-BLEH-
&
-YAY-

Yeahhhh~!~!! Love my new avatar and sig in cafe ^^

Kinda express the mood I've always been in when i'm happy ( my definition for happy; happy = childish) ^_^



Wahahahahahhaaa ~~~~ XDDD

It's raining outside....i can't hand wash the clothes! T_T
Sheesh!!

Oh yeah, i hit a HUGE bumble bee with my badminton racket just now.
I cant help it! i just had to do that cos it wont fly out of the window!
But it was damn stubborn! Still flying after a blow from me (it was slightly dizzy after a while)

then no choice, hit it second time cos it was coming at me LOL! (like so funny right!)

this time, i think it fainted! havent die yet cos i didnt smack so hard~

took a pic of it (shall upload soon!) and threw it out of the window~ LOL~~~ WAHHAHA!!

Sorry, Mr/Ms Bee! You are more of a threat to me than those cute little bees (although both stings~ XD)

OMG! This post sounds sooooo CHILDISH!



YAY~~!!!

hahahahaaa....

well, only childish sometimes! i
n fact, im considered quite serious/cold in the public....i dont smile, i dont talk much, i give blunt replies....
but of course when it comes to socialising professionally, i have to change my attitude to be more pro...have to speak confidently...show no fear.
Ahhh, many get fooled by my act~ HAHAHAHA!

anyway....
a little of childishness here....



anddddd the last one of the day~~~



Yeahhhhhhhhhhh~!!! ^^

Madddddddddddnessssssss! CHUU!!! =P

Was sleeping ever so soundly when I was had to drag myself out of bed to answer the telephone.
Had to go to town for an interview. ZZZZZzzzzZZZZ
Mara accompanied me.

What a terrible coincidence, my classmates (Pei Sheng, Qin Rong, Joan and Vivien) were there too.
HAHA! We were like: EHHHHHH?!??!?!!!
After the interview, decided to walk around….
AND
We got lost, WTH!
We walked the opposite direction! XD It was worth our 1hour walking back (lols at the Koreans and Japanese).

Oh, and when we were walking at the sidewalk (there weren’t many people walking there)
I walked past that Eurasian host. He was in casual and not in his usual business casual.

Went to Far East and had our lunch there.
Went in and mannn, mara was like so funny la!
I didn’t know that she gawks at shounens ~ LOLs.
However she mistook the Japanese shounens for Korean namjas. Wahahaa..
Yeah, have a go at guessing which school they were from.
LOL
Canadian international school. XD
We walked past by them a couple of times and everytime we pass by, I looked other place cos I just don’t usually stare at people.
Mara stared at them and they stared back. LOLs. She’s like so brave huh? XD

Anywayyyy, I’ve already mastered Venus. It’s all in my head.
I want to go sentosa again, just don’t know when.
However, when I think about it again, … I’m gonna get tanned if I always go to the beach!
KYAAAA!!!! Mannnn, if I do get tanned, it’s not going to be fun! People will not be confused
*sigh*
September 10 is like soo coming. I’m kinda psyched (not cos I am waiting for my birthday, no, not that)!
Gonna have preparation for the upcoming Sapporo Hokuto High School Exchange students visit.

Oh, and it will be Hiroki Uchi’s birthday as well! ^_^ (he is DAMN sexy!)

And Japanese actor, Shota Matsuda’s birthday too~~ XDDDD

Wahhahahahahaaa...

今年の夏祭りが終わった～～

金曜日、日本人小学校に。

夏祭りが本当に楽しいかったよー！！
とてもうれしいです！
日本人がたくさんでびっくりしたよ～
少年と少女も！
ステキ！

えと

商店の少年達がカッコイイだと思った！
キャアー！！「恥ずかしい」
OMGGGGG!!!!!!
たかとし　うちだ！！！！
ヤツは本当にカッコイイよ！！！！！
すばらしいねー？！　ステキ！！
ちゃんとステキよー！（⌒∀⌒）♪♪♪♪♪

見てよ～！下の写真に～



かわいいでしょう？もちー＾＾

Met a few more SGcafers~
Silver butterfly (kawaii~ =P), kiwira (why you so blur one uhhh? XD)… XDD
Then saw people like keruton, shinn (without his wig), yukihoshi,ect…^^
Hehehee XDDD

Then went home.
Mum ordered Macdonalds for me cos I haven’t ate much except for some pieces of bread in the morning. Watched anime while eating~ XDDD
Ozora, MIZI, SY and that BIT guy talked to me. Talk talk talk.
Then now WY wants to go to seiransai as well. LOLs… XDDD
HAHA~ and poor ozora, don’t know about all these events. XD

Sheeshhhhh…I am soooo in such a crazy PI mode. Dunno why. XD
んだろうー？
まじで？！うわぁ～～！！！そうだちゃー！

Lalalalalalaaa..i saw proposal daisakusen!!! SO KAWAII!! XDDDDD

Wanna learn how to pose super prettily and capture people’s heart at first glance? XDDDD

just finished INFA
and am sitting alone at the underpass in school
waiting for 5pm

then i'll be off to somewhere
to see my mum's future son-in-law

LOL!!! no la!! HAHAHAHA!! crap. x_x

uhhh, how about a little of my craziness here? *points down*



he said 愛してる...in my DREAMS

HAHAHAHHAHAHA

ok, gtg .. going to orchard to go siao for the day
oh yeah.. met mr shaw in the lift, too bad i was in lousy mood...
oh well...

ja minna~

YESSSS!!

