Mizui no Yume Monogatari

The kid's a boy?!

2010-02-12T09:08:00.001-08:00

This Visual Kei-ish kiddo right here is.... a guy.
Yes, yes, yes...Danny told me to ask cos he thinks the kid's a girl...which was what I initially thought too til he replied me using the masculine form of talking...
Yeahhhhhhhh! :D

As usual, conversation's from below to top!

Oh and there isn't much to paste here cos I only just started talking to the kid, yeah, you can see the date ><

we are awesome people

2010-02-12T08:20:00.000-08:00

Cos we make an AWESOME duo ;D
Oh and the conversation's from bottom to top ><

AWESOME PEOPLE ARE AWESOME 8D

Crazy boy will always be a crazy boy

2010-02-11T00:19:00.002-08:00

Dudeeeeeeeees I'm so ditching FB for the mo. Sluggish, really.
Impatient lasses like m'self and uber slow loading stuff that takes forever? A defo BAD equation!!!

Nyways, Danny is being such a meanie (like duhh he always has been one to me ><).
He keeps telling me the guys I like are gays...which is yes, sometimes true BUT not all of them are, duhhhhh =_=
And just this early morning, I was like telling him how awesome Bradley James' body is, he was like 'ewwww monkey'. I mean, YEAH he should've done something about the chest hair but still! His torso is like so jaw dropping-ish kinda thing, ya know what I'm talking?
HAHA!

Laddies galore!

2010-02-07T23:30:00.000-08:00

Did I ever mention myself going like 'whoah!' at these gorgeous humans?
I think not...no matter!

Yes, this gentleman is currently the one I'm running after ;) Yeah you can tell, he's Brit. His body is just brilliantly fit, it's no wonder lasses like m'self go bonkers seeing such a well figured lad :P

Now, this guy up here is a year younger than I am but I think he's got style! 8D
And yes, Zac Efron =/ I just can't deny it, he's such a beauty. But it doesn't really matter that I won't ever get to see him in person cos m'friend is his total look alike, which is so cool...and what's best is that he's IRISH ;D

Andrew Andika

2010-02-07T23:15:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHHAA omg guys, get a load of this!

I found this when I was searching for information about a cute Indonesian actor :P

"Andrew had a handsome face, no wonder if many young girls and mature women interest to date and making love with him. Unfortunatelly, you can't find foto Andrew Andika telanjang or photo Andrew Andika bugil here, because actually he never photo nude in front of camera and this blog not porn site. "

HAHAHAHHA I totally almost fell off my chair, laughing, when I read it xD
It's just hilarious...HAHAHAHAH, omg I can't stop laughing :P

Andrew Andika (that's him btw)

Anyway, me and Matt? We make a kick ass awesome duo of epic awesomeness 8D
All bow to us in respect! Ugh, getting a little too arrogant, no? :P

2010-02-02T09:35:00.001-08:00

Romanticism playing on the radio right now, love it!

Am talking nonsense with Clarrrrrrrrrrr dudeeeeeeee, HAHA!
Might be turning in soon, gosh my head is throbbing :P

LOL epicness from convos

2010-02-02T08:32:00.000-08:00

Hello again :)

So nothing really new here...

Me and the Swede guy kept going on about whether there were 2 Scarlattis and yeah HAHA i looked them up, whaddya know? They're father and son!

And you won't believe it but both are actually Baroque composers! :O

Alrighttttt so there I was talking to Matt and he's really, really, realllllly high despite it being almost 3am (him and his insane appetite for glucose) at his place.

Dudeeeee I tell ya what, that cowboy totally passed his craziness to me...definitely, cos I was totally highhhh for the rest of the day =_=

Just to share the epic ending xD

And Dan was on and hahahaha that crazy boy saw our conversation and he was like acting jealous (but of course he really isn't, he likes to annoy me xD).

HAHAHAHAHA boys are soooo lame, especially those uber bored ones =_=
Growing up with boys totally increases one's expectations of a perfect bf, don't you agree?
'Course, guys can be more like a total pal than a girl can be sometimes =/
Your girl friends will change and not care much about you once they've got a bf, but your guy friends won't :D

Believe me, it's true! xD

Meanies

2010-02-01T22:35:00.001-08:00

Because we are being meannnnn :D

Relief

2010-01-25T21:17:00.000-08:00

-phew-

HAHA now, the previous post does seem a tad toooooo .... excited, don't you think?
Let's all now laugh...LAUGH!!!
Okay, that WASN'T an attempt to immitate Nick Jonas, hahaha!
Or whatever his name is...*mimics Shane* :P

Uhm alright, so I've to make a confession here alright?
I've been a little... well, you can say 'smitten' with my friends from overseas.
The last time, it was mainly for language learning purposes, yeah?
So you have all those little Asian friends from different parts of Asia bla bla bla...
Now it's like...totally friendship-ish sort of purpose, y'get it?

C'mon, it's not wrong to have friends who actually are native English speakers, is it not?
I mean, hello~~??
Let's all just push our English grades aside and improve or maybe just get acquainted and learn about the interesting lifestyle of those from abroad :)
It's hell lot fun than being in the mindset of thinking that Singaporeans are the only humans that exist XD

Just love the Irish-y air in his replies, awesomeeeeeee *o*
Am in the library as I type right now and yeah, the chinese teacher's sitting 2 feet away.
OMG i have yet to studyyyyyy, let's all hope for some sort of miracle to happen and I'll get a 90 plus pointer again yeah???
Am also listening to Baroque music...I don't know why but I just love Baroque tunes..
It's the music made for the gods actually haha so I guess no wonder I'm feeling a little 'light' right now :P
Afterall, it is pretty soothing, yeah? :D

Uhm some random old Chinese lady just plopped herself in front of me, with this big unfriendly face and flipping through some Chinese magazine...
LOL....See, lady, you're in my blog post, now THAT'S something eh? :P

Okay, I shall stop being lame.
Btw, was it like utter coincidence that Danny's mum also asked him the SAME question my mum asked me..on the SAME day?
Or was he just being lame?
Pffft...
Til now I still do not know the answer...but I've got a massive feeling that it's gonna be either half's or uhm good looking full's.
LOL
Decipher that yourself mateys ;D

I'm soooo feeling jumpy!

2010-01-25T18:02:00.000-08:00

Omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omgggggggggg!!!!

I'm like talking to him on msn right now and i feel like screamingggggggg!!!
*screams*
*screams and screams and screams*

HE LIKES MY DP!!!!!!! *screams and dies*

*revived*

HE THINKS I'M HALF ENGLISH *nosebleeds, faints and dies*

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

KENNETH TALK

2010-01-24T10:29:00.000-08:00

Soooo it wasn't only me who thought he resembled Zac Efron in a way but even Clar too!
Told you I wasn't joking!!! He's so fit to be a model right?!

Anyway, a big thing was up this afternoon....
"So which kind of guy do you want to marry in the future? Malays? Don't take Malays...Japanese/Korean? You don't want either...hmm, what about French?"

OH.MY.GOD
I nearly died when it was said!!!
NOOOOOOO omg, I don't wantttttttttt lol.
And mind you, I'm not les either!
I don't know, okay? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know .__.
Don't ask me that again, pleaseeeeee T_T

Anyway!!! To change the topic....
Chatted with my Filipino ex primary school classmate, it's like the first time after 6 years!!!
It's a miracle he still remembers me, lol, his face didn't change much, still have that boyish face eventhough, yes, he is 20+ already.
I'm gonna disturb him soon, oh yes I am...I still remember what we used to call each other (thanks to JJ for teaching me bad words in Tagalog :P)

Ahhhh the funny times....HAHA :)
Good times, good times :D

Awww

2010-01-24T00:27:00.000-08:00

Alright I'm not supposed to put this up but you can now see for yourself how so....model-like he is.

This is like one of his most normal photos, there're a few that're like omg-ish but I won't post it here.

It's amazing how such beautiful people exist but lead a fairly normal life :P

happy birthday dude!

2010-01-23T03:13:00.000-08:00

Hey heyyy, me again! (duhh xD)

Awesome day, Friday! Went South to m'usual beloved VIVO <3
Pretty sleepy bus ride down but just loved looking out...at the different people and their characters xD

There was like this SUPER DUPER good looking guy whom I passed by.
Not sure if he's mixed but yeah he's more to ang moh-ish...

LOL what is UP with me blogging about these people =_=
Been talking too much to them, gosh, it's really.....insane!!

Yes, it's mad....my interfaces are in French...my brain is gonna go French fries-y.
OKAY that was super lame .__.
Ah...a friend from France just added me in FB, how....wonderful =_=
God, when am I ever going to be fluent in their languageeeeee ><

Oh yes, there's this guy I've been talking to.
He's IRISH ;D
Can you believe it?! Like, finally...SOMEONE FROM IRELAND!
And mind youuuu, he's reallllly goodlooking :P
Well, he looks like Zac Efron BIG TIME, seriously, no kidding!!!
You're well off modelling, mate :P Love the style!

Anyway to end this post....
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, KAKA'NUT' JOVEN!!!
:DDDDDDDDD

2010-01-21T06:20:00.000-08:00

Ah, missed Danny's message =_=
Sorry m'dear, was having dinner! T_T

Anyway, I was so super high at the library today, I mean....I really twisted like a worm when I was sitting cos my leg kept getting pins and needles, lol.
And I kept slipping off m'seat, lol at that.
That guy is so freaking broad shoulderedddddddd omg, so cool, his style *o*

HAHA, pretty random.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY HIROKI-SENPAI!!!! ^^
お誕生日おめでとう！！！♪
omg, time flies...you were 19 then! hope you had a brilliant day ^^

For you!!

Blue eyed fantasy

2010-01-20T23:42:00.000-08:00

Heyyyy :)

Well, just typing this out from the library, am in love with the music stations here :)
Haha!
Alright, the book I'm reading is propped (is that how you spell it? omg, my English is such a failure now *cries*) against my elbow and I'm listening to some Classical music to, uhm, de-stress.

It's such a stressful day, people are mad at me for not producing good results bla bla bla...
Okay whatever, I think it's gonna rain and I just looked down to see some goodlookings who well, I can't tell their races.
OMG, this is like soooooo random but why is it so difficult to tell these days?!

Actually, I'm being vain. LOL.
Yes, I can see my reflection in the glass and yes, I'm staring at my hands ><
Gosh I looove my hands so much *dies of laughter*

ANYWAY, while I was on my way here, uhm my heart almost stopped when I had to pass by the eye candy at this super cramped walkway.
*sigh*
Whatever~

Looking at Alex's photos now, lol.
He is darn good looking isn't he?!
Love his super blue eyes <3

Remember me this way

2010-01-20T08:54:00.000-08:00

Day after day
Time pass away
And I just can't get you off my mind.
Nobody knows
I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show
To letting you know
I've never felt so much love before.
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out...

Decipher it. It's true stuff.

His presence touched this cold heart.

This heart isn't rejecting, it's just never ready to tell its story to you...yet.
Sorry...dearest.

2010-01-18T18:32:00.000-08:00

"Bury him with his guitar and all the way to hell he'll play"

Okay, I think not.
I don't want him to end up in hell =/
His body art is pretty cool, really.
It's well hidden because he wears pants most of the time...

People think I'm going crazy, it's just a big laughing time for me.
Oh the close mindedness of some people....
So what if I wear crosses? So what if I side weird people? So what if I'm different??
I think it doesn't really matter.
Well it certainly doesn't matter to you, that's all I'm sure.
Ohhh the mean-ness XD

So yeah, Pulau Ubin again...pretty alright, I mean, we did something really odd.
Wrote our wishes on a paper and put in the glass bottle I found, and yeah, it eventually ended up in the open sea after Liu Bing threw it :D
Ooolala :P

Anyway! On a higher note, I'm now able to actually do something other than what I'm currently pursuing for Degree!!!
Omg, I'm soooo happy <3
Would love to get scholarship, yeah? That'd be absolutely brilliant :D
So yeah, hopefully something language-related would be nice ^^

Hmm, been befriending quite some awesome cosplayers from abroad.
Omg, you won't believe how freaking good looking they are *o*

Oh great, 12.34pm again. How.....strange. =/

And yes, I will try in my very best to NOT fall for any of my guy friends, no matter how good looking they are. =/

Oh the awesomeness and arrogance :P

Funny day today

2010-01-13T23:09:00.000-08:00

Okay so I said it on Twitter that I'll blog about what happened this morning.

So I was in the bus, late as usual...there was this guy who boarded 2 stops before school.
Yeap, I can't tell what race he is lol...I mean, he looks kinda Malay but he's really fair and pretty suitable to go into an indie band if he dressed well...kinda Eurasian...but totally not Chinese looking.
But hey, I dont know xD
Seen him before, he's from the same faculty, different course, alright...

