-Friday, August 8, 2008-11:56 PM Y
I am obviously wasting my time posting this.
Time is getting more precious these days.
It’s the countdown to exams! And seriously now, my ITB is going nowhere!
Man, I hate the database part…and the PBL part. Not the groupwork thing, I just hate the theory.
I can’t take theory of things that I am like sooo not interested in and honestly now, I was never interested to know IT in depth.
BSTATS…I just need some practice and that’s it. But a pass is not at all sufficient! I mean, how do you be among the top when u merely scrape a pass for your subs?
*sigh*
Being the only child and the centre of attention in my family and also being closely monitored by relatives and such (cos I am like the only one in a major business course since others are like from JC and are considered quite successful in life now, holding quite good posts after graduation) it’s simply scary.
Yeah, I’ve got no other words to describe it.
Just plain…scary.
It’s like…I can NEVER afford to fail in life or I’ll be look down upon. T_T saddening, yeah? I mean, I don’t mind my parents always concentrating hard to make sure I succeed as well but the rest..?
Whenever I meet my relatives, the first question “How’s your studies?” Blablablaaaa… then they start to compare me with their children, their dunno whoever who’re related to them…then start to talk big.
*sigh*
Okay la, it is part of human nature to brag, but please…the way you guys say it, it’s like no longer called bragging. The more you guys brag and boast (okay, brag = boast LOL! Nvm nvm...dont mind it being redundant there) there’s the tendency of an insult coming out you guys.
Yes, one insult after another.
WHY on earth are you guys always picking on my family huh?
First, you guys insult my parents. After failing terribly and embarrassing yourselves…you guys kept mum for years.
Now, you guys pick on me instead.
Why do all this unnecessary things?
WHY must you guys ‘CARE’ about how we live our life? WHY must you guys KEPO around about our affairs? WHY must you guys question what god gave us? You guys wanna oppose him is it?
*sigh*
It’s better to separate ourselves away from such people though it can’t be helped on certain occasions.
Sometimes it is way better to keep quiet and don’t care about the surroundings.
Shrouded by Rainy Memories