Tomorrow is gonna be my last paper!
AND it's one of my fave modules....financial accounting!! YAY!!! ^_^

uuhhh...i don't know why i'm 'yay-ing' but i just felt like it.
scary though.... KYAAA!!

明日は、必ず私の顔が　「下を見てください～」



my mood...? hmm....kinda like so into pipi mood. chuuuu~~~~~~（⌒∇⌒）♪♪♪♪♪
キスでキスで一億回確かめ合ったけど
どこか？
何か？満たされない～
二人感じていたんだ
この恋の結末
あぁごめんねジュリエット～～



青春アミゴのダンースだー！





i'm gonna try my best tomorrow!
でしょう？＾＾



でしょう、でしょう？？？



はい、はい！頑張ります！

ふくろうは、「不苦労」、「福来郎」とも書かれ、幸福を運ぶ鳥、家の守り神されています。首が回ることから商売繁盛、夜目が利くことっから世間に明るいとされる縁起もの。
また徹夜で頑張る受生の学業成就のお守りとしても人気です。

Fukurou (owl) is pronounced the same as “no trouble” in Japanese. It is believed to bring good fortune for your life. The owl lives at night so it is believed to bring good luck for students when studying during the late hours of the night.

I typed this out from the scroll that's still hanging on my cupboard door since last year~ ^^




I need to do well!!!!!

Good luck to all and yeah, to that person from BIT too (I forgot his name, LOL!)

Helllllo! ^_^
Well, one paper down, 3 to go!!
Tomorrow is my nightmare! ITB!! Oooohhh this is freaky! Hehehe. XD *background music: NEWS – Snow Express*
Okayy..hmm, what do I have to say about today’s paper? I’m not so sure however I think it’s quite okay. And well, I DO know that I’m gonna have marks docked off because I didn’t elaborate well enough. Like wth?! Anyway, it’s already done so, there’s no point regretting or anything. Man, there were like so many questions on oligopoly! And I mixed up cost pricing and some other stuff! Shit! So, it’s like..5 marks off. I’M GONNA KILL MYSELF IF I EVER FAIL!! T_T
*sigh*
Oh well, on a much higher note, I think I’m getting my 10 marks straight away from the table. Yeah, I finally got to memorise the formulas like..at the very last minute at around 1+am? HAHA! Yeahhh, cos most of the time I was busy doing the notes and all (now what am I going to do to these notes?!).

Ahhh, well.

OMG, I just love this song! I have been listening to it like for more than a year already, and I never seem to get tired of hearing it~ It kinda give me this image of some snowy place (in Japan, I presume! XD) and people are happily shopping for their Christmas stuff in the holidays. Okay, I’m NOT dreaming of a white Christmas, puhleassse~! XD *oooh!! Tegoshi’s part~~ so cute!! XD* Hehe. Oh well, it’s been years since I was a NEWS fan…sooooo…HAHA, it’s easy to tell who’s singing which part~

ARGH! *back to reality*

What the hell am I supposed to be studying for tomorrow?! It all seems so easy yet…I don’t know if I can remember everything…*in the process of flushing out MIEC from my brain now…XD* KYAA! Help!! Don’t make me complacent!! Please!! Doesn’t mean there’s like only a few chapters to cover, I can take it easy…nooo! Don’t commit any fallacy!! *Man, this is like a totally economic term huh? XD* Oh, and I don’t think I’ll be staying up too late today. YAY!! Awww…why on earth do we have an exam on a Saturday?!!
*sigh*
I’m so lazy to drag myself to school on a Saturday! Hehe!

Oh well, I took like a short nap just now so that I won’t get headaches for pushing myself too hard (ahh, but it doesn’t seem to be effective! I’m having headaches now!). And I was woken up by renee, miss tree planter’s sms. She informed me of the seiransai event which Kai has been telling me about. Woots! In September, like 2 weeks after the Japanese language enhancement program. OMG!!!! I hope Kai have found a complete band by that time! I so wanna see them!! YAY! ^_^

Finally the crap sending file works faster and I managed to send Hazm the song. Didn’t know he knew that song though…

and my nails are cleaned~ im changing to another colour~

before:



after:



Oh wellll, gonna start studying again. It’s 20 mins to 6pm and I really have to get a move on it~ And good ‘night’ Clar~ ^_^

Hey hey heyyy! ^_^
It’s 5.17am and I’m still awake! XD
I just finished studying until Monopoly just now. So, only Monopolistic competition and oligopoly left for tomorrow, and then it will be THE exam. *freaks out*
I just hope I can do very well this time, knowing that there isn’t anymore of those despo damn bloody pervertic idiot disturbing me.
I want to do well! (who doesn’t? LOLsss…XD)

Ahhh, the youtube video that Siao Yun told me to watch was undoubtedly hilarious! I can’t stop watching it repeatedly! HAHA! Oh, A2 is going to pass me the tickets for his performance in September on Friday. He is like so busy with all these work, I think he should have gotten like tons of CCA/CIP points already! XD He’s getting more hip hop! You go, man~! Yo yo yooo~~ ^_^

Well, mugged like hell today, stopping for short breaks and then got totally distracted while posting in café for awhile. XD Oh well, at least I’ve got 2 more chapters to cover. And luckily, the heavy, major chapters like production and cost I and II, and perfect competition I and II have already been covered a few days ago. *sigh* And even right now, I still haven’t the faintest clue about ITB. Saddening, yeah? T_T