Was at the lift lobby and I pressed level 4, he wanted to press 6 but pressed 5 accidentally.
There were only 4 people, yeah?
I was at the back, so was he, and it was pretty lame cos he wasn't facing the lift door and yeah, I felt pretty weird standing there, right in full view =_=

Uhmm, I didn't want to look up cos y'know, I can't stand such good lookings who look mixed.
The door opened and I thought it was the 3rd floor so I just stood there, stone faced...
BUT yeah, it was 4th floor and I missed it =_=

Luckily he pressed 5th by accident, so I alighted and yeah, ran down the stairs.
SHEEEEESH!!!
Where do these kind of freaking good looking mixed-ish people come from mannnn >_>
Just cos of the encounter, I lost my marbles .__.

HAHAHA, it's insane :P

Misses

2010-01-12T09:40:00.000-08:00

I MISS FRENCH CLASSES!!!
I MISS MY FRENCH TEACHER WHO LOOKS LIKE C.S.I RYAN WOLFE!!!

I MISS THE DAYS I DID POA HOMEWORK DURING ENGLISH CLASSES!!!

I'M PROBABLY GONNA MISS MY CHINESE CLASS SOON!!!

I MISS CHEMISTRY AND OUR TEACHER!!!

I MISS STUDYING ABOUT IRELAND!!!

I MISS WRITING DESCRIPTIVE ESSAYS!!!

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LASTLY...I MISS BEING TOP OF THE CLASS IN SOMETHING ._.

Stuck in my own world of sorrow

2010-01-12T09:18:00.001-08:00

I think sorrow and myself just go well together, don't you think?
If you're wondering what I'm always sad about, haha, it's super lame stuff, really.

Yeap, I get constant heartaches recently.
Been listening to too many sad instrumentals, songs with great lyrics, had my heart broken (minor part, don't focus alot on this yeah)...
Doesn't all that amount to such a sore heartache? :P

I kinda like this
"Bury me with my guitar and all the way to hell I'll play"
HAHA, noooooo I don't want Danny Jones to go to hell! :P

Okay, it's true I haven't been practicing or improving my Japanese.
YES, it's true.
I'm just keeping in touch with my Japanese friend via emails.
Lol, once you start typing in Japanese to him, he won't stop rambling back in Japanese to you (mind you, he uses Kansai dialect :P)

Recently, I've been glancing up at the time when it's exactly 12:34 or 1:23.
Odd, isn't it? =/
Anyone knows the meaning behind it?

Almost end of 2009

2009-12-28T03:49:00.000-08:00

It's almost the end of 2009...time flies, it's really getting a little too out of hand sometimes.
Pretty difficult to catch up too =X

Anyway...had been spending 'quality' time watching some reruns of my all time favourite Disney stuff...
Kinda embarassing to say it but hey, I admit, this kind of stuff really doesn't come off easy.
I can't seem to let go.

But of course, there's always room for improvement, like how I just love the English used...
Am really glad mum instilled so many of these stuff in me since young, it seriously helps!
No kidding~
It totally nurtures one's mind, it's just...brilliant ^^

So yes, I'm done with La Belle et la bête (Beauty and the Beast) and Aladdin in French :)
Oh man, classic ain't it :P

Hmmm, omg, Thai!!!!
I've been like having Thai conversations and sheeeeeesh, I'm kinda inclined to re-learn it :O
OMG OMG OMGGGGG, what is up with me and my Thai fetish?!
Oh me and my nong saow (is that how you spell it? =_=) kinda fangirled in the middle of the night :P
Heheheheehhhhh
I was like going on about Mario and she was talking about Chinawut xD

Gosh, I'm listening to Mirotic right now and I'm like, woooooo, whenever it's UKnow or Hero's part.
Kyaaaaaa *faints*

Alright, gotta get busy now.
Laterssssssssssss amis ;)

Christmas Eve Part 2

2009-12-24T01:22:00.000-08:00

J'adore!

What a way to start an entry hahahaa....forgive the clutter, I took this when I was supposed to be studying :P

Anyway, I made this for Danny for being sweet. It's too plain cos I didn't have enough colour pens and my art sucks big time ._.

I realised that I have not formally 'introduced' you guys to my 'gege' who made me nuts about French. Yeap, he's your typical French-Chinese and he's crazy about Hankyung :P

And speaking of Hankyung, can you guys see that there's actually some sort of similarity between them? A little, yeah? He loves it ._.

HEARTBREAKER!!! <3333333

Killer eyessssss *_*

Snakebite :P J'adoreeeeee!!! <33333

(I got antbites instead =_= HAHA)

HAHAHAHA, wannabe :P

Anyway, have a Merry Christmas, people ヾ(＠^▽^＠)ﾉ♪

Christmas Eve!

2009-12-24T00:07:00.000-08:00

Hiiiii it's Christmas Eve already!

How fast! :O

Hmm not sure what to blog about.... *flicks off an ant from shoulder....lol, lost ant ._.*

The weather's been great! I love it!!!

Grand actually spotted my cross earrings yesterday :P

Oh my...now they're really gonna think I'm a total gone case xD

It's alright, they don't mind...it's always those people from outside who minds ._.

Whatever people, I don't practice what you preach so save your sermons for your great big idol worshipping day, Friday.

Ooops, don't mean to offend those staunch believers though =X

Hahaha. NO OFFENCE, seriously.

Vivo again.

Gosh, it's like THE place I frequent xD

Orchard was damn packed like hell...ya know, it's like those traffic-congested days you get when you wanna cross the border.

Hmmm got an early Christmas present and haha, the shop owner was quite generous as well, a discount of 90c!

HAHA.

There's this massive ice cream cake in the freezer...
It's just sooo pretty! Will probably post up the pics soon ;)

Language learning have been....on and off, as usual.

As you know, haven't really had much time to spare recently...

Been trying to maintain them but...

Problem is, I'm just too fickle-minded, you see...

Hahaha

Hmm, been having quite some time for shut-eye and yeahhh am getting way better now :)

The eyes are regaining their beauty :P
Hahaha shut it, i know i'm obsessed with them xD

Hmm wanna see some pics from the disastrous recee to Ubin? Lol

Look, water all around.....sheeeeesh =S

One of the quarries....we were standing there when it suddenly rained ultra heavy :(

Totally soaked to the skin...and wow, no spare clothes/shoes....how wonderful =3=

Our lone bike standing so valiantly in the pouring rain .___.

The rest had their 'brunch' at Changi while I took a bus all the way South to Vivo. Damn, I was freezing in the bus...my nails turned blue =X
Bought clothes and slippers plus some extra stuff there...

HAHAHAHA, cool eh? Now you can't see my face :P The ladies were Belgians and yeah, I spoke French to them. OMG ._.

Yeahhhh it was horrible....anyway, majority wins, so I had to go along with the group about using Ubin for our event ><

Pi' Golf, Chan rukh khunnnnnn! <3

2009-12-15T03:53:00.000-08:00

Bonsoir tout le monde!!!

Slight toothache today, silly me ate too much sweets to divert m'hunger ><
I definitely heard my stomach growl super loud during the test xD

Pi' Golf! :D
Lol that was random xD

Baby, i know the story~

2009-12-15T03:52:00.000-08:00

Omg, it’s been soooooooooooo long since I last wrote an entry!
Okay, so everything’s going fine…I guess? LOL

So much have happened during my absence from blogging, I don’t think I can type everything out!
By the way, can you try and guess what song I’m listening to? :P
Bet you won’t even get it right, wahahahaha!
It’s a Hindi song, LOL.

Hmm, been complaining to Clar everytime I get uber pissed at that stupid despo guy.
Don’t know why but I keep seeing him. Ewwww!!!

Am getting closer to Chinese class friends….kinda hard at first cos everyone’s from different courses and they’re juniors.
Classes are pleasurably hilarious, the 2 Malay guys are DAMN funny!
Cos when they try to speak, they have this heavy Malay accent and it became totally weird sounding.
And gosh, the class makes me feel like I’m in primary school again….so childish!!!
But I like it :P

Ah, I didn’t manage to get top in class…the Chinese girl who couldn’t speak Chinese topped with 97 marks.
I only got 90.
TSK, I’m so freaking disappointed ya know?! I got every single thing that I wrote in Chinese correct but where’d the 10 marks go to??
The stupid tones thingy where we have to listen to the teacher and mark the tones on the pronunciation.
ARGH!!!
I’m sooooooooo angry that because of that, I couldn’t get my 100 marks! ><
Okay, I shouldn’t be complaining cos my marks are quite alright…but I’m just unhappy about the tones thing.
Tsk.

So yes people, I’m currently in the process of getting my second language certificate!
Yup, and I’m gonna take JLPT next year so…I’m gonna have 3 foreign language certs, wooooo!!!
Oh, my first cert is French :P
Sooooooo, I’m gonna have Chinese and Japanese certs soon, to add to it and I’m so excited!!!!!
LOL.
I’m thinking of taking French to another level…but I’m gonna need to save up before that T_T
So….expensive T_T

What else…..
Oh yes, my hair is kinda weird now….so I’ve got to wear eyeliners often to school.
Dunno why but my friends actually think the look is cool O_o
Whatttttttttttttttt ><
Oh and the race-confusion thing? It’s still on-going….people just can’t tell what I am :P
HOW COOL xD
Initially thought it was gonna end when I’m around this age but nooooooo, it didn’t! :P

OH, I haven’t been talking to my Japanese friends recently....
Reason is, I’ve been a little too busy with other languages T_T
Sorry guys, I really miss all of you :(
But now, I’ve got friends from…let’s see…
Mexico (omg, he’s so cute!!! He looks like a girl ><)
Holland (oh man, this joker…he can REALLY joke xD)
Some other Americans, Koreans, Morocco, Turkey and YESSSSS, THAILAND!!!!!
Like, finally!!!
I so wanna learn how to speak Thaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :(

Oh, one of my Korean friend is coming in the middle of this month.
Might be meeting up with her :)

Oh and I miss my gege!!!
Zhen Xiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, où vas-tu ?!?!?!?! tu me manques, mon ami ! T_T

OH, that Asian David Archuleta guy….he sought for help (sat in front of me for his make-up class) so I sent him the stuff and lol, when he look back at me, omg, his face is sooooooo fair!!!! *_*
Like seriously, he doesn’t look Chinese!!!!! ><

I wish I could just make you turn around
TURN AROUND AND SEE ME CRY
There’s so much I need to say to you~~~~~~

As expected, eventhough people say that wherever we are in Earth, we’re still under the same sky, long distance is still long distance.
Far can never be near.
You’ve been a great friend, and eventhough it’s all virtual, our friendship is still real, no matter where we are.
Hope you’re well, mate :)

OH MY GOD, Mark’s line!!!!! I must type this out!!!
To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You’re all I’m thinking of.
Reaching for the love that seems so far~~~~~~~

Awwwwww I so loooooooove Mark eventhough he’s gay :P

Great day? I think not.

2009-11-18T17:56:00.000-08:00

Updating time!
What was up this week?!

Wellllll, I had a couple of what I call my ‘bad-mood-days’ (mood swings) cos I’ve been under a lot of pressure from MYSELF.

HAHAHA.

It’s good to pressurize yourself at times but when it’s just too much, you just feel like collapsing.
Long hours in school have been a norm and I’m quite used to it already (thank god!).
I’m trying to get myself or rather, my brain, organized.
Of course, when the mental state is getting a revamp, the physical state suffers.

What else?
Hmm, Chinese has been relatively quite easy for me (except for the tones, I resent it) and seriously, I’m like already used to Japanese Kanji so writing or remembering Chinese characters are quite alright.

In fact, Japanese characters are more difficult than Chinese characters since they’re using the simplified version and not the traditional (unless you’re in China, of course).
Teacher knows that I could recognize characters when she haven’t taught the class any yet.
It’s great being one of the best in class, HAHA.

But omg, Tuesday’s class was a total riot! We laughed til our stomach hurts real bad cos of lots of funny responses from the class.
Take for example the Malay guy 2 seats away, who was supposed to ask the Nepalese guy his surname….OMG, it was FREAKING HILARIOUS!!!

Well, in class we all have Chinese names and that Nepalese guy had this nickname “Mi Lan”, which is the Chinese pronunciation of the Italian state, Milan.
And as you know, Chinese have tones…so when the Malay guy tried to say Mi Lan, it was so gay!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA, he was 2 seats away from me, so me and Za totally rofl-ed.
But of course, that wasn’t the only highlight…there were too many silly mistakes made in class by various people that we had a hard time keeping a straight face!
Even the Vietnamese had a hard time trying to get the tones right XD

Oh and I was having lunch on Tuesday with Rachel and we were sitting at this big table cos 2 other people had left.
We were wondering about where the Osaka Uni students were at and….they came to our table and wanted to share with us.
OMG, was it like utter coincidence or what?!?!

Then I started talking to them in Japanese and when they bought their food, I talked to Natsumi.
Ahhhh, it was so fun to speak Japanese again :)
Then when we wanted to go off, they waved good bye, hahahaha.
I think god is helping me A LOT by making me meet these people. I mean, I’ve been meeting Japanese and French speaking people a lot recently…it’s like god wants to help me get fluent in the 2 languages or something.
Thank you god!!! :)

What else?
Oh…remember the post where I mentioned that there’s this guy who look like the slightly thinner but Asian version of David Archuleta? The very pale guy who looks mixed? Ahhhh, well, indeed he is retaking Cost Accounting for the 3rd time =X
I got to see him again upclose on Tuesday and I must say, he is pretty good looking! =X

Sheeeesh, seriously, he looks mixed…eventhough I think he isn’t.
Ahhhhh he’s so darn good looking >< But sometimes, he has this bad boy aura =_=
Am gonna look forward to today’s lecture, might see him again (if he doesn’t skip!) and of course, that hot guy from the other batch as well :P
HAHAHAAHA!!!

