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-Thursday, January 22, 2009-6:42 AM Y

Finally, like some sort of break.
Seriously, I haven’t been up to standard this week…
Freaking BLAW class…..i totally screwed up and I kinda felt humiliated when the tutor kept asking me.
Damn…my head was like, literally filled with MAEC test stuff and he HAD to just ask me about what the hell is legal entity.
Don’t tell me I’ve got to answer fiscal policy instead (cos seriously, that was like what was lingering in my mind practically the whole time)
Dang~!
Felt so damn humiliated when I freaking couldn’t answer it! T_T

Alright!
I’m now in the process of modifying my blog skin.
Gonna be a little different than my previous few skins (which was like dark and gloomy, as always)
And I’ve picked a few songs to go with it….
Don’t get me wrong, it’s just that I just feel in this kind of way that I couldn’t express other than the through the music that I have selected~

So! Do anticipate drastic changes here~ XD

Oh, and today while i just stepped off the last step at 72 and walked by C1, accidentaly (ok, i totally forgotten how to spell that...XD) stared at the DOG straight in the face.
Sheesh! Wth?!
This is like the.....4th time??? Hey, I think I'm way 'paler' than he is though he's a direct mix-blood!
Woohoo!
Pale complexions ftw! <3333

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-Saturday, January 17, 2009-7:13 AM Y

Tsk.
I cant stand enthusiasm..i really cant.
Since I turned 15, I started hating enthusiasm.
It’s just so NOT me…I can’t put on some clown mask and pretend to be someone who I am so not.
I think my so called ‘cold’ personality is getting pretty obvious and I feel the solitude arising from it (not that I’m complaining, I find it somehow or rather…a good thing)
Why do I think solitude rocks? Most likely, it’s cos I’ve encountered so many turns in my life that accumulates til this happens.
I feel that I can neither trust nor depend so much on someone as it might turn out to be some poison and will counter attack if anything happens…to reveal much about oneself is to give off their weaknesses.
I believe in that.
I cant let people know my weaknesses and I can neither let people know my REAL strengths.
Believe me, I doubt anyone in school really knows me well to write a biography of me or something.
Solitude gives me a peace of mind from my really hectic life.
I can relax and do my own things at my very own pace. It’s great.
However, consequences such as being labeled as ‘loner’ might arise in between times, but I have learnt not to care about the negative thinking people have about me.
Why don’t people understand that I am not a loner, its just that I wanna be left alone, that’s all?
*sigh*
Some people just don’t get it.

Dont mind the silliness here but can i have him? XD

silly jaejoong Pictures, Images and Photos

Dreamt about NutFish Joven for some reason….dunno why, lol.
So weird…
Woke up and fell asleep again to dream…of Aoki instead.
LOL! What a dream that was….so gross…ugh!
But honestly, who’d wanna complain if it is Aoki anyway? XD HAHAHAHAH!! LOL!
Just kidding. *points below*

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Oh, and dearest Hiroki-senpai gave me good news!
He says he will be coming back in feb and I might be able to meet up with senpai!!
How cool is that!?!

HAPPY EARLY 19th BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST KOTA!!!!!!!!!!

11_Kota Yabu Pictures, Images and Photos

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-Thursday, January 15, 2009-11:41 PM Y

SEO DO YOUNG Pictures, Images and Photos

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG~~ *dies of major nosebleed*

HE IS THE <3!

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--11:38 PM Y

I hereby declare that I’ve just landed myself into a really tight spot right now.
Why is that so?
My friend’s way of teaching me French…is unbelievable.
He just gives me essays to transliterate it (based on how English it sounds, that’s where I get the hints) and it’s seriously NOT EASY!
I mean, I don’t even know what the heck all those words really mean, but it’s purely based on my guesses against my knowledge of English.
Sheesh….it’s tough! It’s more like a guessing game than a language lesson, don’t you think? XD

And I’ve got another problem.
My Korean friend, who has been staying in Canada for practically all his life, is willing to partner with me in the ‘quest’ to learn Korean. However, due to the huge time difference (here’s a hint: Singapore’s timing is GMT+8….Canada’s timing is GMT-7) we’re still discussing about when the both of us can find some time to really talk to each other.
And oh yeah, I forgot to add….he’s a trainee at SM Entertainment, which is like the Korean counterpart of Japanese Johny’s Entertainment. How cool is that? XD