Oh well, at least I had a great laugh watching the video. And I shared it with Clar, who wasn’t busy or doing anything. HAHA! He found it funny too, LOL. He was wondering how come the ventriloquist could make it as if the dummy was the one talking. HAHA! And well, I got dc after that. T_T
Sooo, messaged him XD
Oh well, thanks for keeping me company til 4.33am, berry! ^_^ (ooops! I forgot to thank you just now! XD)
I didn’t think you could stand it until this time. Sooo, it’s better for you to go sleep~~ XD

Man, the song CY (chuan yang and not cheow yean) sent me (real emotion by koda kumi) is kinda nice eventhough it’s a little techno like..but it’s kinda cute cos the English is like fallen apart. XDDDD

Ohhhh yeah! I forgot to type this! While messaging Clar, I was like…multitasking again. Studying, smsing him and well,…. Camwhoring. LOL! Yeahhh, at 2+am. XD Well, not that I was like into zi lian mode like what sally kept saying I was…HAHA! I was just trying to see whether the eye makeup I did was good enough to fool people into believing that I have VK eyebrows. HAHA! Cos it’s like .. I don’t want to shave or pluck my eyebrows..so… to get fake the VK brow look…I tried to do something and see whether the effect was good enough or not! XD Oh well, it turned out okayyy…but isn’t VK enough! Dang! I must try to think of a more effective way! XD wahahahaaa…

Oh well, it’s 5.30am now and I can hear the birds’ morning call outside already! I think I’m gonna turn in now. *stretches* oyasumi! ^_^

It’s like I live a thousand life time, still looking for the one that feels right. Seems moving on just isn’t working. You lit the fire that I burn in.

Konnichiwa!

Shoot! I woke up at 3pm today! OMG! I can’t believe it, man!
Whatsmore, I didn’t wander to a dreamless sleep or those nice dreams of success or stuff
I got a nightmare instead. HAHA!
This is the result of pushing yourself too much! I slept at 6.20am after more than 15 hours of no sleep yesterday. Saddening, yeah? I was multitasking again! Talked to Ila AKA Kohled at around 3 plus about some stuff (ganbatte, ne!! XD), studying, making notes, then after Ila went off, I talked to Siao Yun, who was still up and was studying as well. XD We were like complaining and complaining about how useless ITB is for our course and all. XD She kinda went @.@ when I said there were like more than 30 graphs to memorise (and each are different!) from perfect competition to oligopoly. So, if you were to sum the graphs from introduction to oligopoly, there’re like more than 50 over graphs to remember..? XD Eventually, this spells the word ‘D-I-E’. x_x

Oh yeah, about the nightmare thing…I dreamt that I missed BSTATS finals and got an instant 0 for a 50% worth. In the dream, I overslept thus, there wasn’t any excuse to retake the paper. T_T EEeeek! I woke up like some freaked out person. XD Shit..i haven’t studied anything for ITB! This is stupid man. I keep on concentrating on MIEC too much! Luckily I don’t have to study so hard for INFA!

Then after deciding to stop studying at 5.45am or something…Siao Yun sent me this link. She told me to watch it when I feel stressed or want something to laugh at. And, OMG,…it was HILARIOUS! It’s a ventriloquist and his dummy (a skeleton wearing a white scarf on its skull). HAHA! I had a great laugh watching that! “I’m a terrified….terrorist” “Are you scared….? Grrrrr…And now? No? Rawrrrr!” Then when the audience started laughing their ass off, “SILENCE! I kill you!” IT WAS DAMN HILARIOUS that I cannot tahan but to laugh my head off at the jokes! XDDDD

Ahh, right then. Back to studying! *background music = aishuu~unrequited love~…thanks for the song, Clar! XD* Oh, and I forgot to mention how cute SY look in his picture when he cosplayed Hanatarou from Bleach. Cute. XD I mean,..hanatarou IS a cute character in BLEACH! Always so BLUR. XD

Hello again! XD

Today is a stupid day. I hate myself a lot today.
Just accept the fact, people. I am dead stupid. I’m an idiot.
And I hate myself for not being the perfect person people want me to be.

Yes, people just don’t get satisfied with the way I am. I know I’m an idiot, and knowing that, why must you guys expect so much from me? I am damned bloody idiot, a lousy person. A pessimist, a lazy and good for nothing, ungrateful and can-go-and-die human being.

Thanks, Nosuke, for the advice and concern. Honestly, I am still an idiot, and nothing can possibly change that.



*sigh*

Something surrrrrprising happened. Kai started a convo with me. I thought he/she (I still haven’t the slightest idea Kai is a girl or guy!) wanted to demand an explaination why I suddenly offline yesterday. LOL! Kai shared with me the cosplay details and all (starting off with Kai’s trademark :’sup’ and ‘hows yr day?’. Wowwww..so ruki-like! And I like ruki (kai doesn’t realize I was a gazette fan until that time, kai recommended me some of their songs XD I think kai paiseh XD)! LOL! HAHHA! Kai is indeed cool! I can’t believe my luck to have befriended Kai and Yuji! XD (they know each other! What a coincidence, eh?!) mannnn….are they so cool or what?! XD *yuuka waves SUPPORT~!~!! flag!* and well, kai knows shinn! Wow wow wowwwwww!! It’s a small world after all~~ XD honestly, I’d love to think that Kai is a guy, cos from the looks and all..but clar claims that kai’s a girl (he doesn’t know why he thinks so as well XD)! LOL! XD And from the song Kai and his/her band played, guren...it sounded so cool!! Kai sounds similar to ruki, though ruki’s voice is much deeper (cos, it’s fact that ruki’s sexy XD!) So, is kai a girl or a guy?!?! I mean…famous seiyuus like ogata megumi, paku romi and takayama minami does voices for male characters….who knows Kai’s voice and looks are guy-ish, but Kai is actually a girl?! I don’t knowwwww!! @.@ OMG, does this person here loves to sit back and watch me debate his/her gender!! XDD I know! When I see yuji, I shall ask him instead! Wahahaaa….!! Oh yeah! I should’ve asked shinn just now! ARGH!! He’s already back in camp T_T SUPPORT~!~~!! XD

