-Tuesday, August 12, 2008-10:39 AM Y
Hello again! XD
Today is a stupid day. I hate myself a lot today.
Just accept the fact, people. I am dead stupid. I’m an idiot.
And I hate myself for not being the perfect person people want me to be.
Yes, people just don’t get satisfied with the way I am. I know I’m an idiot, and knowing that, why must you guys expect so much from me? I am damned bloody idiot, a lousy person. A pessimist, a lazy and good for nothing, ungrateful and can-go-and-die human being.
Thanks, Nosuke, for the advice and concern. Honestly, I am still an idiot, and nothing can possibly change that.
*sigh*
Something surrrrrprising happened. Kai started a convo with me. I thought he/she (I still haven’t the slightest idea Kai is a girl or guy!) wanted to demand an explaination why I suddenly offline yesterday. LOL! Kai shared with me the cosplay details and all (starting off with Kai’s trademark :’sup’ and ‘hows yr day?’. Wowwww..so ruki-like! And I like ruki (kai doesn’t realize I was a gazette fan until that time, kai recommended me some of their songs XD I think kai paiseh XD)! LOL! HAHHA! Kai is indeed cool! I can’t believe my luck to have befriended Kai and Yuji! XD (they know each other! What a coincidence, eh?!) mannnn….are they so cool or what?! XD *yuuka waves SUPPORT~!~!! flag!* and well, kai knows shinn! Wow wow wowwwwww!! It’s a small world after all~~ XD honestly, I’d love to think that Kai is a guy, cos from the looks and all..but clar claims that kai’s a girl (he doesn’t know why he thinks so as well XD)! LOL! XD And from the song Kai and his/her band played, guren...it sounded so cool!! Kai sounds similar to ruki, though ruki’s voice is much deeper (cos, it’s fact that ruki’s sexy XD!) So, is kai a girl or a guy?!?! I mean…famous seiyuus like ogata megumi, paku romi and takayama minami does voices for male characters….who knows Kai’s voice and looks are guy-ish, but Kai is actually a girl?! I don’t knowwwww!! @.@ OMG, does this person here loves to sit back and watch me debate his/her gender!! XDD I know! When I see yuji, I shall ask him instead! Wahahaaa….!! Oh yeah! I should’ve asked shinn just now! ARGH!! He’s already back in camp T_T SUPPORT~!~~!! XD
Wow, suddenly people start sending me their songs…LOL! Yesterday it was Hazm, today it was Kai! XD
Sooo, today had a chat with Ying Sheng (I still don’t know if that’s the correct spelling! LOL! XD).
He’s like me too! Do things last minute! XD HAHA! And ohhh, he’s older than me! He’s from Dunearn, took O level in 2006 and went to PJC. Quit and joined ACC instead. Wow…I didn’t know he’s from PJC and Dunearn..it’s like so close to this area! XD HAHA! Suddenly, he lives in bukit batok and is Shunpo’s neighbour…LOL! XD
Ohhhh well..been studying miec since I woke up. Loads of graphs to understand and remember (MC curve is always upward sloping! XD). KYAA~!~! Sooo many things to do in such little time! I wonder why on earth I always do things last minute…*sigh* Be it for homeworks, tests, minor exams or major exams…everything is done last minute. *sigh* I think I’m gonna die from heart attack. HAHA!
*listening to guren by Kai and band* wow, they seem like real pro! If the team is complete, I am soooo looking forward to their cool cosplay/performance. XD
But now, I have to help Kai out to persuade yuji-kun to do uruha XD
Since you never seem to see, I'll sing it in this love song~ XD
Shrouded by Rainy Memories