Oh and know what?
I realized that there’s this person in class (won’t say the name) but the way he looks at me is…creepy!
Like, I don’t know what goes on in that mind of his but his look is creeeeeeepy!!!
Eeeeeeee, and I don’t like to be alone with him in the lift~ LOL

Oh, it's freezing right now, hahahahaahahaaaaaa.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIYA, FATIN and MIZUREI <3

I SPOKE FRENCH, OMG!

2009-11-16T07:09:00.000-08:00

Hello again.
As I type this out, I'm also listening to my blog song.
I love it so much.
It's really touching yet...I find it quite inspirational....in a way :P
Okay I know, I know, it's too sentimental, whatever. HAHA.
But hey, I like it a lot. :)

Spent the morning and afternoon at Ubin today.
Yup, cycling. My nightmare.
In the end, had to ride the bike that's for 2 person...
They took turn to ride in front. First it was Sally (so hyper!!), then it was Eric (and lol he kept asking "okay?" so many times. actually CY wanted to but I think she couldn't reach the pedal or something? ) and lastly, J (we were already half dead by then XD).
It was damn tiring!!! But the downhills were great!

Then there was once when J and Sally thought that the trail into the forest was actually the track, and we had to go in this really bumpy and dirty road where tree branches slapped our faces and legs ><
Sheesh, it was freaking scary in there. We could've got lost if nobody knew the direction well.

We stopped by to look at this really blue quary and it suddenly rained ._.
Sheeeesh that was really unfortunate cos there were many uphills and we had to push the bikes in the rain and mind you, it was really heavy rain!!!
Ahhh it was horrible and when we finally got downhill, we couldn't really see cos the rain were getting into our eyes and it hurts man!

Took shelter in one of the huts and I was the only one facing the other side of the place, looking at the rain.
And there was these 2 ang moh who came by and took shelter as well and sat next to me.
I was actually...okay, I admit, I was EAVESDROPPING. LOL!
C'mon I couldn't help it, they were speaking in a really nice and rapid language and I came to a conclusion after listening for a while.
Yeap, it was French :D
So I thought that they might be either French, Belgian or Swiss.

Wanna guess what I did? ;)
When she looked at me and smiled, I smiled back and said hello.
YES, OMG!
Then that was when the conversation between me and them started.
HAHAHAHA, as I thought, they were Belgian!
And omg, omg, can you believe this, I spoke French to them?!?!?!?!

HAHAHAHAHA!!! The first word I said after I knew they were Belgian was "Enchantée"
And I loooooove the way her friend said "Polytechnique" when she saw my Tshirt logo :P
When I asked her whether her friend can speak English she told her friend "Tu parle anglais?"
Hahahaha, so we chatted a bit and yeah, I asked them to take a picture with me, HAHAHA!
And what did I say after that??? "Merci beaucoup!"

HAHAHAHA, omg....
What in the world has gotten into me?!?!
I have never thought I could be like my parents who're able to chat up with foreigners like that.
This is like, the 3rd time for me. Ahhhhhh!!!
Last September, I chatted with an Iranian lady who look like ang moh and we kinda clicked, lol...and we took a picture.
On Saturday, it was the Japanese who I talked to and took picture with them.
And today...Belgian!!!
HAHAHAHA, which country next?!?!

I still couldn't believe what I did.
It's like....I don't know, I just....ahhhh, okay, i don't know what to say.
Haha!

Spent $47 at vivo, buying new clothes and slippers cos I was totally drenched and shivering like mad.
Ugh, what a waste! Hahahaa, oh well, at least i have a new pair of 3/4 jeans and a black shirt plus sakura-ish slippers.
Ate alotttt and drank 2 cups of steaming hot tea and coffee. Nice :)
Poor them, have to eat at Changi in their wet clothes =X

Kimekomi ningyo

2009-11-15T03:21:00.001-08:00

Hi people, how's the new blog song?
I'm getting choked up right now as I type.
It feels like my heart is in my throat, ahhh, heartaches.
It's simply lovely, won't you agree?

It's no wonder the title is 'Love Song'.
Ah.
How sentimental can I get? You'll never guess ;)

Well, moving on to some updates...
The Osaka students this year seem to be better in English than the previous batch but there're only 3 of them this year (there were 4 last year).
Hmmm...what else?

Oh I went to this Japanese doll exhibition thing on Saturday.
Was with the twins ^^

As they were settling some club issues with the museum lady (she's really friendly, she smiled at me while i was coming down the stairs, haha), I had a look around.
Ah, the mice dolls were an Edo folklore and whoah, they had the mice in kimonos and arranged as if it was a real wedding!

The people who had a tag on and wearing kimonos and yukatas are Japanese.
They were like speaking rapid Japanese and our juniors were like gasping, lol.
Hmm...initially, I had wanted Daniel to help me take a photo with the ladies but they were talking soooooo long!!!
So we went and look around first.
Then, I asked this girl to help me take a picture of us....so I went over to the ladies.

Me: あの、すみません。
Them:はい。
Me:写真を取りましょう、いいですか？一緒に。
The one without specs:いいですか？
The one with specs:はい、いいです！*Bends down*　風船持ってますか？はい、これ。
Me：あーありがとう、はは！
Them:はい、カメラ。
Girl takes pic.
Me：ありがとうございます！
Them：はい、どういたしまして。＾＾
Me:あの、シンガポールに住んでいますか？
Them:ああ、いいえ。東京から着ました。*Shows me their tags*
The one with specs:いつか東京に来てね！
Me:はい、けど今お金がない、はは。
The one without specs:がんばって、ね！
The one with specs:がんばって！*Pats my shoulder, LOL*　ところで、お人形が見た？

*The balloon she was pumping burst cos she didn't realise how much air was in it when she was talking to me and the other woman was shocked and said some super fast I dont know what Japanese, HAHA!*

Me:はい。
The one with specs:どうですか？楽しい？
Me:はい、楽しいんです！面白い人形ですね。
The one with specs:ありがとう！！*Shakes my hand, LOL!*
Me:じゃあ、またね！
Them: またね！！＾＾

Hahahaha, I was shocked too, when the balloon burst, cos it was right in front of me XD

Suggested to the twins that we went upstairs to try on the kimono.
As we came inside, there was a lady in yukata and smiling at us.

Me:着物を着ていもいいですか？
Her:はい、こちらどうぞ！＾＾

She began dressing me up and mumbling some Japanese to me, like to hold on to the sleeve or to lift one of my arm in a position.
Then while she was tying the obi around my waist, she was like
"日本語は上手ですね！！
Me:はい？いえいえ、まだまだです、はは。
Her:はい、鏡に見て。かわいいじゃん？？
Me:あー！！*Notices how beautiful it was*　きれい！！
Her: そうですね！じゃあ、カメラが持っていますか？
Me:はい、持ってる。

*had Jia Xyn take my picture with her phone*

Me:一緒に？
Her:一緒に？はい、もちろん！＾＾
So, I took 2 photos, one solo and the other with her :D
Me: ありがとう！
Her:はい、こちらもありがとう！はい、次！ *smiles at the twins*
They didn't want to use it but at last after she kept trying to smile so much, they wore.

Me: この２人は二子ですよ。顔は同じでしょう？
Her:*Looks at them with great curiousity*　おおおお、そうですね！さっきは気づいてないんですけど、今顔はなんか以ている！.......(she said some other stuff but I can't remember the Japanese she used ><)
One of the twin to me: What did she say? O_o
Me: She said she didn't notice at first that the both of you are twins and it would've been cool if the 2 of you had taken a picture together XD

As the 3 of us were about to leave...
Me: ありがとう、ね！
Her:はい、ありがとう！！またね！！＾＾

hahahaha, so much for speaking Japanese.
Mind you, it was more difficult with them than with youth cos they're old people =X
Need to mind my language and usage, hahahaha!
But seriously, they are really proud of their language that if you start talking to them in Japanese, they won't revert back to English thereafter ><
Guess the same goes with French.....they're really proud of their language as well.
It's considered quite exclusive.... T_T

Soooooo.....went home after that and man, it was sooooo embarassing, bringing the pink balloon with me cos I had a pink polo tee on and well, my phone is pink as well...sooooo....yeah, you can imagine the stares I got (I was walking at Clarke Quay area) from both foreigners and locals.

Sheeeesh! ><

Oh and had a long call on the internet phone with Noor...it's so fun talking and listening to her and her super strong American accent :)
And I actually told my Japanese friend that he looks like an actor.
yes, finally i had the courage to tell him that (cos he's 25, so it's embarassing for me to say it directly to him ><)

Had some chats with my Korean friend (ahhhh I missed talking to him so much! we're pals, you see XD) and also, another Japanese friend who is also a friend of my other Japanese friend (lol, they're from the same Uni and CCA, such coincidence, huh?)......

Soooooo, that's about it! :D

DAVID ARCHULETTA-not lol

2009-11-11T21:29:00.000-08:00

Tired, tired, so very tired.
My body is going to crumble into pieces soon.
And wait, did I just left my leg somewhere? Cos I can't find it.

KIDDING.

But I'm seriously tired out of my wits.
Been really tough, this semester.

Oh, and it's raining super heavily outside *peers thru the blinds*
Great, the lecture's like half a kilometre away from where I am.
Argh! >< I don't want to get wet, making my way there.

And wow, I just lost track of time. Been here for half an hour already. WOW.
Sleepy day...sleepy lecture....*sigh*

Oh, listening to 'Making A Lover' right now and everytime I hear it, I get reminded, or more accurately, I can imagine Hyung Joon doing that crowd-pumping thing.
Hahaha.

Hmm, I just realised this on Tuesday when I got into the lift to get to class.
The guy who is repeating Cost for the 2nd time, the totally pale guy who looks mixed, looks like David Archuletta, except that he's the Asian version :P
No kidding! Oh but he's not as 'chubby' as David though...but I kinda got this feeling that he's a Filipino?
LOL.
His cheeks have got reddish hues! Like, so pretty? =X

HHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, quit the crazy laughing. I still can't find the Osaka students in school, lol.
Oh well.

Happy birthday Sei!

2009-11-11T08:01:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 21st to my dear friend, Seiichi!!!

Hope you’re doing well even if the weather in Middle East is a tad bit hotter than Japan and no winter or whatsoever but I truly hope you have a great day, buddy :)

Oh and I totally love our childish chats to the funny stories. Will miss them as you become more matured (though I’m not sure if you’re becoming one XD).

Lastly, hope you have a blast today ;)
Bonne fête, お誕生日おめでとう！<3

Heartache

2009-11-10T22:01:00.001-08:00

Ugh. Heartache.
Something I totally can't stand.
Hurts like hell and leaves you like it never came.

Ouch.

Haha, how I so hate it.
It's troublesome, trying to put on a brave front but you're just a complete weakling on the inside.

Basically...for me, I experience it whenever I listen to those oh-so-sad songs.
But it's totally different for my friend...when she listens to this kind of music she gets mad instead.
Whoah!
And you still think humans are equal? Hahahaha.

Hmmm, I'm thinking of changing my little youtube song in here.
This one is a tad too happy, I think =X
And oh, I don't want girls (fangirls, especially) to drool when they stumble upon my blog.
Ahhh, what song, what song???

Let me search for it and I'll continue typing this after.
I've got loads of time to kill right now...

Ah, okay I found one :)
Oh and Osaka Uni students are actually in school but HECK, I'VE NEVER SEEN THEM!
No fair, last year, I got to bring them around campus! ><
And yeahhhh I was totally interrogated in Japanese by Ryota ><

pas mal, pas mal~~~

2009-11-04T07:28:00.000-08:00

ACCPAC software. So...IT-ish. Ugh.
I'm not exactly an IT kind of person so I might have some troubles soon though I really hope I don't face any (if possible!!)
But oh, I'm loving Audit...maybe because it's plain theoretical? Nah, can't say that for now since we aren't even half way through.

Msn is now a has-been.
I don't use it as often as I did...I don't chat as often as I did.
Msn isn't a really friendly tool...I prefer my other messenger where there are plenty of user-friendly functions.
Ugh.
But of course, when I'm on, that's because I'm obviously too free to have 2 messengers on or I'm doing work.