I seriously CANNOT stick to only one language.
Now, I have to find a Thai friend or something so that I can learn Thai from them XD
If great grand was still alive, I’d probably be real fluent in Thai as she had been last time…we have common interests in languages, dad says.
Oh well~

Things have been really hectic in school.
As usual, not having enough sleep and all…
Oh and that reminds me…I’ve gotta turn in right now or else I’d probably wont be able to wake up forever XD
Shall update as soon as a point of my life gets more interesting. Til then~

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--11:33 PM Y

Nothing more could describe how I’m feeling right now other than a very beautiful Korean song which I completely fell for the first time I heard it, which was like….2 years ago? XD
There’re 2 versions of the song, one by a lad and the other by a lass.
I love both. =)

Well, here’s the lyrics and a translation of it. I really have to type these out because I’m completely heads over heels about this very beautiful song…..

이젠 알았어요 그대 날 위한 말 참 모난 가슴으로는 나를 안을 수 없댔죠 늘 상처뿐이라도 보여줄 순 없었나요 이미 그대 아픔이 내 눈물이 된걸요 그대만 기다렸어요 하루만 주어진대도 행복한 준비를 했죠 그대 위해 모든걸 I LOVE YOU 내가 갈까요 아주 먼 곳에 있어도 소원의 날개로 그대와 나는 꿈 꿔요 아마 모르겠죠 잠 못 이루던 날 숨소리도 조심스레 잠든 날 지키던 그대 그런 그대 고마워 눈도 뜰 수 없었어요 오래도록 간직한 눈물이 보일까 봐 그대만 기다렸어요 하루만 주어진대도 행복한 준비를 했죠 그대 위해 모든걸 I LOVE YOU 내가 갈까요 아주 먼 곳에 있어도 소원의 날개로 그대와 나는 꿈꿔요 나나나나나나나나 보고 있어도 늘 그리운 그대 사랑해

The translation:
Now I know
Your heart for me is a pained heart
You said you couldn’t love without it.

Eventhough it is covered with scars
Couldn’t you show it to me?
Your pain has already turned into my tears

I waited only for you
Eventhough only a day was given to us
I prepared everything for you in happiness

I love you, should I go to you?
Eventhough we’re far apart
You and I will dream on wish’s wings.

You probably wouldn’t know
I couldn’t sleep
You, who protected me
Even when I’m asleep

So, thank you
I couldn’t open my eyes
Because all the tears I remembered might return

I waited only for you
Eventhough only a day was given to us
I prepared everything for you in happiness

I love you, should I go to you?
Eventhough we’re far apart
You and I will dream on wish’s wings.

Nananananananana

I miss you even when I see you
I love you.

Hmmm, well, the translation doesn’t seem to sound right but oh well….
The song’s AWESOMELY beautiful!
And the lead actor…I like him a lot XD he’s a model (1.87m tall!) and he can sing this song!!
And well….someone in ACC resembles him slightly (not the height, though XD)…..and I cant seem to stop fangirling over him in silence XD well, i’ve told him that he’s cool before…on msn….i don’t think he took me seriously. T_T and lol…he’s older than I am by a year…zzzzzz. Ok, no more hints ‘else people will know who I’m talking about….=X

Oh, and I got back my last result from the common test today, FFA (only 4 modules were tested last term).
List it here (according to the sequence which I got back first).

Decision Support Spreadsheet = 43/50….86%....A (Our group got an A for the Problem Based Learning too)
Business Law = 72%....B (Our group got 82% for our project, which is an A)
Macroeconomics = 74%.....B
Fundamentals of Financial Accounting = 35 ½ /40… 89%....A (As expected, the highest of all my other marks…AGAIN, LOL~ XD)

So, yeah….it’s a ABBA! =.=”

Hahaha.

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-Sunday, January 4, 2009-5:42 AM Y

シンガポール ただいま v( ̄∇ ̄)v
ハハハ~~~

内に帰りちゃったよ~~~
マレシアのゲンティンから。

そこの天気がとっても寒いよ! (´д`;) すげー
10degrees Celsius and I walked to and fro outside, in the fog.
My face was practically frozen but the wind was totally awesome!
Everytime I talked, steam’ll come out. Wooo, cool!
Wasn’t the first time, but it was really fun doing it again. HAHAHA!

