for anyone unless the player plays his cards well~
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-Tuesday, May 12, 2009-9:04 PM Y
That’s it.
This is the end of Nadia, the once called ‘independent, intelligent and confident’ girl.
Let’s welcome her as, ‘the bloody idiotic bastard who can’t even get freaking Taxation into her brain’, ‘the piece of burden, a crap, that’s supposed to be disposed of’.
Great.
Nice going, Nadia.
You’ve just screwed your life and turned all negative in a day.
Well done.
If the beats of my heart are the rhythm of this overworked body of mine,
And the thoughts in my overly congested mind are lyrics,
I could win an award for the best melancholic tune ever.
The tune of a hopeful turned hopeless in a day.
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