Sometimes it's okay when people chat with me while I'm doing work.
But sometimes...I don't know, I tend to reply coldly.
Argh, the ugly side comes out, eh?
So yeah, I guess I might've reacted coldly towards some people but hey, don't take it too seriously.
I'm a little unpredictable =X

Oh my dear ami revealed to me something he didn't say before.
The reason he sounded a little strict on the internet phone is because...he's nervous that his English isn't really good!
Awwww, mais son Anglais est très excellent!!! ><
Moi, mon français est mauvais! T_T
According to him, he was nervous speaking English because of his heavy French accent.
LOL, pleasssseeeeeee, don't be nervous avec moi! Nous sommes amis, c'est ça?!?! T_T

Cost Accounting tomorrow, will give my best!!! YEAH!!! (pas mal, pas mal :P)
I won't fall the 2nd time, oh no, I won't!!! :D

Oh and a thank you flying out to Chun Hui, for telling me that my shoelaces were untied just now.
Would've tripped if I was unaware, so, thanks alot! :D

また彼のことを考えてるのかー
本当に分からないよ、この気持ち。
As always, shrouded by rainy memories.
The joy, pain, sadness, anger and jealousy that you know nothing of.

heartaches are normal...

2009-11-02T07:37:00.000-08:00

Hi again!
I’ve decided not to change the blogskin cos I think the current one is quite alright.
Kinda attached with the current one sooooo I suppose changes aren’t exactly that necessary.

Okay.
So…what’s been going on?!
Nothing much, except for a couple of heartaches and such but other than that, I’ve been cool. :P
Haha!

Oh the heartache thingy, don’t mind it, it’s a minor thing.
Haha you know, a common riff-raff of a teenager’s life.

School’s been alright, really tiring but I’m trying to hang in there.
Spending more than half a day in school is a norm…brain cells are getting their exercise doubled.
Hahaha.

Anyway!
Received a letter from school today for best performance in French.
How awesome, love it!!!
Got 2 pairs of new shoes, they’re really pretty!!!
It’s really difficult to find shoes for me since uhhhh, my feet’s like a little too long? LOL.

Ahhh, listening to “I want to spend my lifetime loving you”…really love it soooo much!
The Spanish essence added was super duper brilliant, everytime I listen to it, I feel so…..
I don’t know, it’s difficult to explain.
Like, I can imagine Zorro (Alejandro Murieta)…..Elena de la Vega….ahhhhhh!!!
So lovely!!!
Antonio Banderas and Catherine Zeta-Jones played their roles realllllly well!!!!!!!
And even Anthony Hopkins did a really good job though his accent is still there and doesn’t sound anywhere near Spanish accent….HAHA. :P

Yes, yes, yesssss, I soooo love the image Catherine Zeta-Jones portrayed in Zorro!
She’s really good and omg, she’s soooo pretttttty!!!! *_*

Oh and speaking of Spanish, did I mention that my dear ami, Zhen Xiu, can speak Spanish as well?!
OH MAN, he can!
During our call and he was teaching me how to pronounce the French words, he spoke some Spanish.
Issssssh…!!!
I’m gonna have to say merci to him cos he’s helped me with my pronunciations for my French oral.
But that will mean I’ve got to wait for him to come online….ugggghhhh, this’s the bad thing about huge time difference between us and France. ><

Oh well…guess that’s about it!
Til next time!

As I wonder again and again whether it is worth waiting for you….

UNLOCKED!

2009-10-30T22:55:00.000-07:00

Heyyyyy~~~

So, I locked my blog like a few weeks ago.
Nah, not that I was in a bad mood or anything.
Just couldn't find what to blog about except for the borrrrrrring things that's been happening in my life.

Yup.

Uuuuu, I'm bored. Like, seriously bored.
So....guess I'll search for a better blogskin for now.

Til then, will be silent~

hahahha epic convo!

2009-10-17T05:49:00.000-07:00

Hey, hey, hey!
Just got off the internet phone with my American friend, Noor! =)

She had her new webcam turned on and awww, she’s so cute, hahaha!
Today was slightly more different cos mum saw her for the first time and they got along really well!
*impressed*
Yeah, and I was actually surprised that she could hear us when I haven’t turned the mic on yet!
Uh huh! I had my Thai song on full blast and she could hear it, omg, I seriously had no idea that she could!!! ><

So, I went upstairs to get the mic and yeah, we were cool =P
We talked, it was really fun cos I haven’t seen her in a bit, haha.
She’s in Chicago with the people from her school…omg, 5 hours journey from Michigan! *faints*

But then, we were interrupted by her classmate or something, omg, we totally rofl-ed when we saw her shocked expression and what the guy said.

He suddenly came by and went “Hey, you’re still on Skype? Who’re you talking to?”
She was like “My friend from Singapore”
And he was like “Singapore!! Really? Hey, can I wave?”
*pokes face in front of the camera and waves* <-- LOL!!!
“HELLO!!!!”

*takes the camera and shouted to his friends across the room, sitting at the bar, drinking*

“Hey guys, say hi to Singapore!!!”
And lol, before anything, the camera was faced towards the ceiling and I could only hear people go “HI!!!”

He went back to her and asked what we said and she told him “They said that they could only see the ceiling”

He took the camera again and said “The ceiling?! Hey guys, they only saw the ceiling! Let me adjust this for ya….OK!”
*people at the bar* “HI!!!!!” *waves*

LOL!
Noor was really scared, hahaha, poor her… ><
Hope she’s alright now! ^^
Gotta be thankful to Zhen Xiu for introducing us, hahaha.
It's really rare to get someone living in France to introduce an American to a Singaporean, right? =P
Whatsmore, the 3 of us are of the same age....hahahaa, such coincidence! XD

Had English breakfast this morning and I totally laughed my arse off at the names that came to my mind while trying to remember Madhuri Dixit’s name, HAHAHA!!!
Manjoot, Monjol, ect…really funny, plus I just drank tea ><

Dai started a convo with me few days ago…he’s back!! ^^
I dunno but to me, he’s like a good friend and a really funny one too! (A friend of his, who’s also a friend of mine, told me that he’s a fine lad, hahaha)
Shared the pix he took and omg, it’s really interesting to see pix from backpacker’s point of view!

Usually you’d expect luxurious hotel, resorts…his backpacking trip is far more traditional and interesting and I know he must’ve had a lot of experience, travelling like that.
Woooo!
Not sure why but I guess why I could get along with him is probably cos of childishness?

In fact, most of them are childish, haha.

Kawaiiiii!

2009-10-14T02:34:00.000-07:00

Ugh, what is that awful smell of toilet cleaning liquid coming in from the main window?!

I guess someone's washing their toilet or something...I hate the lemony smell, it makes me want to throw up.

Why can't they use some other scents...ugh~

Nothing good's on TV right now so I'm just typing this out...

I finished watching the first disc of スクラップ・ティーチャー (there are 3 discs in total).

Watched it til around 3 a.m this morning and again at noon...

I must say it's a drama for those who likes 平成時代の生まれたジャニーズ, cos they're all really young!

Kyaaaaaaaa, B.I shadow are soooo cute, acting all mean towards our suave young man, Yuuto.

And the trio...gahhh Chi was choooooooooooooo kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! *__*

They resembled 3 young princes (*cough* though Dai's older than me by a few months... *cough* he's still shorter than Yuuto *cough* XD)

スクラップ・ティーチャー!!!

Introducing....B.I Shadow!

Aren't they so cute that you'd forgive them for being meanies??! XD

Let's have the 4 of our Hey!Say! members in as well!

The cutesy trio! Oh, forgive Yamada if he looks a bit weird =X

Kyaaa, this is so cute. It's his innocent face XD

Anddd here's the 4 of them againnnn!

Anddddd, our lovely big group who contributed to the ending song of this show!
Presenting, the 10-member strong ジャニーズ.... 平成ジャンプ !!!<3

And I almost forgot to add in the one and only...向井理, whose smile is....woooooo~~~! ( I nicked his picture from his blog, by the way... *cough cough* XD)

Lol...tempura ebi ><

Life's been normal...stress will come by soon again blah blah blah...

The family's placed high hopes that I'll be able to bring us all somewhere better than this place which is full of prejudice and hypocrites.

*sigh*

I so need to get good qualifications and get fluent in my languages...

ARGHHHHHH~~~~

Crap make up

2009-10-14T02:32:00.000-07:00

It’s already past midnight! Hahaha!
Monday night…nothing interesting’s on TV.
Seriously, they should have something better than whatever’s showing…

Watched some random Indonesian street magic act on an Indonesian channel.
They have it almost every night.
The make up’s real extreme but I think they just wanna divert people’s attention so that they could carry out their tricks without people noticing XD

Right now, it’s some stupid Malaysian drama…where the girls are really bitchy.
Eww.
And I notice that they really love to do their make up on their noses, kinda like, darken the sides and lighten the centre?
I dunno.
I think it’s really ridiculously ugly!!!
Cos the so called ‘nose bridge’ is soooooo fake, it’s become a laughable matter.
See here, it’s either their noses are too flat or too big, and when they try to apply make up like that, oh-my-god!
It’s hideously atrocious!
Okay, maybe I should stop commenting, haha.

Ahhhhh~
America’s next top model!
At least something better to watch….

Exchanging emails with a Japanese friend whom I just befriended.
Doing it the old fashioned way cos I don’t think he has any messengers…
Would probably tell him to install…soon. For convenience.

Oh and one more thing before I end.
I looooove Danny’s heavy accent! Kyaaaaaa!
That’s the accent I love most! So…Irish/Scottish (well, he WAS born in west England XD)
The way Tom tried to imitate his “Oh no!” was totally cute to the max!
They’re just way too cute, it’s difficult to see how everyone has grown over these years...
Danny’s laughter was just too irresistible…just too…contagious til I rofl-ed along.
Really funny, especially when he was doing that gameshow thingy with Harry, with something restraining their mouth so they couldn’t talk properly.
It was hilarious! But at the same time…quite gross cos their (especially Harry’s) saliva kept dribbling down their chins XD

Well, it’s almost 3 and most of them are probably sleeping like logs except for my dear friend who’s working really hard to get noticed by professors in uni.
So, I guess I’ll turn in as well.
Have an excellent night people. Bonne nuit!

Stephen Gately won't be forgotten

2009-10-14T02:28:00.000-07:00

Hey, hey.
Really tired today, spent so many hours in Malaysia, shopping, LOL.
Mum almost convinced me to buy a dress for myself that costs around 100 over Ringgit.
Gosh, didn’t manage to buy at the last minute cos I thought the length was really funny XD

The new immigration system there…SUCKS.
Big time, man, big time…
My legs feel like giving way from all the walking.

ARGHHH, I was like around 90% close to getting my hair dyed but dad didn’t want me to look like an ah lian. Zzzzzzz, it’s not like I want that type, lol.

So, went to…WAWASAN, LOL!!!
Woooo our ah beng friend is chubbier now, hahaha, so funny XD
He told me to take a loooooong look at the DVDs cos I seriously couldn’t decide which to buy, there were too many ジャニーズ!!!

Lol, my mum actually told him about me dreaming that the shop closed and when I finally picked my DVDs (Scrap Teacher, Uhhh a Takki-Nishikido drama which I can’t remember the title and Furuhata), he asked, “3 saje? Nanti Wawasan tutup macam mana mau beli? I tak cakap ah, you mimpi punya ah XD”.
LOL!!!
That means “Only 3? If this shop closes, how’re you gonna buy Japanese DVDs? I didn’t say it’ll close but it’s you who dreamt it XD”
Haahahaha.
Woooo, only those costs RM120 =X

Bought some bread at the bakery and went over a food place next to Marry Brown.
Ate chicken chop and man, it was freaking huge!!! =D

Went pass the little India site across the street and whoah, the place was alive with so much kollywood music, man!
Totally felt like I was in India XD

Sat at a bench opposite a boutique for a rest.
And sheesh, you know what?
Mum noticed the various groups of Malaysian guys who passed and looked at me…and turned again.
LOL.
EEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
Go look elsewhere, punks! =X
Apparently I wasn’t even interested to look at their faces and busied myself with a game of Sudoku in my phone.
Ugh. Seriously. Ugh.

Oh, at the foodcourt, I dunno…but when I wanted to push the chair inwards with my leg, the leg chair fell with a massive clang that the drink stall guy totally rofl-ed at.
=_=
Parents said my face totally went red when I was hurrying to get out ._.
HAHAHA! Don’t laugh! XD
On the bus and the girls in front of me were Thai!
Loved the way they talked hahaha…and mum asked me what they were talking about, lol.
The only word I could decipher? ‘A-rai’, which means, ‘what’.
HAHAHAHA!!!

It’s really funny but seriously speaking, I think something’s changing about me.
Every morning, as I look into the mirror, I see that my face is…getting different each day.
And I’m not the only one who realizes this…my dad thinks that I’m getting fairer (yay!!!) and yes people, more people are getting confused of what race I am (I’m looking more Thai, that’s what my family’s been saying…whoah).
Oh.my.god.
Yay? XD

Oh and…poor Stephen.
Yes, Stephen Gately, how many other Stephens do I know other than him and Stephen King, the king of horror?
LOL!
Just watched them on a Taiwanese version of Don’t Forget the Lyrics couple of months back, can’t believe he’s dead.
Yes, he’s my favourite among the rest of Boyzone…used to really like him.
Could remember singing No Matter What in primary school while doing classwork…hahaha.
I just randomly decided to update my status on Twitter on Sunday morning when I saw the hot tweets on “RIP Stephen Gately” and I was like… “………MUM!!!! STEPHEN’S DEAD!!!! T_T”
And yes, remember the time when I had my pm changed to “Why are the hot guys end up being a gay?!”?
Yes, Stephen included. Because I was referring to my fave Irish lads from Westlife (Mark) and Boyzone (Stephen)…too bad, really.
To die at at 33 due to suffocation (own vomit, whoah)…now, that’s tragic.
Really gonna miss him…he’s so soft spoken among the rest… T_T

Tired.

