-Sunday, April 26, 2009-7:18 AM Y
The Awakening
A heart so warm,
That never fails to melt
A heart of ice,
Of extreme coldness
Where only darkness linger
Mugging one of their senses,
The sense to look forward to life.
The presence itself,
Entirely priceless.
The strength that’s able,
Able enough to lift a person’s spirit
Is what you possess.
The ability to make one realise
The most unrealisable treasure of all-time
“It’s your individuality that makes you beautiful”
TO BE CONTINUED....(when I've got the time to think of such crap HAHA!)
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-Wednesday, April 22, 2009-5:27 AM Y
Oh my, what a crazy day today was. I caught too many guys’ eyes lol.
Firstly, I went off to school at 10 for CCA fiesta, Day 2.
Said hi to Sakurazaki, Sean (the both were cosplaying…sakurazaki was pretty sexeh man =P), vivian, Siti and a few others.
We managed to get some people here and there, but only very little as compared with yesterday’s intake.
Ahhh that song composing club guy was there again…as popular as ever, lol.
Then I was like stuck in the middle of the 2 booths and sakurazaki was blocking my exit cos she was retouching her makeup.
The guy said ‘excuse me, sorry haha, I need to take the trolley out’.
So I had a little difficulty squeezing past sakura.
Oh man, I accidentaly kicked some of their boxes and almost fell and….
OMG he was like in a position to make sure I don’t fall, with his hands out like that.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
He went like “Careful, careful, don’t fall XD”
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
I was so freaking embarassed uhhhh I replied “ok, I’m ok. Sorry”
I kinda caught his eyes again a few more times today, sheesh. =.=
OKOK, when did I start catching his eyes? As I said in the previous entry, it was on Day 1.
But WHEN exactly? Well, when I was struggling to get my bag from the pile of bags behind and I didn’t realise that he was sitting behind the board, eating and staring at my outstretched hand.
LOL!!!
Secondly!
I was talking to Siti about the Waseshibu haunted house and laughing here and there.
I heard people behind me, wanting to join JTC so I turned.
OMG is my eyes shrouded or something?!
THE GUY FREAKING LOOK SO LIKE YAGI!!!!!!
It’s SO IDENTICAL! He’s height, his nose, his complexion, his lips.
Gahhh I stared at him and I heard that he wanted to join Daiko, lols.
But he spoke in Singlish, so it’s obvious he’s not Yagi, HAHAHA~!!~~!!
Oh and he wasn’t wearing Adidas shirt or pants and had 2 top buttons unbuttoned, so i bet he’s the SG version of Yagi.
But then, maybe he saw me staring at him from near…cos he started looking somewhere around me.
Well, I think it’s me cos I was the only one sitting at the booth, the rest were doing other things.
Thirdly! Okok, wait…the third event happened at afternoon session.
So, went off at 12 to climb the mountain at the engineering area to get to Costing lecture.
Gahhhh I was like so damn bloody tired, I almost fainted halfway man =P
And so, went inside, Steffi asked whether I wanted to sit with them but I refused cos I preferred sitting alone.
Alas, I was a sit further than Mr. Cool. Zzzzzzz.
Damn, costing is pretty difficult to absorb, darn it!
After lecture was over, rushed off to CC again.
The quiet senior helped me with my bag, he almost collapsed just holding it =X
Sorry!!!
Said hi here and there again hahaha.
Oh, caught that person’s eyes again. WTH!
OKOK! Here it is!
Thirdly!!
I looked at this guy…he had some sort of i-love-japanese aura and what do you know?
He joined the club! LOL!
And one more thing…HE LOOKS LIKE KAKA!!!! LOL!
I gave him the brochure and he thought he already had one so he showed me his other brochures lol, and I just shoved it in his hand. LOL!!!!!!!!!
Fourthly!!
Our club managed to recruit more than 160 people!!! LOL!!!
So many!!!!!!
Hahahahaaa!!!
Okays, tomorrow is the start of proper lesson, BCOMM 2.
Gonna blast my english to its limits. Til I don’t even understand english. LOL!
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--5:24 AM Y
Oh great.
First day of school and I was freaking almost half an hour late for class.
YEAH!!!
I went to the wrong block!
I was like kinda early, reaching like around 10 minutes before 8am.
Anddddd I waited and waited…nobody opened the door.
And so! Thus you all know, I get panic-attacks real fast…so I checked the notebook around half an hour past and I realised it was at block 53, not 56.
WTH!!!
I was like in a dilemma, to go or not to go.