Wow, suddenly people start sending me their songs…LOL! Yesterday it was Hazm, today it was Kai! XD

Sooo, today had a chat with Ying Sheng (I still don’t know if that’s the correct spelling! LOL! XD).
He’s like me too! Do things last minute! XD HAHA! And ohhh, he’s older than me! He’s from Dunearn, took O level in 2006 and went to PJC. Quit and joined ACC instead. Wow…I didn’t know he’s from PJC and Dunearn..it’s like so close to this area! XD HAHA! Suddenly, he lives in bukit batok and is Shunpo’s neighbour…LOL! XD

Ohhhh well..been studying miec since I woke up. Loads of graphs to understand and remember (MC curve is always upward sloping! XD). KYAA~!~! Sooo many things to do in such little time! I wonder why on earth I always do things last minute…*sigh* Be it for homeworks, tests, minor exams or major exams…everything is done last minute. *sigh* I think I’m gonna die from heart attack. HAHA!

*listening to guren by Kai and band* wow, they seem like real pro! If the team is complete, I am soooo looking forward to their cool cosplay/performance. XD
But now, I have to help Kai out to persuade yuji-kun to do uruha XD

Since you never seem to see, I'll sing it in this love song~ XD

Welcome to the alien nation where all life forms are super advanced and have brains that can work like super computers.

Nah, no kidding, guys.

Honestly, I feel SO alienated ever since I got enrolled in my course. Yes guys, it’s the intelligence barrier! *shrieks* TAKE COVER, RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!!!

LOL

Man, do I feel so stupid or what?! Have I got into the wrong course?!?! I mean..everybody’s like soooo smart and I’m like the stupid one here.
HELP!
How on earth am I supposed to cope for another like…2 ½ years?!?!

Ohhhhh mannnnnnn….why on earth did my parents chose ACC for my first choice????? T_T

This is stupid, I shouldn’t be complaining. *self slap* HAHA!

Oh, I still can’t seem to get myself focused on studying for the exams!
I’ve asked around…and I’m not sure if what people saying are true, however, they don’t seem to be studying seriously too! At around 2am+, Anna was like still watching Korean drama and haven’t really studied. Ying Sheng (wait, is that how u spell his name??) says he won’t be studying til next week and was playing games. Hazm was writing songs (man, he can join the song composing club in NP).
Oh yeah, speaking of him and his song writing, he sent me the song that he wrote ‘something brighter’. Hmm, I’m not such a good critic, maybe should let kaka do the judging? LOL! Okayy nvm! Who knows what might come out from Kaka…HAHA! Believe me, he claims he gets high talking crap. XD

Well, I’d say it’s quite okay HOWEVER it can be improved and be brought to greater heights if he were to get some sort of pro training or something. Let’s see…the language was alright, could hear slight accent …some twangs…yeah…a little off key at some parts but of course, one can’t expect it to be PERFECT, so it was alright. *it’s 1.11 am!!* ahh, overall, it’s quite decent and well, since he has the passion for song writing, maybe he could do LOADS better next time. Who knows if we’re seeing the new and improved (and much more trendy? XD) barry mannilow in the making? XD
HAHA! Don’t forget us when u become famous one day, man! XDDD
Oh, and he got As for Emath and Amath for Os..and he could go like:
“ Didnt you all get around those grades, i mean, accountancy cut off was pretty low”

MATH!! Math and I don’t seem to get along pretty well since young! XD English has been my partner throughout my academic life. *sigh*
I just can’t get the perfect ‘A’ for math….make me feel so stupid when so many could get that grade. Of course, I am not condemning those who gets lower grades than mine however, I just don’t seem satisfied with my grades!! I could’ve like..gotten a single digit for my aggregate IF (yeah, this word always comes out after things are over…typical….XD) I had studied harder (honestly, I studied the yours truly, stupid way….last minute study)! My Bs would all have been As! T_T And my worst, B4….it was all because of the stupid practical exam la! I think I screwed up like sooo badly that even if I scored A1 for theory, it got pulled to a B..and not B3, it’s B4!! T_T ARGHHH!! *goes crazy* HAHA! Nevermind….no point regretting. What’s done is done. No use fretting so much (though I wanna scream my head off everytime I think about it …XD HAHA!)