2009-10-08T03:29:00.000-07:00

I’m tired.
Tired, tired, tired.

Many have said that the current dominating people here are more or less open-minded, and it’s only the people from the past who’re conservative.

Oh, really?

If everyone’s really that open-minded, why is it that they still can’t accept people who don’t practice what they preach, especially when religion is concerned?

What, if I’m from the same community, does that mean I have to be the same?
Follow blindly like, trying to be a sheep, fitting into a hoard?

Please, please, please.
Just stop all these nonsensical crap.

From the way I see it, religion has caused so much pain and have been the root of so many problems.
Care to argue?
People have been saying that they can find solace in believing their so-called religions.

Oh, really?

Liars who’re lying right in your face.
All I’ve ever known was that it has always been ever so contradicting that even people who practices them gets all confused.

HAHAHA.

And stupid customs that everyone expects you to follow.
Ugh!!!
Stuff like “hey, my son’s getting engaged this Sunday, please try to block that day and come over”

Don’t freaking ever fall for that, people.
Cos if you do, you’ll be their slave for the day.
I’m talking facts here.

You might think it’s doing goodwill, going there, ‘helping out’, and you think you’re appreciated for what you’ve done.
But, noooooooo, they don’t care! They’ll fend you off thereafter.

How awesome! *rolls eyes*

Okay, for some reason, I feel so satisfied typing these out.
Ahhhhhh~~~
How many more years do I have to spend, facing all these stupid never ending crap?
I’m so getting out of here. For real.

List:

1) Get myself fluent in French, Japanese and around 2 more other languages. I don’t care how I do it, be it, spending hours in the library, getting some assistance from native friends or just…die trying.

2) Get myself at least a degree with honours. No matter what, papers are still important.

3) Get a job in at least an executive position overseas and get out of here, leaving all those selfish relatives behind and bring only my parent with me.

4) Marriage? Don’t want to think about that first but if I ever go out, I want him to be religionless. That saves the trouble. If you’re asking me for preference, I’d say half Asian, half Euro would do great, no kidding. =P

Yes, I’m serious.
Seriously serious ;)

french convo!

2009-10-08T03:24:00.000-07:00

Gahhhh, my vitamin supplements are damn huge! T_T
I keep choking on them…hahaha.
You wanna know how big one of them is?! It’s the same length as my thumbnail and the same width as my pinkynail!
LOL, how’s this type of start for a change? =P

Almost 3 am right now and I finished re-watching my タッキ＆翼「二十歳でデビュー」コンサート CD for the zillionth time XD
And I’m listening to some songs in English and French.
Right now it’s Patrick Fiori’s La Belle et la Bête (care to guess the meaning? It’s really close to English =P).
Hahaha, oh and a random sentence: Colin Ferrel is damn hot, don’t you think? LOL!!!

I managed to get a hang of アジアの夜！
Hahaha, quite happy about it.
I was a little mad today, spinning on the spot, 10 rounds and laughing my arse off after, feeling funny.
No, I wasn’t about to puke, it just felt funny, lol, like my head’s turning on its own XD
Re-watched Samurai 7 as well, woooo!

Hmm, I admit I haven’t been really following the news but did Vietnam get hit by somesort of disaster?!!
Cos I just remembered that Daisuke’s on a trip there O_O
Oh.my.god. ><
Hopefully he’s okay!
And safe trip to Sei who’s flying off in a few hours.

I was going through my messages and I was really amused at some messages that I decided to copy and paste them here. It might not be so interesting to you guys but it is to me ><

Him:
Voulez-vous parlez en français à la place?

Me:
ahh, mais mon français est mauvais ^^;

Him:
hehe Ok. C'est comme vous voulez.
Moi, je pense que votre français est excellent. Mais bon...
Ah! Est-ce que votre fête est le 10 septembre ou le 9 octobre?

Me:
10 septembre

Him:
hehe Votre fête est très bientôt!
Vous aurez 18 ans, c'est ça?
Quel est l'âge de la majorité à Singapour?

Me:
Haha, très!
Oui.
Singapour? 18 ans ^^

Him:
Comment te sens-tu?
18 ans, c'est bien?

Me:
hmm, hahaha
comme ci comme ça ^^;

Him:
hehe As-tu des privilèges spéciaux maintenant?
Tu peux boire, aller dans les bars

Me:
Haha, les deux mais je n’irai pas les bars.

Him: Je veux y retourner a Singapour.

Me:
Oh, you've been here before?

Him:
Oui, il y a deux ou trois ans.
Pour 5 jours seulement.
C'est une belle ville.

Me:
mais Singapour est très chaud

Him:
J'aime bien ce type de climat
I'm off to bed.
Bonne nuit!
Bonne fête encore!

Me:
Haha, merci beaucoup!Bonne nuit!

Bien? Hahaha.
I want to search for learning materials so that I can be better.
Really have to go to the library to search…but I’m just too lazy to go =_=

I think I’ll type a few words here and how to pronounce them…yeah, it’ll probably make me remember words better and you guys can learn as well! XD

French Words, How To Pronounce! =D

Charmant – Shar-mohnt
Magie – Ma-djee
Prince/Princess – Prahnce/Prahn-cess
Enfant – Ohn-fohnt
Commencé – Kohm-mon-say
Jour – Djoo
Besoin – Buh-su-wan
Et – Eh
Apprendre – Ahp-prahwn-dhruh
Comprend – Kohm-prahwn
Regard – ruh-garht
Compris – komp-pree
Rêve – reh-vuh
Blanc – buh-lonk
Sentiment – sohn-tay-mohnt
Leçon – luh-sohn

Wooo, it’s tough trying to type out how to pronounce them! Seriously, the pronounciation’s alright, you just have got to get yourself used to listening and it’ll be fine =)
The problem I’m currently facing is to remember the various ways the verbs change in different tenses.
Help? Hahahaha.

Okay, 4.07am! Gotta turn in!!!

J'aime bien le français, mais mon français est mauvais...

2009-10-04T11:05:00.000-07:00

Good Morning!
Well, it IS morning already eventhough the sun's not out yet...hahaha.
What can I say? 'Tis the life of a nocturnal being =P
Haha.

Anyway, yeah, the reason why I'm still up today...
I'm actually learning アジアの夜！！
Shocking, right? Staying up for such a mere reason...
But seriously, night time's the best time to think...dunno why though.
Or...maybe it's just me, I don't know [imitates Shanaynay XD]
Yeah, so I've managed to cover....1/10 of it, yay!
LOL!
Hahaha, it's really difficult for me because I'm not really used to it.
I tried 'Your Seed' before and til right now, I haven't mastered it, no-no.

Okay, okay.
Soooooo....I watched La vie en Rose around after midnight and was kinda switching between it and Juste pour Rire on another channel (Happy anniversary, Juste pour Rire!!! Hope the coming years, we see more hilarious gags and excellent stage acts!! =D)....
I was like listening to their French and oooooh it's so....Français!!! ><
Hahaha.
Oh, mum told me to enrol into French EP for next semester...but to enrol in an EP...it's expensive!!!
I know she's confident in me, especially after I proved that I could get an AD in French IS without trying...but I'm actually afraid.

OK, this is really lame...but the reason I'm afraid is not because I might not be able to cope, no.
In fact, I think I can be a really good student if I enrol.
BUT!!!
What exactly am I afraid of...is that, I might get my IS teacher!!!
HELL, YEAH THAT'S WHAT I'M AFRAID OF!

I can't work efficiently if I have teachers who are damn young, who are of the age of my friends and especially, when they're guys ._.

SHOOT!

I guess the reason I was able to know most of my French stuff beforehand is all thanks to the self study I did before the IS began...cos I remembered so well that during the 6 Mondays for 4 hours, I couldn't concentrate, I can't even look at him straight in the eye!!!
Whenever I had my oral conversations with him, I'd just look elsewhere...though sometimes I do get a feeling that I'm one of his best students....but maybe that's just me hoping =P
But he did give me a fantabulous grade, so I might've been one afterall! Wahahaa!!

My friend has a crush on him, yeah.
Ever heard of that? A student having a crush on the teacher? Okay, wait let me specify....a foreign, young, ang moh teacher who teaches the language of love?
Hahahaha, she was so into him, I tell you!
Oh and our age gap isn't big at all, in fact I've got a classmate a year older than he is LOL........yeah~ XD
Me? I'm not into him, just that I feel shy if I ever said something wrongly cos as you guys know, French is not pronounced the way it's spelt...plus those nasal sounds....ahhh~
And you guys should know how I HATE to embarass myself... =P
Whatsmore, in front of a lad??? NO WAY! ><
Hahahaha...

*sigh*
Nothing much happened today, talked to some Japanese friends and had a short chat with Noor.
Apparently, she doesn't get the difference between JC and Poly...guess her other Singaporean friend didn't really do a good job in explaining. =X
Hahaha...
Ah, I'm getting sleepy, should I turn in? Hmm, maybe after I complete another 1/10 アジアの夜.

A bientôt, mon amis~~~

lalalalaaaa

2009-10-01T07:54:00.000-07:00

Don’t you just feel like singing along to the song in my blog? =P
Well, I think I do!
Their songs never fail to make my day!
Guess that’s what ジャニーズalways do XD

If you understand what the lyrics mean, it’s better, haha.
Cos whenever I listen, I’d laugh as well cos of the lyrics.
“たった一つの願いが叶うなら
君は何を望む？”
Means: If there’s one wish that can be fulfilled, what is it that you desire?
Hahaha, I guess that’s why it’s the BEST subgroup who sang this song.
Can you imagine 7 subgroup singing this kind of song!? ┐(￣ヘ￣）┌
They’d probably wouldn’t be taken seriously…though I do want 山田良介as my 弟. 「笑」
Yeah and at the end of the song, they repeated the question…and they even answered it.
“たった一つの願いが叶うなら
君は何を望む？
たった一つの願いが叶うなら
全をて手に入れる”
Which means: If there’s one wish that can be fulfilled, what is it that you desire? If there’s one wish that can be fulfilled, to have everything be in my hands [literally, it means, ‘to get everything’].
HAHAHA!!!

It’s so much fun growing up listening to them.
Can you still remember when they were just kids!?
And what 藪’s accident in タッキ＆翼「二十歳でデビュー」コンサート!?!?
Yes, yes, yesssss, when タッキwas singing “Day by day” and young藪 was carrying a cake to give to him and it slipped and fell on タッキ’s shoes!?!
No wonder young藪 wanted to quit ジャニーズ…he screwed up quite a little during concerts ><
But see what he’s become? One of the popular dancers for most of ジャニーズ…and even his 先輩 backdanced for HIS performances!!!
Hahahaha, しかし彼の事が一番好きです！~~ (^з^)-☆チュゥ!!
And oh yeah, 翔温’s shocked face…hahahah, priceless =P
Plus 光looked soooooooooo kiddo!!! ><
*sigh*
I really missed watching them when they were kids… (´┏_┓｀)

Anyway!
I’m missing my 선배!!!
He’s sooooo busy, it’s sad. Really miss his cuteness, hahaha.

OH and omg, I dreamt about one of my 先輩！！
He actually came to live with us and omg, omg, we clicked sooooo well ><
But don’t worry, I won’t fall for him.
I don’t think I’d ever will ><
He’s scary, hahahaha (´＿｀｡)
I think he’s a decendant of a Ninja or something, hahaha…cos of his scary brows and seriousness when it comes to work…even the way he jokes is scary, LOL!
But his voice is cute when he speaks English!!! XD
By the way, he hit his big 20 few days ago.
Hopefully he didn’t get too drunk, lol. He tends to drink a lot sometimes…zzzzzz, and heck, he’s been drinking even when he’s underage! Zzzzzzzz….
Not only him, my other friend, also drinks a lot…and he’s only a year older than I am!!!
They could be fined for underage drinking….><
No wait…he’s still 18!!! LOL! Cos his birthday is in November, same day as 手越!
Oh well~~~

Anywayyyyy~~~
Was a bit high on Ikemens yesterday all thanks to Mizi ><
Apparently, he likes Hiro (the Mizushima who married Ayaka, not that HERO character, LOL!)! Wahahahaha!!!
Then when he mentioned Yusuke…I was like Kyaaaa-ing already! LOL!!!
Yesh yesh, Yusuke, THE ikemen =P
I mean, he’s not pretty as Seto Koji but Yusuke’s weirdness and funniness just….makes me ROFL!
Waahahahahahaaaaaa!!!
I wanna watch あたしんちの男子againnnnn!!!
Osamu Mukai is hot as a Host Club guy, Seto Koji soooooo cuteeeeeee and cool, Yamamoto Yusuke so weirdly hot as a model and that little boy whom I’ve forgotten the name…so pretty! Oh and that DoubleScore-crazy officer/Nobuta-funny teacher guy whom I’ve also forgotten the name….HE’S SO DAMN HILARIOUS! HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Notice this, I didn’t label Kaname Jun cos I think he reminds me of Singapore Idol runner up that Jonathan guy, LOL…kinda un-cool =X

Anywayyyy listening to 最後のキス right now.
Just felt like typing the lyrics a little cos it’s soooo sad T_T
Erm, I typed this out while listening…so everything is mainly from how I interpret and dictate.