LOL, I just went off, knowing that I was definitely the last one to arrive.
And so! Indeed, I was the last one, alright…
Everyone stared at me and it was really very humiliating, as if I overslept or something like that.
Took a sit beside this guy and I realised the tutor, Jordan, had already began teaching the basics of introduction!!
And like around 5 minutes after that (he didn’t explain to me, I guess he must’ve thought I’m a really rude kid or something! LOL!) we did one round of intro and the guy next to me was helpful enough to actually ask whether I know what was going on.
Relax dude, I already learnt how to introduce myself in French like…3-4 months ago? LOL!
So I just went on “Bonjour, je m’appelle X, I’m from X”.
Excellent, I just wanted to make up for my carelessness so I pretended to be so confident in the language. =X
Yeah I was like trembling inside, LOL!
Then we studied stuff like the alphabets, pronounciations, verbs, numbers…
WHOAH! I was like… almost bored to death there cos I already knew all those.
Can you imagine if I was in Japanese class instead? I’d probably be drooling on the table LOL!
I knew the numbers and all those conjugatives so it went pretty easy for me.
Also, the asking of ‘how are you’ and ‘what is your age’ was tested.
It was pretty simple cos I kinda ... learnt it before hand =X
Soooo….everytime we learnt something new, Jordan would come around and test us one by one.
Well, I must say…I was a little extra. LOL!
He haven’t taught how to say thanks and welcome, or how to add them in sentences.
As he came to me and Nicholas, he said ‘bonjour’ to us and we replied.
He asked Nicholas what was my name and he had some trouble cos we haven’t really talked to each other (well, he’s from horticulture…different course).
Then he turned to me and asked “ça va?”
And I wanted to be a little more different (for the sake of getting an extremely good grade =D), so I replied “ça va bien,merci”
I must say…he did look a little surprised.
AWESOME! I wanna be the top scorer for French!! Woohooo!!
(Yeah, if I can ever make it =X HAHA!!!)
Even Nicholas was alittle taken aback from the start that he actually asked “You studied French before is it?” LOL!!!!
Thanks alot Saiki, for helping me 'cheat' and get a head start with the language =D
Okays, headed to Atrium (gosh it was completely packed with freshies!!!)
And went off to CC to sign in JTC…
Oh mannnn the place was sooo packed with people! I couldn’t really move well at all.
Oh and I made friends with the twins from JTC…they were IDENTICAL!
No wonder I was a bit surprised cos I was talking to one of them and suddenly I looked at the people helping out as well, there was an exact copy of her. Hahahha, neat!
Sooo I was like talking to various people who weren’t from my usual clique and we got along pretty well, I must say.
Oh and even the new ah beng-ish guy too, lol!
We talked, we joked, we laughed, we lol-ed, we crapped and yeah…you get the idea.
I think I can do pretty well eventhough I don’t really know them well.
Saku hung around for awhile and Togu was like walking from JTC to photography place.
Sakurazaki showed up and we were all like one big happy japanese crazy people there, LOL!
Oh and Eric’s gf and I got a little warmer…we didn’t really talk before this cos the ACC people in JTC are in a huge clique while I hung around with people from other courses XD
Hmmm…I managed to pull some people into JTC, it was really cool. HAHAHA.
They should pay me commission for promoting JTC so well, LOL!
Then Jia Xuan came, Atikah came like a few minutes later…they walked around.
Ohohoho! Minoru! I almost forgot! He gave me a brochure from the hearing-impaired club =X
Whoahh sign language?? I can barely go a day without talking man… =X
Wan Yi came while I was like squatting, trying to get my bag and she was like “Yuuka Mizui!”
LOL!!! She brought along her yukata and I found out her feet size is 10 too!!! LOL!
Hi 5!!! XD
Then there was this kid (ok, he was taller than I am, lol….) who was eating his candy floss…
He approached me and asked me one question after another…oh man, it feels like I was being interogated! I mean, he was the only one to ask soooooo many things!!!! LOL!
Oh I realised that there were so many bengs who wanted to sign up…lol.
I guess those 2 ‘popular-with-japanese-girls” guys would have tougher time this time round. =X
Plus the blonde streaked hair guy is super duper friendly! =D
He’s new but is getting real used to our crazy JTC people XD
Ohohoho and Renee came as well! She was like.. ‘Yuuka!!’ hahaha!
She’s nice, but she likes to act upset plenty of times which makes it hard for me, lol, cos I don’t know how to react to such jokes =X
Hmmm…oh the composing club was beside our booth again and hell, I keep catching one of this guy’s eye.