Sheesh..soledad’s playing in the background..it’s such a sad song! T_T

Okay this is like sooooo random, but I think Latin American women are pretty! HAHA! Seriously, look at the ladies from Venezuela, Uruguay, Ecuador, Peru, Mexico, Argentina, Honduras…don’t they look stunningly good looking?! And oh, I love Catherine Zeta Jones in Zorro. She looks so…latin American in that get up! XD Oh yeah, Spanish women are pretty too!! I dunno, but they seem to dazzle eventhough they’re neither blondes nor brunettes! Kyaa…
Oh yeah, speaking of latin america…
where did my Peruvian friend MIA to?
Oh shoot! I even forgot his name!!! ARGH!
Last time I talked to him, he was in Chile on holiday. Eh, no! That was the second last time..the last time….oh yeah! He used webcam! HAHA! We’re like very funny…me struggling to speak Spanish as well as possible, and him, speaking English. Language barriers…typical..HAHA!
I remembered once, I think my Spanish so damn broken like shit.
“Si! Tu…peru?” (when u directly translate this à Yes! you…..peru?)
It’s like asking, … “are you peru?” instead of “are you from peru?” HAHA!!
Ohhhh, I missed the old times when I had like so many friends from different countries!

Finals are soooooo coming and it’s like the first 2 papers are the ones that freaks me out the most (especially ITB! OMG, I soooo don’t wanna retake the module! T_T).

Ahh, my right wrist is still sore. Not sure why though I think it’s most probably because of the heavy bag that I literally lugged around for more than 10 hours. Yeah, the stupid laptop la! School laptops are heavy like hell man…oh well, what to do? Maybe by 3 years time, my right arm is like sooo much stronger and toned than what is now? So that I can become some sort of volleyball star or something. HAHA! Man…I miss basketball and volleyball! It’s been YEARS since I participated in such games. Saddening yeah? T_T

Right now, I dunno why I am like soooooo into studying MIEC. Ahhh, it is of course, the first paper…however…should I concentrate more on ITB instead? The module that I’ve practically nooo idea about? *sigh* If only Teo Chee Siong was my ITB tutor or something…maybe, I’d known all these facts by heart right now. HAHA! Man, was he a strict POA teacher or what??

Eeeee…I still remember the 3e4 and 4e4 nightmare when we had to bear with him for hours per week! Damn scary! I still remember the first POA lesson that I had to do a question on the board….and I was like so freaking freaked out la! HAHA! What was it again? Double entries for the first lesson? HAHA! After embarrassing myself, I pulled myself together and did well until like, in 2 years of him teaching us POA, the first time he called me out was the last. ^_^ Probably cos I seem to be always helping out those unfortunate people who had to do questions on the board and it’s usually those complicated stuff in partnership and all, sooo yeah..i think that’s why he knows that I knew my work.

Too bad I still remembered the time he scolded me for not writing my homework on paper as I did it in my textbook. (Of course la, he only checks whether we do homework or not…we didn’t need to hand in) Wanna know what he yelled at me? “You don’t have paper arh? Go do on toilet paper then! You want to test my patience is it?!” *rolls eyes* yeahh righttttt…now look where I’ve landed? ACC…LOLs….*shakes head*

ARGH! Truth is, I am soooo not interested in accounts at all. And it was like…I didn’t even study POA for O levels cos I had F&N paper on the same day (AND there’s like a hell lot of theory to memorise!). Was it just sheer luck that I got an A for both papers? Ahhhh…I’ve nooooo idea. *sigh* I wanted to take Tourism and resort management! Too bad it was my 7th choice…T_T I sooooooooo want to be a director of a 6 star hotel! It’s like sooo damn cool! *YAY! I have officially finished studying MONOPOLY!*

Looking back, have I done well as the only child and as the minority among the vast majority? Facing so much separation since primary school, being the only queenstown primary school student in zhenghua secondary and being alone once again in poly where all my friends are again separated from me? Am I supposed to lead such a solitary life in the first place? I figure that it is quite true and…..

I’d say I’m no where near my dreams/goals…..Forever is indeed Fornever.

P.S: Shunpo!! Thanks for the nice song, buddy!! ^_^ Eeeee!! You’re soooo CUTE! “I’d like to have 1 jaejoong and 1 of those cuties in Mizui’s avatar please! Keep the change please!” KAWAII!!!!!

I am obviously wasting my time posting this.

Time is getting more precious these days.

It’s the countdown to exams! And seriously now, my ITB is going nowhere!
Man, I hate the database part…and the PBL part. Not the groupwork thing, I just hate the theory.

I can’t take theory of things that I am like sooo not interested in and honestly now, I was never interested to know IT in depth.

BSTATS…I just need some practice and that’s it. But a pass is not at all sufficient! I mean, how do you be among the top when u merely scrape a pass for your subs?
*sigh*
Being the only child and the centre of attention in my family and also being closely monitored by relatives and such (cos I am like the only one in a major business course since others are like from JC and are considered quite successful in life now, holding quite good posts after graduation) it’s simply scary.

Yeah, I’ve got no other words to describe it.

Just plain…scary.

It’s like…I can NEVER afford to fail in life or I’ll be look down upon. T_T saddening, yeah? I mean, I don’t mind my parents always concentrating hard to make sure I succeed as well but the rest..?

Whenever I meet my relatives, the first question “How’s your studies?” Blablablaaaa… then they start to compare me with their children, their dunno whoever who’re related to them…then start to talk big.
*sigh*
Okay la, it is part of human nature to brag, but please…the way you guys say it, it’s like no longer called bragging. The more you guys brag and boast (okay, brag = boast LOL! Nvm nvm...dont mind it being redundant there) there’s the tendency of an insult coming out you guys.

Yes, one insult after another.