気付いていた薬指の
見えないリングは
形だけじゃない事
例え嘘でも
あの日の事は
うれしかった
他に何もいらない
本当は一緒にいたい
この心叫んで
でもまた傷つくから
この心なだめて。
明かりを消して
瞳を閉じて
これが最後のキス
このまま唇重ねたまま　←Omg!!! at this sentence ><
時を止めてしまう

This is what the lyrics mean (I tried my best to make them sound naturally English as possible…cos, you know, Japanese/English have different sentence structures…):

I noticed that the ring on the ring finger can’t be seen/invisible
And it’s not just a shape/formation.
Even if it’s a lie, I’m still glad about that day
‘Til there’s nothing more that I need.
I really want us to be together
And that’s what my heart’s screaming.
But because I’m being hurt again,
I’m soothing this heart.
Turn out the lights and let our eyes meet
This is the last kiss
And while our lips ‘are on top of each other’ (literally like “touch”)
Time shall stop.

KYAAAAAAAAAAAA OMG, I CAN’T BELIEVE I WROTE THEM!!!
SOUNDS SO CHEESY, RIGHT!?!?!
Doesn’t really sound THAT cheesy in Japanese ><

Anyway, here’s another song…the English version is crap so I listened to the Japanese one few months ago and I must say, it carries better meaning.
Used to listen to this song when I was a kid (English version, though) and it never failed to make me sad cos of the tune…and now that I know what the lyrics mean, it adds to the sadness.
Oh, if you guys listen to the English version, seriously, the lyrics are crap and doesn’t make sense cos they just want to fit the words with the song, that’s all.

“生まれた日から　待っていた人　あなた
初めて知る恋の喜び　あなた
たとえどこから
嵐が来ても　２人でいれば　怖くない
あなたが抱いた白い心中を　ウルル
愛がなければ１人ぼち
どこにいても１人ぼち

生まれた日から　待っていた人　あなた
幸せとは何か？　教えて　あなた ß Omg, so sad!!!
たとえ悲しいわかれが来ても
あなたが好きよ　忘れない

波間に消える白い心中を　ウルル
愛がなければ１人ぼち
誰といても１人ぼち”

Eversince I was born, the one I’ve been waiting for is you.
The first time I knew love, it was you.
Wherever it is, even when a storm hits, we aren’t afraid because the 2 of us are together.
The white pearl that you embrace, Lululu~~~
Without love, one is always alone no matter where they are.

Eversince I was born, the one I’ve been waiting for is you.
What is happiness? Please tell me, darling.Even if we must say farewell, I will love you forever; I will never forget you.The white pearl disappears in the seawaves... LululuWithout love, one is always alone no matter whom they are with,

SAD RIGHT!?
Tell you what, the Japanese meaning is deeper and I can only translate it til this extent cos each language is unique and has various ways of making things sound the way they should be.

SEIRANSAI 09!

2009-09-21T23:25:00.000-07:00

Hey it’s been a while since the last!
So what’s been going on?
Flunked Costing, aced French (top 5%)…I feel like killing myself rather than be happy about acing the non-core module, lol.
No room for failure but **** Cost.
I hate it, I hate the stupid bloody tutor cum lecturer, please go and die, thank you.

Listening to the Double S lads again…able to recognize their voices already after liking them for quite a while now.
Seriously, I really think Kyu Jong has short tongue or something, LOL, cos whenever I hear him singing it’s like, ….hmm, how do I describe the voice of someone with a short tongue….a little hissy? LOL!
The one I first liked when I heard the Triple S subgroup was Hyung Joon AKA Baby, dunno why but I really loved the way he knew how to make the best of his facial features in front of the camera, lol.
His bro is one year older than me, LOL!!!
They look very alike, almost like twins already, but I still think Hyung Joon is better looking than Ki Bum =P

Oh, went to Seiransai on Saturday (preview).
Yup, we still have the priority to go, you know! =P
We thought it started at 9am cos it was stated in the email that it starts at 9am and ends at 1pm.
I rushed to Clementi to meet Jia Xuan, Fadzhan and Atikah. It was already 10.50am.
Got the bus 189 around 11.15am and we were like sulking that we couldn’t spend a lot of time there.
BUT!!!
When we got there…the gates were CLOSED!
The guard told us that it opens at 1pm, not 9am. WHAT THE HELL!!!
So that only had one meaning. We were freaking early instead of late! HAHAHA!!!
And darn, it was raining a lot and eventhough I tried to prevent myself from getting caught in it too much by using a Burger King brochure as an ‘umbrella’, I still got a little wet and….MY HAIR WAS RUINED!
RIGHT BEFORE THE FESTIVAL, MY HAIR WHICH WAS DONE PROPERLY AT HOME….WAS RUINED!!!
ARGHHHH~!~~!!~~~!!!
Went to West Coast Plaza to kill some spare time, walked around with Atikah cos obviously the Fadz&JX couple wanted some time alone together.

I thought it was my eyes but no, indeed I ran into quite a few NP students whom I recognize, like that ah beng from French class.
Turns out he’s taking Japanese EP, so he know of the event, haha.
Boarded 189 again and ran into Zakie in the bus (hey, he still recognizes me! Wahaha!) and I think the guy beside him was Wayne (should be him, can’t be his twin right?).
Got off and ran into Xue Qiong, the twin sisters and Yan Zhen, hahaha.

Reached the gate and…OMG, the first shounen…had this cool hairstyle!!!
He was standing at the gates with another guy and distributing flyers (ROOKIES movie again…I think it’s the continuation of last year’s movie they did cos I remember some of their names and faces….and they’re in 3rd year and are the same age as I am!!! Wooooo!).
He had this Visual Kei-ish hairstyle (Atikah disapproves cos I don’t think she likes Japanese subculture since her life seems to revolve around only Arashi, LOL!) and his name is Wakana Tomochika.
And the Okada Yuya guy, who looked so pitiful in the movie last year looked totally different with his new hairstyle which was like a Johnys’ hahaha! These shounens change fast!!! Especially their hairstyles, lol…but that Aniya guy, who was the lead last year (not sure if he was again this year) only had his hair grown a little longer and neater. Last time, it was like as if a hurricane just passed and his hair was in a total mess, hahaha.

Alright so we went to the fitting room first cos JX and Fadz wanted to look like a Japanese school couple, LOL.
We were the first and even the guys who were supposed to man the place wasn’t there yet.
So while the 2 were changing, me and Atikah were looking at the black board and reading some Japanese stuff off the table and the guy at the table came over (he seriously reminded me of Ryota, the Osaka Uni guy who asked me so much questions while at NP) and asked me “Can I take your picture?”
Hahaha, so cute, just felt like asking “Can you be my brother?” LOL!!! HAHAHAHA!!!

The haunted house people were screaming, promoting their class to our group.
But it was already 1.20pm and we were late for the school tour so we joined in after.
The 2 girls weren’t very fluent in English but hey, it’s okay =)
Lol, they saw Atikah’s arashi poster and was like fangirling, loooool!

Joined the Haunted House queue which was like, quite long but not as long as last year.
Took around half an hour.
Atikah backed out and apparently, she looked really bored and left out.
The couple were like hugging and teasing each other and I was like, staring at the classroom across, reading the Japanese instructions and thinking of……*cough* =P
Yeah guess what I was thinking of, guys. I was thinking too much that JX was like “Nadia! You were looking in front and yet you didn’t notice a hot shounen just passed!?” =P

So while in the queue me and JX keep talking about shounens in Japanese cos we thought the queue didn’t have any Japanese but LOL, the girl beside me was a Japanese =_=
Kyaaaa, so many shounens…=P
Then the 3 of us started talking about this shoujo who was walking around promoting “Handsome Suit”, their class play.
She looked ang moh-ish except for the eyes…she’s soooo fair!!!! Kyaaa, pretty, pretty, look like an actress.

Our turn.
Oh, the theme this year was haunted school. Last year was haunted hospital.
Oh my god, when the shoujo opened the door for us, it was pitch black!!!
I got reminded of last year, hehehe.
She spoke to them in English then she turned to me…and spoke Japanese, LOL!!!
But it’s okay, I understood hehe.
So we had to crawl in like how we crawled when we were at the Mouse class last year and before crawling in, the shoujo who was closing the door said to me (cos she saw me look back at her)
“お楽しみ下さい”.
Kyaaaa, when we were crawling, I think something tried to grab my arm…gosh, I quickly crawled.
The front was Fadz, JX then me (yeah, I’m at the back again T_T).
Shit, it was too dark, I couldn’t see anything…last year, at least they had some lights on (eventhough it was eerie, it was better to have lights).
And damn it, I got scared the most cos I didn’t even notice them standing beside me, and they suddenly made the “UGH!!!” sound next to my ear.
Kyaaaa!!!
Then, JX and Fadz were blocking the way and I was stuck behind…shit, I looked back and the person was coming to me….AGAIN!!!!! T___T
And that person kinda hugged me and I was like, rooted to the spot and screaming like mad until one of them pulled me away, LOL!!!
HAHAHHAA, I still find it really funny.
And damn, I was screaming everything in Japanese…guess I was scared like hell, HAHA!
I kept going “しまった”　“何だよこれ”　“うわー！マジ怖いよこれ”　“もういやだ”…zzzzzz.
Then there was this kinda cute shounen on my right…but I could only see his head, LOL! And he was like staring at me like as if he wants to kill me, LOL!!! And I went “あー！頭だ！何だこの頭？！”
His head followed me as I walked, loooool.
And to our surprise, the thing we thought was a doll on the floor, got up and started chasing us!
So that head was a form of distraction!!!
Uuuuu, I started running and when I saw the door, I quickly went to open it and said loudly (on purpose to provoke them) “うわー！やっと終わったね！バカな幽霊”.

Went out and I realized I was trembling =_=
Hehehe, so funny…but I think last year’s was much much muchhhh more scarier =S
Went to the games room and tried the yoyo again (and I said Bonjour to that ah beng friend, whom I forgot the name, hehehe).
Oh wow, none of them got any water balloons and I got…2, LOL!
So I had a green and pink and the girl was like asking me which colour I preferred and I picked pink cos seriously, even though I claim that green’s my fave colour, pink has been a primary colour since I was a kid, haha.
Yay~~ So I walked around with that thing bouncing away from my finger.
Played the hoops thing and the shounens who watched on were like “うう,もったいない！”
Hehehe, so 恥ずかしい!!! ><

Then Atikah had to leave and JX and Fadz went to the Tea Room, so I went to Xue Qiong’s group.
The ah beng I recognized from JTC was with them (I still can’t remember his name cos we hardly call names =_=) and he looked a little Japanese-y, hahaha.
So they went to the uniform room and I just went in again….

THEN!!!

RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES….
SOMEONE FAMILIAR…WEARING GLASSES, ORANGE ‘HAWAII-STRIPED’ SHIRT, FACE MASK, SLIGHTLY TANNED SKIN, NICE COMPLEXION…..

OH MY GOD…..YAGIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I totally lost my marbles and started stuttering and while I was talking to Zakie, I think he must have sensed that I was a little mad at that point of time cos I don’t even know what the hell I was talking to him.

The group went out of the class and stayed at the outside for a while and coincidentally, Yagi came out to the side of the guys toilet to answer a call.
I was like oh my god, is this like fate or what!? I so wanted to talk to him and so coincidentally he came out…ALONE.
So I told the group what I wanted to do and they stayed at the railing area outside the class.
Then he was coming back and I stopped him near the stairs area.
Omg, I didn’t know what came into me…he opened his face mask and oh, I saw his complete pretty face that was flawless though it does seem obvious that he’s growing cos he had the top of his lip shaved a little (seriously, I can’t imagine him with a moustache =_=). His lips and eyes were freaking beautiful! T_T
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

YOU KNOW WHAT I FREAKING DID!?!

I showed him our picture and he looked at it and then he started to burst out laughing a second later.
OMG, HE REMEMBERED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then we started talking.
Kyaaaa, I was sooooo happy I felt like floating to heaven, LOL!!! Just kidding! =P
Then after we were done talking, he told me his class and told me to have fun there then we waved bye bye…..ARGHHH! I’m going crazy!
Now he knows that I’ll go there every year if I could. Kyaaaaaaa, I hope he’s there again next year!!! <3

Then JX called me to find where I was and I spoke in Japanese cos I was too high and out of breath.
I didn’t realize I was shouting in the phone and I also didn’t realize a group of shounens (probably graduates from there) were staring at me and they even came over and passed by and stared at my face some more, LOL, wth!
Wait…one of them looked like a youth from the Albirex club…O_o

JX looked into the class (didn’t know if the one she saw was yagi or not) then she said I had a bad taste.
Awww, but apparently she didn’t see Yagi’s beauty cos he was wearing the face mask when she saw him.
T_T
So they went to the slime place and me and the group went to the cafeteria and god, the music was damn loud….
And heck, 2 haunted house shounens were sitting and when we entered they stared.
Shit…don’t tell me one of them is the guy I kept going “頭” at!?! LOL!
Cos they can see our faces but we can’t see them clearly.
Kinda ok luh cos in our group, all were girls except for the Japanese-y ah beng…
Fadz and JX went off first and I boarded the bus with the group.
That ah beng was jealous that I had a balloon and he didn’t, LOL!
Shit, I still cant remember his name! ><
I do remember him from the open house, where I used the power supply and unplugged his laptop and just kept saying bye so cheerfully, LOL.