Gahhhhh…he’s pretty popular in school but i don’t really care, LOL!
Oh, he looks a little bit like Jasper, the senior from sec sch. Zzzzzz.
Hmm what else? I signed out around 2.40++ and lol, I said goodbye to a hell lot of people there.
Sakurazaki, Wan Yi, Daniel, the blonde streaked hair guy (I don’t know his name! LOL!), saku, togu, melissa, ker sin and the girl whose name I cannot seem to remember…wait! It’s ferly right?!?!!
Renee made that upset face again lol but cheered up when…you wanna know?!
When she asked whether that blonde streaked guy was my bf (cos he was standing next to me)
LOL!!!!! Why does she keep thinking things like that? O_O She even thought I was with Yagi, OMG! =X
So I left and was walking towards the exit of the inner CC when she came up to me and told me that she wanted to accompany me to the exit of CC. LOL…she’s a nice friend, huh? XD
Maybe she wanted to make sure I don’t meet up with some Japanese guy or something XD HAHA!!!
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--5:24 AM Y
OK!!
It’s Sunday (technically, it’s Monday..cos it’s already past midnight XD) and in a matter of a few hours…I’m going to school again!
YAY *rolls eyes*
LOL!!! Hahahaha!!
Seriously, everyone’s still in their holiday mood and SP + NP’s contacts in MSN are all like having their nicks changed to things like wanting to stop time ect.
Hahaha…yeah, me included LOL!!
Lalalalaalaaaaa…tomorrow is school!!!
ARGH!
X_x
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--5:24 AM Y
Whoah, school’s starting wayyy soon!!!
ARGH! I don’t wanna gooooooo….LOL, I sound utterly kiddish, don’t I? HAHA!
Oh well, life’s hard…gotta face reality. *sigh*
Alright, so I haven’t been helping my Japanese friends with their essays (ごめなさい！) for some time now cos I’ve been a little too preoccupied, trying to sort of ‘enjoy’ the last week of holidays to its fullest.
YES! I’m training informal Japanese speech so that I could relate much better with high school students!
YUP!!! Cos I’m a little annoyed at that Waseda guy for saying “なんだよお前” and laughing at me cos I missed all shots at my blindfolded friend. MAN! I’m saying this for the umpteenth time….it’s not my fault! I already instructed her how to position her hands!! Grrrrr… Nevermind, forget it. Seriously, that place was literally ‘littered’ with hawt Japanese students who look like they could easily fit in Johnys. I bet someone looked like Kitayama too, LOL! No Pi resemblance though…he’s probably too sexehhh none could actually be on par. XD
Hmm, some ARE flirty as well…hell yeah. LOL!
I remember the guy from the seifuku place on Day 2.
SHEESH, the girl’s uni…the skirt is like freaking short!! I tried it and you wanna know how short it was??
Up til my thigh, oh man! And bloody hell, that place was air-conditioned…freaking froze my legs man!
So! If I could master informal speech and converse as smoothly as ever, they’ll mind their words more XD
WAHAHAHA!!!
Uh one disadvantage though…it’ll be harder to relate to adults.
But who cares anyway? I’ll be mingling with the youth, not the adults, LOL!
Hmmm…talked to Takuro today!!!
Gosh… I missed talking to my senpai(s)! Eversince spring vacation was over, they’ve been really busy, Hiroki with his part time and 3rd year in College…Taku, adapting to college life….
According to Taku, his journey to school takes an hour (he takes the Shinkansen, I presume)!
It’s like from my place to Changi! WHOAH!!!
Shall hear his voice again soon! 楽しみ！
That time…it was kinda funny.
He was like “Johny’s?? You..uh..what? Etto…what…what? *laughs* Which do you like..most?”
His written English is superb but I’ve gotta help him out with his communcation.
It’s excellent, I could decipher everything he says but he needs to expand his vocab a little, haha.
LET’S WORK TOGETHER SENPAI!
I must admit.
My new modules are full of scary-sounding names.