I slept and showered a lot there.
It was really comfortable to sleep in such weather condition.
And the shower…man, I could’ve sworn…I kept turning the hot water tap til I think I was literally being ‘boiled’ in the shower. HAHAHAA! ('A`)

Came home and unpacked, kept stuff and all those usual things you do when you get home from a trip…
Oh wow...it was so much fun walking around like that. HAHA!
Ate dinner and did MYOB (which, til now, I haven’t completed cos of too many distractions XD) and right now, it’s 2.29am and I’m like dozing off alittle cos I haven’t really recharged my battery from the trip.

Got a new Japanese friend, a girl…..like, finally! A girl!!
HAHAHA, I don’t know…Japanese girls are like harder to befriend..
She’s from…mum’s future son-in-law’s school, CIS.

Talked to Hiroki about how he spent his New Year and all…
He went to the shrine and he ate something like a New Year banquet at home
Oh damn, I forgot the word he used. HAHAHA!

OMG, I can’t believe it!! I was waiting for someone to actually understand and know about the meaning behind my MSN nickname.
He’s the first to know it!! *claps* (*´∇`*)
He was like “Hey! I know that! 明日晴れるかな!”
And I went (゚Д゚≡゚д゚)エッ!?

Here’s part of the convo:

hiroki says:
do u like yamap?


*ユウカ*輝ける日はどこへ消えたの?これが運命でしょうか?諦めようか? *Yabu+Daiki*!!! And so, I went "びっくりした!!!!!”And once again, I adore Aoki's attitude..... says:
haha, ok...i guess? do u?


hiroki says:
you guess


*ユウカ*輝ける日はどこへ消えたの?これが運命でしょうか?諦めようか? *Yabu+Daiki*!!! And so, I went "びっくりした!!!!!”And once again, I adore Aoki's attitude..... says:
hmm, i think you don't


*ユウカ*輝ける日はどこへ消えたの?これが運命でしょうか?諦めようか? *Yabu+Daiki*!!! And so, I went "びっくりした!!!!!”And once again, I adore Aoki's attitude..... says:
is that right?


hiroki says:
nope


hiroki says:
lol


hiroki says:
ummmm


hiroki says:
i want to ask.....


hiroki says:
do u?


hiroki says:
what do u think about yamap


hiroki says:
japanese girls love him


hiroki says:
haha


hiroki says:
so i want to ask singapore girl


hiroki says:
^^

And this:
*ユウカ*輝ける日はどこへ消えたの?これが運命でしょうか?諦めようか? *Yabu+Daiki*!!! And so, I went "びっくりした!!!!!”And once again, I adore Aoki's attitude..... says:
You don't really like Johny's do you? Except for maybe...SMAP, i guess?


hiroki says:
HAHA


hiroki says:
who said!?


*ユウカ*輝ける日はどこへ消えたの?これが運命でしょうか?諦めようか? *Yabu+Daiki*!!! And so, I went "びっくりした!!!!!”And once again, I adore Aoki's attitude..... says:
i was just guessing~~~


hiroki says:
i like yamap and also smap


hiroki says:
arashi


hiroki says:
but remember^^ im not gay

ZzzzZzzzz….it’s really fun talking to him these days.
But he’s a busy person…part time job, school, sports….so it’s kinda hard to get to talk to him sometimes.
I don’t know but it’s much better than talking to some people who keep insisting on me to follow what they want me to do…*sigh*

I cant believe what I did.
I actually kept in contact with that Japanese guy from the same course as me, but is my senior.
WTH…this’s sooooo crazy. I mean, I could easily bump into him someday at 72 or something cos both of us are from BA…argh! I must be mad~~

I don’t know…I totally like Bouken Rider for its enthusiastic tune.
Makes me really happy and feel like I wanna jump about listening to it~ XD
I must be madddddd~~~ XD

Damn…stupid LMS…keeps getting on my nerves.
Everything is stupid, I just hate the IS that we’re having.
Lalalalaaaa freaking pissed off at the damned stupid bloody waste-my-time projects.
Blasted %@#!)^*!!!! x_x Grrrrr…..

Tego’s Kesenai is really BEAUTIFULLLLLLL~~~~~
I totally got hooked to it right after I heard it.
I guess only he can get away with such soothing song, after I heard of STARS last time.

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