WHY on earth are you guys always picking on my family huh?
First, you guys insult my parents. After failing terribly and embarrassing yourselves…you guys kept mum for years.
Now, you guys pick on me instead.
Why do all this unnecessary things?

WHY must you guys ‘CARE’ about how we live our life? WHY must you guys KEPO around about our affairs? WHY must you guys question what god gave us? You guys wanna oppose him is it?

*sigh*

It’s better to separate ourselves away from such people though it can’t be helped on certain occasions.

Sometimes it is way better to keep quiet and don’t care about the surroundings.

Yeah, as the title (oh, i dont think u guys can see the title in this skin XD) says:
i am wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy behind time.

yup.

and i am soooo not proud of it, man.
exams is like next week and i have yet to study ITB, which til now,
I HAVEN'T GOT THE SLIGHTEST IDEA ON WHAT'S WHAT.

and i am like so *oh, it's 10.09am! XD* freaked out that i even started to worry about my BSTATS, which til this far i have had no problems in....in fact, i worry about ALL modules and i DON'T WISH to fail and retake them!

ARGH!! Somebody just give me a slap or something...wake me up, dude! T_T

this thing here has been on my wall right in front of my study table for more than a year
and it's like a so called motivational thingy to wake this half asleep person



who's the person who is always half asleep? (seriously now, this pic was taken when i woke up this morning....XD)



MIEC is scaryyyyyyyyyy as ITB! T_T



ahhh, it might seem that i was studying the slides without distractions...
see what's been playing in the background!



WESTLIFE! wth! hahahahaaaaa XDDDD

Heyyyyy there! *oh dang, why of all the songs soledad have to be played right now? So sad! T_T

Ahh, I haven’t the slightest idea what I should blog about this time! XD
Hmm,…OKAY! I’ll blog about my O levels, course and ahhh I also dunno what la!! LOLs.
Do I sound childish here? Ahh whatever. I don’t mind it and why should you? HAHA!

Okay, I’m from ACC, Accountancy. And I consider it an honour being able to enter such course even when my O level results wasn’t as good as many (however, it was surprisingly my best! XD). Yeah, being able to finally get even with some of the top O level scorers from my school (Chun Hui, who’s my classmate of 4 years and Randy who was the top N and O level for his cohort). It’s like a miracle (thank GOD!) that I could make it into my first choice. Okay, it wasn’t really my choice. My parents chose it. They were kinda like….wanna make sure I get into ACC. Oooohhh I just realized that I didn’t type this out in this site and what I had was on the old site! This here was what my parents chose for me.

1. Accountancy (NP)
2. Accountancy (SP)
3. Business Studies (NP)
4. Business Administration (SP)
5. Logistics Management (NP)
6. International Supply Chain Management (NP)
7. Tourism and Resort Management (NP)
8. Facilities Management for Business (NP)
9. Environmental and Water Technology (NP)
10. Business Process Quality Engineering (NP)
11. Pioneer JC
12. Innova JC

Okay, I’m not sure if you guys notice some sort of trend here. The first 4 is dedicated to ONLY major business courses cos they hope I’d get into one of them. Next thing, notice how they prioritise ACC? But of course, they’d prefer me to be in NP else, I won’t be where I am and would probably have to transfer to JC instead. T_T Yeah, eventhough they put SP as 2nd and 4th choice, they didn’t really want me to go there. XD Ok, so the 5th to 8th choice….see that familiar word in every course chosen there? MANAGEMENT, yes. LOLs….they really want me to go into executive post huh? XD So, the 9th and 10th choices…why engineering? Well, simply cos there’re sponsorship in these courses! HAHA! So the last 2 choices JC….cos they read somewhere online in UK that they’re giving the diploma holders more priority than the A level holders for professional jobs (don’t believe, read the news guys!). AND of course they don’t think that it’s likely for me not to get the 1-10 choices sooooo it’s like foretold that I’m so not going JC. HAHA! And why is it mostly NP? Cos it’s famous for it’s school of BA and it’s nearer than SP or any other poly! Oh and the distance thingy applies to the JC as well. PJC is like super near! XD

Oh well, my primary school friends are mostly in JC now. Yeah, most of them went to Anderson and St Andrews. Ahhh, I just can’t beat my childhood bestfriend (well, we’re now only friends…not as close T_T)….she got like…what..? 6 points for her L1R5? XD Man…that’s like too far already! However, I dunno why most of them were shocked that I wasn’t in JC. I mean like…do I look like a JC person? HAHA! The worst was some of them thought I didn’t get my first choice (JC, they assume) so I got into poly. LOLs. They got pai seh after learning that JC was my last 2 choices and that I DID get my first choice. HAHA! Man, are they like SUPER competitive people or what?!