What I worry most is…if it’s too Math-y. Like BStatistics…
If only there is a Humanities course that awards you Diploma for studying languages or something…
*sigh*
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-Tuesday, April 14, 2009-7:29 AM Y
これは これは！
また久しぶりですね！
皆元気？
ははは～～～♪ v(￣∇￣)v
実は、私はね、秘密があるよ！
じゃ、私の秘密は聞きてる欲しいの？
最近、新しい浴衣買いました！黄色の浴衣だ。
しっ～～！！静かになさいよ。
これはね、私たち、日本語が出来る人たちの秘密だ！
私の友達に伝えないね～～～
ははは！！
伝えない出来れば、本当にうれしいなんだ！ だから、サンキュウ！！ ヽ(TдT)ノ
今日はね
後１週間まで、学校始めます。
うわあああぁ～～～！！ 本当に早いですね！！
なんか 信じられないのに～～～ (p_q*)ｼｸｼｸ
ね？ ね？？ でしょう？？ すごく早い！ (´д｀;)
じゃ、ここまでこの日記に日本語を書いて。
後英語を使え～
Alright then, back to English!
Well, nothing beats the soothing instrumentals played in 92.4FM.
Just listening to it makes one feel at ease….and sleepy. HAHA!!
Ok, school’s starting reallll soon.
Well, much sooner than what everyone expected (Obviously, that’s the typical mindset among us…dreading for school during first few weeks into vacation and dreading for NO school during last few weeks of vacation. HAHAHA!!! I admit, it’s real sore, draggin yourself half heartedly to school in the early mornings, cramming yourselves into the unsightly super-filled-to-the-door bus….)
Some of my friends are gonna come over as soon as school starts but from the responses I received…
Many are eager to step into poly life…..which is….. exceptional for firsties cos when you get used to the environment, well, I must say, life’s as dull as ever…if not…worst? HAHA!!
Seriously, nobody seem to be like freaking close to their mates for their whole 3 years here.
As you know, BA changes its classes every single semester…it’s normal for us not to be in the same class as the person we want to be with.
And honestly speaking with a mind so much open (cos it’s empty after a long vacation XD)…I don’t need anybody to be in the same class as I am.
Some call it loner.
Some label it independent.
Whatever suits you guys~ LOL!
I think I’m closer to my CCA mates than my classmates! Hell yeah!!
Ok so French is like gonna be my first lesson of the semester and I just like, got a nightmare about it…. a few hours ago? （'A`）
Yeah, I’m so freaked out by that.
This is like the first time EVER for me to be in a foreign language class so I really dunno what to expect!
I’ve self studied other foreign languages by myself, but it works well cos there’s no pressure and I could be at my own pace….but this….omg.
It’s really freaking me out man~
Saiki, you HAVE to help me out buddy….. T_T
And shun, help me little pinchy buddy! (GAHHH it's so funny when i recall him being pinched during CosFest XD)
I know I know, I shouldn’t be making such a riff-raff out of such petite matter but hey, seriously now….
However exotic the language is, I wanna be good in it and not make a lame-o out of myself for not knowing them well.
Yeapppp! =D
Seriously now, if I could ace English, why can’t I ace others? (yeah right, talking is way easier than doing it man~~)
OK!
Talked to Hiroki, the dear hardworking senior.
He’s been really busy lately, juggling part time and school….all cos he wants the money to travel.
Tsktsk, Japanese reallllly love travelling, don’t they?
Oh well~
Hopes that his next destination wont be SG cos if it is, I’d better make a run for it before I’ll have to face senior face to face..*horrified at the very thought*
Taku’s adjusting to College life real fast…no, more like, super fast.
He’s so popular I think he’s gonna get a girlfriend in no time, man….HAHAHHA!!!
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-Friday, April 10, 2009-7:54 AM Y
Ahhhh~~~!!!
JUMPING TO MY DREAM!! haha, i really like heisei's colourful and happy tunes to bits.
Even Koyama sang their song in one of NEWS concert, sayin that he sang UMP when he's high.
Yup yup the one where Sho and Nino came in by surprise.... =D
Gahhhh I really like all of them wahaha!!
At the arena!! =D
RII-DA!!!