So they took the bus to Orchard while I took 184 and went to buy stuff at BPP.
I think people stared a lot at me cos I was holding on to that balloon thing in my hand =_=
What? Never seen someone hold it before!? =_=
Totally fainted at home around 10 plus, I was already out =_=

OKAY, I guess I’m too high or whatever but I think I like Yagi D8
So I told Wayne that I’ll get Mizuki’s number while he gets Yagi’s for me!
HAHAHAHA, wth!
Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

Hahaha, at the atrium sitting by the side of the little ‘garden’ now, talking to a Japanese friend and complaining to him about school, LOL.
As usual, parents are mad at me for not making an appointment before coming down to school.
Wth! =_=

I know I'm in love with SS501! <3

2009-09-21T23:23:00.000-07:00

Oh my, SS501’s the cover of this month’s Teens!!!
I was at Vivo, walking, and I totally stopped dead in my tracks when I saw the cover.
KYAAAAAA!!!
And oh wow, just my luck, they were in LIFE today!!!!!
Simply love their cuteness and oh, sexy Jong Min has his hair down again, yay!
I really don’t think his Danny A.K.A John Travolta hairdo in Grease is suitable…prefer him with his hair down XD
Hyung Joon? Awww, his hair is short! T_T
But I still think 彼が一番かわいい！！！Ki Bum, his bro, resembles him a lot but he doesn’t really have the cuteness charm like what Baby possesses! 8D

Have a look at this, Baby and Horse bickering (AGAIN).
HyungJoon: You should avoid going near the stables. They’d probably mistake you as one of them and might take you in.
JongMin: (was posing ‘sexily’ with his 百十円 pose again) Put your leg down! Look at that, your leg hairs…you’re so cocky.
HyungJoon: -ignores JongMin-
JongMin: And you should shave your armpit hair, it’s so digusting.
HyungJoon about to say something in protest.
JongMin: Nevermind, I’m going to shave it all for you.

FYI, JongMin is very clean ._.

LOL!!! HAHAHAHA.
Clearly, at that time, Hyun Joong who had his legs outstrectched next to JongMin and was wearing sleeveless, looked really uncomfortable.
HAHAHAHA!!!
Kyu Joong and Young Saeng was wearing long sleeves and pants so they were minding their own business.
See how childish they are? Hahahaha.

Anyway, yeah, I’m going to have an extra semester in NP because I freaking flunked COST…badly!
Kyaaaaa…..i knew it was going to turn out bad…but not THAT bad T_T

But yeah, I did get my AD for French, as expected.
YAY!!!! Top 5%!!!!
LOL! Well, what can I say? Hehehe.

Arigatou, Komaweo, Merci~~~

2009-09-11T06:28:00.000-07:00

お早う皆！
実は今は朝じゃない、午後だ！
じゃー
こんにちは！ははは！

What a night!
In total, I received more than 30 birthday greetings! Omg, so many!!! ><
Thank you, guys, really.
Yes, I deleted my older messages from those 2 crazy friends, Clar and Kaka that dated from months before, because my inbox is full!
And Yu Feng, even though it was already 11/9, midnight, still, thanks for the sms XD
My FB wall is also full of greetings and not to mention those that came from my messengers ><
Hahaha!

And oh!

Out of all of those greetings, 3 were from overseas ^^
Yup, first one came from Japan around midnight (速いね！), ありがとう！
Second came from America! Noor!! Hope you get to eat yesterday!
Last overseas greeting came from a Canadian! Merci, mon ami!
Gosh, I had to switch to French, talking to him, and I tell you, it was freaking difficult to reply fast because French grammar is complex but on the bright side, it’s understandable.
And yeah, I replied a little slow than usual because I HAD to make sure that the sentence structures were correct because….yes….I don’t want to embarrass myself, using wrong grammar ><

Damn it, I’m literally digging my own grave by actually self-studying French and Korean at the same time.
It’s mad, really.
My study table is filled with papers in Japanese scrawls (Nope, not for studies, I just love doodling in Japanese XD), bits and pieces of Korean phrases and words almost everywhere and some intensive French notes.

Well, this is how I study Korean.
[I SHALL UPLOAD THE PIC SOON]
Yup, instead of using English words, I use Japanese instead, so that my Japanese skills won’t deteriorate.
And hey, a little tip, listen to X FM if you’re not going to bed early, say, around after midnight.
The instrumentals are great! And for those who loves Irish/Scott festive songs like myself, listen at around 1 am!
Somehow, it gives a strange feel of the medieval times. I love it!

Andddd, this is how I study French.
[I SHALL UPLOAD THE PIC SOON]
Yeah, it’s a little more intensive and serious than Korean because there’s a lot to take note of, especially the structure.
French is easy and is quite similar to English but its grammar is terribly complex T_T
And yes, there is the difference of masculine/feminine for objects in French.
Might be a little difficult at the start but after you get the hang of it, it’s quite alright.
Mostly, the pronounciation are the same but when you write it, it’s different ^^;

Ahhh, at least I’ve got English and Japanese to back me up when I’m studying these 2 languages.
Japanese and Korean are a little similar. English and French are pretty similar.
Sooo, yay~ Hahahaa, lol.

Okay!
So I stayed up til around 4 plus this morning to watch my daily dose of Double S Gong Il!
Hehehehe!
Oh my god…Jong Min is such a pervert!!!!
He can be a wild horse, I tell you! 말이 가 변태! ><
But he’s so good looking with blonde hair, kyaaaaa~~~
Seriously, he’s such a nag-king. He threatened to kick Kyu Jong if he grind his teeth or snore when sleeping but Kyu Jong reassured that only his stomach will growl if he’s hungry.
Hahahaa, cute XD
Kyu Jong has a very cute personality and I think he’s the most gentlemanly in the group.
Who else, who else?
Ah! Young Saeng! Oh my, I dreamt he called me over the phone to ask about homework!!!
What the hell!!! Hahahaha but his voice, even in my dream, was so cute!!!
Awwww <3
Hyun Joong? Gahhhhh, the arrogant exaggerating leader! ><
I wonder what would happen if those girls who thinks he is like the character he portray in Boys over Flowers…cos he’s sooooo not like that!
I feel like knocking his head sometimes, hahaha!!! Silly boy.
And Hyung Joon? Ahhh, he’s got such a sexy voice! HAHA!
He loves to act cute because he’s the youngest but also the most naïve XD

Oh well, funny thing is, mum still remembers that pv I showed her where JongMin disturbed KyuJong’s butt….HAHHAAHHA, I can’t get the image off my mind man! =P

long time

2009-09-07T02:25:00.000-07:00

HI!
Omg, it’s been soooo long since I came by in here!
Hope all’s well, yeah!

I’ve been well, well enough to dream nightmares of failing 2 modules.
Ugh.
It’s been really tough, exams.
All I can do is to hope I can pass (yeah, at least a pass for my Cost & IFA, I can’t ask for an A or whatever, it’s impossible!).

Today’s a nice day.
A little damp due to slight rain but all’s well…pretty nice to sleep in, haha.
Woke up earlier than normal, which was like around 11am, HAHA.
Initially, I just wanted to check some stuff and download some songs but I ended up doing something extra, which was, talking to my Korean friend.

OMG, it’s been soooooo long since I last spoke to him!
So, chatted with him like for around an hour plus…and I actually gave him an example of Singlish.
Hahahahaa, the way he pronounced “pang seh us sia” is like so original!
At first it sounded like “peng sey us shia” then after I told him how it sounded like, he said it very well! Especially the “sia”, hahahaha!!!
Kinda like a cute attempt actually, haha!
Complained to him that Korean is damn hard to study cos I get the spelling wrong sometimes, zzzzzz.

Oh well, on msn with Wayne yesterday lol, been a while since I crap-talk with him, haha!
We’re bored kids so we tend to get really random at times XD
Fangirled with Haruki again, this time about my favourite Thai brothers (omg, she knows about them!!!! ><) and Kim Jun.
Hahahaha!
Oh and both my senpais are on Twitter, yay!
But I doubt they’d use it as often as I would, LOL!
Nevermind, nevermind…at least I managed to talk them into it, HAHAHAHA!!!

Just wrote a journal in French earlier today and I’m wondering if it’s good enough.
Oh well~
I had initially wanted to write in Japanese but heck, I just wrote a Japanese entry last week.
And gosh, I haven’t made a move on Korean...is H.M Seonbae gonna be upset? LOL.
He’s getting his ORD from army (yes, they have it too….sad case, huh?) and I’ll be able to talk to him more, yay!!!
Daisuke’s gonna go travelling again soon…bet he’s elated about it, HAHA.
Well, I’m going away too! On Hari Raya week, so I can escape all these troublesome things in Singapore! YAY!
But I’m hoping I can go to Seiransai…hopefully I passed all my modules…cos for now, it’s really difficult to say 

Living in Singapore is such a bore and it’s a pain in the arse to keep hiding who I really am. Seriously, religion’s such a sore. Hypocritical and contradicting. I beg to differ from the other sheeps.

pourquoi?? T_T

2009-08-07T07:59:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey.
A little free right now cos some stuff are off my shoulders
~phew~

Yup, so today’s Friday…and yeah, too bad I can’t make it to this year’s NDP celebration in school.
I loved last year’s…really cool, hahaha.
The toastmasters club were simply…AWESOME 8D

So…yeah, I stayed til 4 am yesterday to actually study ALL topics for FIT.
Wow, I was surprised myself…I actually completed a semester’s worth of FIT stuff in less than a day.
And mind you, before this, I have nooooo idea what the hell those terms and shipping stuff were all about.
Haha…I always come to realize that things are actually easy…at the very last minute.
How terrible of a procrastinator am I? XD
Sometimes, I really wonder how come I’m able to study a lot (yeah, like A LOT) at the last minute. Like, I really slack most of the time and at the last minute, I start rushing and well, I must say, my brain works quite effectively under stress.
HAHA!
Yup, that happens all the time, I even studied like that for my Os…you know how people just HATE chemistry cos it’s like, quite complex and all that? Yeah, I thought so too…til I started revising by myself.
Woooooo, hahahaha….
Seriously, the phrase “when there’s a will, there’s a way” is really applicable to me.

Okay, so I went to school in formal today for the presentation and Q&A session (which I totally freaked out about cos I didn’t know what to expect…and also that’s the reason why I studied the whole FIT stuff hours before XD).
Arrived and lol, only Lywn (or however you spell his name, lol) was outside…and he told me Tom wasn’t coming cos he’s sick.
Gosh, how’s that for the breaking news?
Harin came back awhile later, really in foul mood cos his shoes broke and about Tom not coming and Yew Choong being late.
Whoah, it was kinda tense, hahaha.
Hazm had already completed his Q&A session so he kinda let us into like how it went and what were some of the stuff tutor asked.
Lol, Lywn kept pressing him, Amy, Li Xiang for the questions asked…hahaha, apparently he was quite desperate XD
And wow, I realized there was an error in one of the slides…someone mixed the stuff for negotiation B/E and discounting B/E up =S
Hahahaa, oh well, all I can say is that it went alright…not too stressed out inside XD

Went to Costing…totally had noooo idea what was going on cos my slides were empty =X

Damn, it was only me and YC left in class doing BCOMM and when we wanted to leave, I almost ran to the glass door outside cos…THERE WAS NO BLOODY LIGHTS ON! Screw the person who switched it off.
There might be the Thai ghost waiting to throw Thai notes at me or something! LOL!!!

So….went to 73 to print stuff and otw, Maggie and Shi Min was like “oh my! I didn’t even recognize you!” LOL! Was my hairstyle so different? :O
Then, in the printing shop, knocked on the door at Fadzhan’s face XD
LOL! He was like, staring at me, like blurly.
He came in and stared at my face and was like “………….” LOL!!!
He was stunned at my hairstyle too…zzzzzzz….
Oh and steffi said I looked adorable with this hairstyle…awwww, thanks thanks hahahaa..but seriously, there isn’t anything special about it.

Oh damn.
Was walking and damn damn damn damn damn it.
HE walked past.
DAMN IT!!! I wasn’t expecting to run into him….arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
He was wearing black again…..gahhhhh….too….good….looking….to….be……true! T_T
Sheeeeesh!
I think I gawked…yeah, I definitely did.
And my heart kinda stopped beating for a second or two.
Andddd I kept saying “oh shit, oh shit, oh shit” and almost hit the wall.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

ahaha!