Oh well, all I can say is that the worst module for me so far is ITB (although MIEC scares the wits out of me sometimes! XD). I’m just NOT an IT person cos I’m soooo not interested to know how all these gadgets work. T_T too bad that it’s one of my core modules in 1.1…..T_T
But the best thing about being a student from BA is one gets some sort of ‘luxury’. Yeah, our main block (BLK 72) is like one of THE coolest blocks in campus. “Ya lah, you see that block…like a hotel le! Ours like dunno what old place”, this was what Renee MissTreePlanter exclaimed to me while we were standing outside our JTC cultural room and looking at blk 72 at night. *sigh* well, come to think of it, it DOES look like some hotel at night..with the lighting and all. HAHA! And there we were, at 73, in the dark corridor where there were no lights on and the malay group kept on singing dunno what dikir barat or something crappy, while the daiko division of the JTC kept drumming away. Oh, and canteen1 is right infront of our block…really convenient though I DO get bored at canteen food. XD It’s like always packed and people from as far as mechatronics also come to canteen 1. HAHA! Oh and I always see Alvin Thoo there as well (he kinda scared the daylights out of me at the underpass when I was like super engrossed watching NEWS interview on youtube). XD
Oh, and ourspace is at blk 72 too! Soooo, don’t you think BA students have some sort of advantage in NP? HAHA!


not hotel-like enough? how abt the one below? XD it wasn't so dark yet, but there's still the hotel aura going on here....XDDDD



Oh and speaking of scaring me out of my wits, I screamed like some crazy lunatic yesterday. YEAH! It was embarrassing and my face turned like soooo red! My mum scared me!! HAHAHAHA! OMG, when I think of it again, I want to laugh my head off! HAHAHAHAHA!! This is the bad thing of living in an executive apartment! Okay, what exactly happened..i was in my room (door closed). Then my mum kept screaming at me to come out from my room. Soooo, I opened the door and glanced at the room opposite (her room…I thought she was in her room…and I came out). Then I turned to my left, and I saw her emerging from behind the wall from another room and I was like SUPER, ULTRA FREAKED OUT that I JUMPED (I really jumped!) and SCREAMED and ran back to my room. HAHAHA! Yup that’s me. When I get freaked out, I run away easily. Like during the night classes last year….running around in the pitch black quadrangle or parade square, some call it….with SLIPPERS on! XDDDD HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA!! THAT’S HILARIOUS! XD


caught this sunset frm my grands' at queenstown area..turned out terrific, huh?!

Oh man….come to think of it…I miss my secondary 3 and 4 days……T_T Time passes TOO fast. No, wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy TOO fast! T_T

And September 10 is coming soon but wayyyyyyyyyy BEFORE that is EXAMS!! XD

Hey there guys! It’s a Monday and I am at home~ HAHA! Study week, I call it. However, there’s not much studying going on here. It’s more like me in my half asleep mode. Damn! I just can’t figure out why I am soooo lazy to study these days!

It’s like….I think I’m a little complacent with the ‘POA background’ thingy thus I am like always asleep in INFA lectures and tutorials/workshops. I mean like…we’ve covered more or less 90% of what we’re learning for INFA since secondary 3. AND we’ve done accounting for partnership and companies (okay, I hate to admit it but my accounting for clubs and societies are like thrash! XD I still remembered the time when me and my friends were like always struggling with our clubs and societies reports in night classes and turned it into hide and seek session! XD) HAHA! And what came out for O levels? Mostly sole proprietorship. Not much on partnership eventhough I was like hoping that it would come out cos it is kinda fun doing current and capital accounts! XD BUT! I am like totally FREAKED out for my MICROECONOMICS & IT IN BUSINESS!! OMG OMG OMGGGGGG!!! *dies* The first 2 papers some more!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!





Okay, so now when I wanna leave house to go somewhere i’d like..have to dread not having my fake specs with me. So, it’s like everyone who sees me can recognize me in an instant! T_T
Yeah, my fake specs broke! Damn! I’ll have to get a new pair soon!! Hmm, maybe during the holidays or something…cos right now it’s rather inconvenient for myself…T_T so I’ll have to bear with it for now! The 성생님 look is out for now! How about shades? Ahhhh…maybe? XD



anyway, I am still thinking about what hairstyle to change! Mum says I can go rebond after exams, but I don’t know….i still think that temporary ones like using straightener is loads better, cos I don’t want to lose my waves! Yeah…cos when it is long, it’s like kinda nice to tie it into 2. HOWEVER, I have to think that I’m in POLY and not in SECONDARY any longer sooooo..it’s kinda inappropriate to have that kind of hairstyle. Sekali got people say I act cute…that’s bad! *shakes head* I shudder to think!! T_T

What hairstyle to change to?!?!?! ARGH! I always have this problem! Then when I dunno what to do, just go to school like that….with that STUPID hairstyle of mine. HAHAHAHA! Man, that sounds kinda funny to me! XDDD I need help, kakkoii sensei! Come Singapore and help me! LOLs!

Anywayyyyyy, I won’t be going Matsuri at Vivo AGAIN! Man….i’ve gotta give this year’s a miss! Oh, I meant the subculture matsuri, not the cultural natsumatsuri! XD I’m not gonna be in SG for those 2 days cos I’m going shopping in a little HARAJUKU somewhere in this world! XDDD Anddddd will be screaming my head off, riding the world’s biggest indoor roller coaster…I bet you guys know where I’ll be going already after giving such hints! HAHA!

Hmmm, who thinks that I should change my wardrobe apparels?! LOL..i think I’ve got too many blacks in my wardrobe that most of the clothes for school are practically 99% BLACK! Hmm, I mean…black is a nice colour! (okay, wait….black’s not a colour right?! Okay..whatever..) I think black looks nice on me cos of my skin colour la…but the thing is, when one always wear black….don’t you think it’s a little odd?! Okay, the most important thing is I don’t want people to think that I’ve got some connections with some dark society! THAT’S the most important thing!! I am NOT in any such nonsense.