My friends dislike his stone expression but it's actually pretty funny to me XD
Heeeellllloooooo~~~ =D
Lol at Yuto.. XD and whoahhh Chii! Whats with that hip shakin? XD
Little boy's attempt at tryin to be sexy XD
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--7:48 AM Y
こんにちは！
お久しぶりの日記を書いてですね！
皆元気？
私は元気１００％！ははは！「笑」
最近、ちょー遅い起きるよ！
休みの終わりの日はちょ～～～～近いだ！
めんどうくさいね～ 早起きるは。
日本に、春休みは終わりました！
友達たちの皆は本当に忙しいと思うよ。 「悲」
裕樹先輩は３年生だ。
タクロは大学に入って、１年生。
彼が人気な人なったよ！カッコイイな美少年だからね～～～「笑」
私の第一の授業は～～～～～フランス語だ！！！ 「汗」
うわぁぁぁ～！！！ちょっ～～難しいな科目ですね！
どうしよ？？
もう、ダメなんだよね？
えっと、今回の科目は全部難しいと思うよ。 「汗」
すごく緊張しますよね～～
あぁ！覚えた！
昨日、新しいカメラ「Finepix」を買いました！
すごい！写真とビデオが本当にクリアですよ～～
あんまり高くないけど、＄１９９はなんか手頃だ。
So yesterday, ok more like this morning…if you consider the timing.. XD
Talked to Sai at around 3plus am and luckily he had changed his photo of his super duper washboard abs to his normal dp….he actually asked me who was the ‘pretty’ girl in my dp.
LOL!! Please….such praises won’t really work well on me, dear. LOL!
Well, there were a few more praises but of course, I don’t want my entry to be filled with that, lol.
So, we spoke….in English…then in French, which I totally laughed myself at for not knowing what he said, LOL!! And I replied “Je comprends pas XD”
Then we changed to chinese…haha.
And switched back to English.
When he taught me something very important in French, I replied… “merci beaucoup!!!”
And he replied “Mais de rien, mon ange”
I knew the first few words except the mon ange….which probably meant “my angel”.
He told me to guess what the last two words were, but I couldn’t probably say it cos who knows I might be wrong, LOL. Turns out it does mean that. Haha! XD
So…..he told me in french that I’m one of his special friends.
Nice to hear that, he’s one of my good friends too XD
We get along well cos we kinda clique since we’ve got some similar interests and you know, people of the same age usually understands each other. XD
He really wanted to help me and told me to see a test…
And I went like…
“It’s 4.45am and you’re telling me to see a test?? T_T”
Haha, turns out that the site was pretty useful to tell the difference between female and male statements.
AWESOME, thanks a lot, you’re such a great help!!! =D
He went on, wanting to teach me the conjunctions and all…but I was like uhh, damn sleepy cos it’s almost 5am. And he totally like, spammed my msn with stuff like these:
[c=66]Sai ~[/c=32] says:
bonne nuit
[c=66]Sai ~[/c=32] says:
reposes toi bien
[c=66]Sai~[/c=32] says:
je savais pas qu'il était aussi tard chez toi,désolé,à demain alors,bonne journée !
I say:
omg i dont understand
[c=66]Sai ~[/c=32] says:
i said,good night,rest well,i didn't know that it was too late in Singapore,sorry,see you tomorrow,and have a nice day
[c=66]Sai ~[/c=32] says:
don't worry,i'm the translator !
See how kind he is? XD
ANYWAY!
Atikah have officially made me NINO-CRAZEH again!!
Ohhhhh man, he’s so talented!!
His latest movie was omg so awesome…I totally love NINO!!!!
Gahhhhh…XD
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--6:48 AM Y
Woohoo!
My japanese friends love my sketches! Yeahh!
I thought they’d probably go “gahhh that’s hideous, I’ve seen better” or something like that. =X
Gonna show them my sketch of sanzo, kantarou, sanzo’s hand holding a gun and my hand! XD
Wonder how they’re gonna react….haha.
Ohhhh Ohno is so hilarious in a lame way.
My group of jtc friends just hate him cos of his stony, expresionless face HAHA!
But seriously….RII-DA is funny if you’re able to open up and appreciate his lameness XD
For me, I’m afraid of people like Ryo cos he seem like a fierce guy…lol.
Like a very strict person….who’d prob talk in kansaiben and expect you to know. LOL!!!
RII-DA~~~~ =D
Ohhh and I gotta say this….wentz is soooooooo lovable!!
You guys should check him out when he was like only 4 years old or something….
Really looks like a caucasian cos his hair is light brown and he has green eyes =DDD
So pretty!!!!
I like pretty kids, they’re sooooo adorable! XD
Gahhhhhh~~~~
So!
In japan, school already started and most of my friends have gone schooling so they’re really busy T_T
Taku is in year 1 and he’s already enjoying uni life cos he met a guy who likes dancing too, lol.
Hiroki senpai is in year3….well, I think they can ganbatte in the train on the way home, LOL!
Cos….both take like an hour to reach their uni….lol.
Oh well~~~ Ganbatte friends!
The rest are still alright, in high school and all…
Oh! Kazuki’s in second year of uni, if I’m not mistaken. LOL, I forgot =X
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