*sigh*

I know that my friend here, KJR (AKA jyeonmin) don’t really like people wearing ¾ pants and slippers (cos it looks so ahbeng like)! But…I find it quite comfortable la….and well, I don’t think she’ve seen me wearing such thing before to school!HAHA! Wonder what’ll be going on in her thoughts when she really sees me like that! XD

And do you guys realize that my English is turning singlish?! Cos I think it’s funny to blog in OMG-sooooo-perfect English! Ahhh, it’s better to be myself than to be a perfectionist, which is like totally the opposite of who I really am! XDDD OOH THAT IS LIKE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNY!!

What’s wrong with me? Why’s everything so funny today?! I think it should be cos I slept too much and am feeling slightly tipsy?! HAHAHAHA OMG, THAT SOUNDS FUNNY TOO! Lols…

And I think I’ve annoyed clar cos I didn’t want to tell him my race and who’s taking care of my strawberries! OMG! THAT’S FUNNY TOO!!! HAHAHA!! And kaka..OH NO!! HE’S FUNNY TOO! I…. CAN’T…. STOP LAUGHING!! T_T These guys are like twins man! However Kaka seems much funnier than Clar…dunno why but I think cos Clar seems more careful on what he says and kaka can like… just anyhow talk crap..?? “You don’t know who I am?! I am Kaka! You are Yuuka! We all have –ka in our names! YAY! Oh yeah, I want to tell you something, I want to go shit, bye!” *shakes head while laughing like mad* HAHA!

Anyway, I think evander got the shock of her life when I typed in malay to her (“kalau awak mahu tahu, saya bukan orang cina”.)! HAHAHAAA!! OMG, THAT’S FUNNY!! XDDDDDD Hmmm, I think my life is getting ‘funnier’ day after day eversince I’ve been mixing with people who loves to talk crap! XD But of course, my schoolmates haven’t seen the real me yet! Hmm, except Sally and Xiaoyu perhaps..? XD

Okayyy so after like ... months of not uploading much pics of what's been happening..



who is that?! (it's made small on purpose so that u guys'll have to squint! HAHA! XD)



and that?!



lalalalaaaaaa..... XD



ironman! he was hard to get a picture of with the super ultra tight security! XD



jesse (xiao yu) and sally with the DGM team.



the KAWAII team! i think i recognise 3 of them! Aren't they...uh, kiri, bakaoji and kami?



at pasir ris interchange...ahhh...it was like damn far! T_T



Ozora! AKA Blueberry!! And that hand there belongs to Kasuke! XD



The Visual Kei cosplayer there is like so cool...i like the fake studs! XD



Yuki Hoshi! I told him not to move...HAHA!



I sense the beginning of a yaoi story....XD



One of the kakkoii vampire knight cosplayer...



The full team Vampire Knight



Ace as Naruto....I told him "Take picture! Don't move!" XD



Woooohooo! Cagedice and someone...i have no idea who that someone is....XDD



Ace again! As Lelouch or something ... from Code Geass.



I caught them on candid! Ila and Shiz at the pasir ris interchange..

I vomitted blood when i heard it all, thanks for being ultra lame. Duhhh...crazy people...

I kill you arh! LOLs….Gross me out sia you all! You see la, now my English become like what already!

Okay, pardon the singlish there. HAHA

Ohhhh….yeah. Eurasians…what more can you say about them?
Those models are like omg, soooo cool.
Ahhh, for having such nice features…they should be acknowledged, no doubt.
But well, haha I still think half Japanese like Wentz is cooler.
I mean, half Koreans are cool but well, half Japanese are like wayyyy hilarious!
Cos when you guys compare Daniel and Denis to Wentz..Wentz look more European than asian
But he still can’t run away from the slight asian look.
Daniel and Denis..well…they look like…they’re neither American nor Korean.
Like you know, ‘not here not there’ thingy? Yeahh…

Okay so I am gonna talk about wentz! HAHA!
Well, I first heard of him when I was like into JPOP sooooo much. He’s in a band called W.A.T, in which he did a duo with Teppei Koike (W.A.T are the initials for Wentz and Teppei). When I first saw him, I was like….hey wait. Is this guy really a Japanese? Cos he looks angmoh-like, LOL! Then, what do you know?! His dad’s a german and his mum’s a Japanese. But his English is like OMG soooo funny!! HAHA! His eyes are green and it looks good with his features.

Daniel and Dennis has this obvious mixed look, so you can tell that their not asian nor American.
But they’re cool models. Like the pose each did when they were like giving this, oh-i-don’t-care-whatever-the-world-is-talking-about-me look with killer shades on…yeahhhhh…wayyy cool man.
HAHA! I like models who does this kind of look. Seems cool to me. XD

★優花水井
☆専門学生
★日本翼クラブ「先輩」
☆（平成３年）９月１０日に生まれた
★女性

★♥家族
☆♥自分自信
★♥友達
☆♥日本と韓国とフランスと英国とタイ国の音楽が好き
★♥外国人を会う
☆♥ケイタイ
★♥ドラマ,アニメ、映画
☆♥ジャ二―ズ
★♥言語
☆♥月と星
★♥春、秋、冬「雪」

☆世界中を旅行したい！
★DIPLOMA WITH MERITそして、BBA（HONS）IN　BUSINESS＆ACCOUNTANCY/LAW
☆もっと上手になる！
★藪宏太！「笑」
☆ホテルの社長と翻訳者になりたい（６STAR）
★億万長者になりたい（笑）
☆ちゃんとした人間になる！！

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