2009-08-06T07:43:00.002-07:00

Nothing much today.

There was a Thai lady and her little daughter queing up behind me in KFC, lol.
And...I got excited. LOL!!!

Hahahhaa, I dunno....maybe it's just me.
But I really love the word "laew"!!
Especially when Pirath and Pichaya says it....hahaha!
Okay, back to topic.
So, she kept saying "Mai dai khaa" and her daughter was like "Me khaa~~~"
Awwwww, so cute!!! =P

Hahaha...
what else?
Nothing else, lol.
Got home and opened a letter which was addressed to me.
Lol, it says that I am in the top 10% of Malay students who're pursuing tertiary edu and I'm invited to some stuff with that Indian minister as guest of honour...zzzzzz

Righttttt....
Are you sure you're addressing it to the correct person?
LOL!

Sometimes...should I even hope?
Miracles aren't your typical everyday thing you'd experience.

oh well~~~~

2009-08-06T07:43:00.001-07:00

Ahhh, 1.08am now!
Listening to one of my Westlife CDs, Allow Us To Be Frank.
The Way You Look Tonight playing right now…really love Mark’s sexehhh voice and Shane’s cute voice XD

“Lovely, don’t you ever change, keep that breathless charm, won’t you please arrange it? Cos I love you just the way you look tonight~~~” lol.
I can get pretty lol-able cos I listen to many love songs. Hahahaha!
What’s wrong with listening to those kind of songs??
For all I know, the songs are nice, lyrics are good and it helped to boost my vocabulary for feelings XD

Okay!
1.23 am now! 8D
Gonna splurge $$$ this Saturday…plan to watch movie at Vivo and go to Orchard Royal dunno-what-hotel for buffet.
I think I’m gonna go bankrupt, spending most of my money on luxurious food.
And oh, wine is not even inclusive….YET! XD

Darn it, I was slightly high in class yesterday all because of that ‘hopeful encounter’.
*sigh*
Generally, I don’t go gaga easily for guys cos I’m like, surrounded by them everyday?
But….but…..butttttttttttt why did I went all cold like I had no blood running in my veins when I saw him?!
*cries*
WHY? TELL ME WHY?! *imitates Jae Jin’s cry*
Hmm but I kinda discovered something today, lol, his eyebrows are nice. LOL!!!!! Wth!!!
I dunno..but he doesn’t seem like your typical everyday guy you’d see.
How do I put it into words?
Erm, well, his hairstyle kinda stands out from the other Chinese guys, that’s for sure. It’s…wavy O_O
Uhhhh, I guess we’re similar in a way….almost every single time I see him, we’re wearing black tees, lol.
Oh damn….whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! T_T
And that time, I think he just finished CLAW class or something? The tutor, who was my BLAW tutor last semester, talked to me so it’s like, I was stuck behind him =_=
The worst?
I think I’m mad. Don’t tell me I’m beginning to……NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
Snap out of it! *shakes self*
Okay, whatever~
I’m just going to leave things as it is…unless something happens, which is of course, insane and impossible, so I think I’ll drop the matter.
Yeah.

Okay, what should I do now? I’m bored, lol.
Hmmm, probably watch some lame stuff or something before turning in. I’m not involved in presenting for Bcomm tmr soooooo yeah, kinda like an off day cos there’s no IFA lecture.
I dunno whether I should fret or should I be happy, lol.
Ahahahaha, alright.
Done my crap talk here at 2 am.

OMG!!! x_x

2009-08-04T20:45:00.000-07:00

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!

why did i ever hope for it to happen in the first place?! T_T

well, i was actually hoping he'd board the same bus...omg, he did.
and i totally went blank in the bus! gahhhhh!!!

and what the hell?
he stood near where i was sitting and he was kinda like, hugging the pole or something.
SHEESH! and i couldnt look up cos if i did, i'd see his face!
arghhhh! i think i went all red!!! T___T
darn it.
he's so damn good looking =S

and darn it again, we got into the same lift and alighted at the same floor (CLAW class i think)
arghhhhhhhhh~~~

I CAN'T BELIEVE I REACTED THIS WAY!
darn it.

Tax tutorial, off i go~

nothing to talk about

2009-07-06T20:43:00.000-07:00

Dunno what to blog about.

Still sick and heck, I feel so lazy to go to school tomorrow.

Am loving jazz so much...and I appreciate all of Shunichi's works.

Changed the music here...kinda sick of the same song. =_=
There's one random Korean song in it cos I love the tune...ahaha.

What else?
Wanna say big thank you(s) to 両親 for taking care of me, Noor 'asian-lover' for going on and about with the randomness even when I'm not in the mood and Daisuke-kun for the concern about my condition.

Okay....gonna catch the Thai drama that's gonna start soon.
That's all for today.

sick...

2009-07-05T07:51:00.000-07:00

Wow, it’s been a long time since I wrote in here.
Okay, so what’s new?

I think I screwed up 2 major modules…darn it, I’m so disappointed I could die =_=
Life has never been so difficult.
How I wished I am a lot smarter…
*sigh*

Turns out my BIT friend screwed 2 modules as well…ahhh, we are similar, don’t you think?
But he seems to always look at the bright side of things, unlike me.
Ahhhh, and darn it, I feel so upset I think I might’ve spread some gloom as I walk past people.
Haha.
And I didn’t talk so much to my classmates, like, I think I could’ve counted how many words actually came out from me this week to them…less than 15 words!

Wow.

Being upset is one thing, but getting sick is the other matter that made me hostile.
I wasn’t enthusiastic (okay, like I ever was =_=) and I totally ignored them at certain points.
Yeah, I’m sick, alright.
Not that swine flu thingy, no. I got caught in the rain while going to school on Tuesday.
Yeah, so while I was upset + sick on Friday, I just kept quiet…and I kinda ignored Harin and Hazm a little too much. Ouch.

So, while ‘in pain’ during FIT, Daisuke, talked to me cos he saw my “頭がフラフラ”…wow, talked to him from 11 plus til almost 4pm.
Thanks for the concern =)

What happened after?
Waited around an hour at the school of IT and set off to Canadian International’s stop.
Made a stop at Queensway cos I was too early…would’ve loved to go up and visit grands but I was running short of time.
‘Fainted’ at the school’s stop and I kinda stared into the face of this Japanese kid. LOL!
Mum found me, slumped in a corner there like I was gonna die and she gave me some panadol to help me fend off some heat in me.

Took a bus to Orchard and went into Royal Scott’s for our dinner (for me, it was my only meal for the day cos I didn’t have anything in school before).
Ah, I was tucked into a chair…you know, like those dining etiquette thingy…

Wow, the place was kinda luxurious and hell, the lobsters are freaking huge!
I took some sushi platters and omg, it was like one of the best sushi I’ve had! Like around 20 minutes later, my ex-supervisor and ex-colleague, who’re both mum’s colleagues, joined us.

I ate too much chocolate and omg, the double mousse cake was EXCELLENT!
I tried crème brulee too but sheesh, it was just TOO sweet for me…gahhhh.
The roasted chicken was blissful, I took mushroom sauce with it…and oh, the chicken rice? Omg, it was hilarious! The rice was rolled into this tiny ball and I was like *stares at mum’s plate*
HAHAHAHA!
Took a hell load of strawberries and marshamallows and dunked them into the chocolate fondue…omg, it was so nice.
Of course, everything was of high quality…it’s $60 per person, mind you…
Oh, I love the tiny green macaron on my so called tiramisu. Hell, it doesn’t even taste like tiramisu, HAHA!
There were wine bottles all around but I’m underage, LOL!
Well, I doubt those Filipino waiters and waitresses would know anyway XD

My god, my ex-supervisor was like saying I’m gonna get a Japanese or Korean guy…loooool!
I almost choked on the crab I was eating.
Nah…I don’t wanna think of such stuff now.
Platonics work very well for me and I don’t wanna spoil it.

Sooooo I went to the polyclinic yesterday and omg, mum and I had to wear face masks cos I was sick and they checked my temperature thrice!
We had to go to a special place and woooo the queue was sooo short!
How cool is that?!
So, I’ve got 4 days MC and I’m still feeling unwell right now =_=
Slept most of the time…watched harry potter…and went to sleep again.

And today, I changed my pm to “気分が悪い” and Daisuke talked to me cos he said he was worried when he saw that.Awww, merci beaucoup pour le concern, mon ami =)
Hmm, turns out that Nori, the funny guy, is Daisuke’s schoolmate and team mate for their club.
What a small world.
And I figure..they should be smart-ass guys cos well, they’re from the ‘Harvard’ of Japan afterall.
Hahaha…
But the funny thing is…they don’t really seem hardworking O_O
I wonder how people like them actually manage….I’m so envious! Hahahaha!

I TAKE BACK MY WORDS, BABY!

2009-06-24T02:34:00.000-07:00

I take back my words!
NOOOOoooooooo!
I’m not admitting defeat!!!! You’re just friend! A little more special, but that’s all there is to it!
Wooooo! I’ve finally sorted this out!
I’m NOT going to fall for guys so seriously!!!!
Cos it has always been like, I’m surrounded by guy friends cos I’m like a tomboy and platonic relationships rocks cos guys are able to stay up late (unlike those weakling type XD)! 8D
Grrrr…. HAHAHA!
Loooool.

Okay!
So I’m loving all of my senpais! *gushes*
Love love loveeeee them so much =D
They’re the ones who make life so much fun and introduce me to a world no typical student would ever know if they don’t actually travel much.
In other words, they’re experienced, baby ;D
Wooooo! It’s such a big world out there…they’ve got so many stories to share.
Wow, just…wow!

Alrighty, so I just got to know this uber HILARIOUS guy from Hokkaido and sheesh!
His English is sooooooo American! Like, I can tell how he reacts is totally American style.
Very funny…and I can’t stop laughing at his funny essays about feeling like he has “no brains when he reads other people profiles” or just talking about his lips changing colour.
OMG, it was so freaking hilarious, I almost fell off my chair, laughing.
He’s totally not like any other of my shounen friends cos he’s really good inspite of not pursuing further studies in college! He loves being goofy and well, he DOES look like a joker guy XD
Oh and he had this one thing about “not liking studies and who in their right mind would love studying, yet there are those really smart people who the teachers really love”…omg, epic!
He thinks I’m studious but helllllll no, I’m sooo lazy to study and I feel like im gonna be classified under “cmi” soon =P
And you know what?! All this while, I THOUGHT HE WAS A GIRL!!! OMG! O_O
Yeah!!! Hahahaha!!! Cos he’s soooo fair and has this cool layered haircut + light brown coloured hair.
Doesn’t that sound like a girl kind of hairstyle to you?! Okok, more like those Japanese singers. XD
He strangely reminds me of Nishikawa Takanori though =P *plays Invoke*
It was kinda sad cos I only got to talk to him for around 45 minutes… T_T
Look forward to talking to him again but then again, drats, how would I know if he’s on when he’s constantly appearing offline?!!
Do I have to like, stupidly go “hello!”??
Looooool

Sooooo, what did I do today?!
Got on like around 11.30 or so? Checked my mail cos Noor will be leaving for Syria soon, and we kinda have difficulties being on at the same time (yeah, cos it’s like day in SG and night in America).
Soo replied her mail, and omg, it was freaking long, wonder if she would go O_O
Hahaha!

What else, what else?
Oh! Daisuke got on like around 12plus and we talked and talked til omg, you guys won’t believe it but we talked about fruits and ramen!
Hahahaha!!! Funny eh? XD
We were talking about the weather first…Tokyo was 28 deg and when I said SG was 32 deg, he was like “OMG I lost!! D:”
Fruits!!! Can you imagine?! Talking about fruits and getting excited about mangosteens?! LOL!
And he spelt ‘rambutan’ as ‘lambootan’ OMG, I totally LOL-ed at that XD
Then we talked about weird stuff, like him and his addiction for ramen or karaoke-ing to relief stress…and me with my “talking to myself in a different language”….Hahahaha!!!
Then there was one fruit, persimmon, he told me the name was “kaki” and when I said “kaki” means “leg” in Malay, he was like “OMG! So if I said “I ate kaki” means “I ate leg”??!”
Hahahaha!!! Looooool!
He’s like super free…I mean, he WAS in the lab but he was talking to me about all these.
How I envy him cos his course seems sooooo relax….sheesh!
Unlike ours….SLOG LIKE HELL SIA! XD
Sheeeeesh! =_=

Then, talked to Nori around midnight and when I said “konbanwa” he replied “wanbanko” LOL!
It took me a while to figure what the hell did he mean…HAHAHA!
Actually it’s ‘konbanwa’ spelt the opposite way!
He says that young Japanese guys like to use that as joke…looooool!
He hails from Todai, one of the prestigious uni in Japan and even the Osaka daigaku people who came the other time, Ryota, told me that Todai is far more better than Osaka daigaku.
Woooo…but I wonder between Todai and Keio..which is better.
I’ve always had the impression that Todai was the best cos of YamaPi’s Jdrama, Dragon Zakura, but then, eversince Atikah kept rambling on and on that Sho was from Keio, possibly the best daigaku around, I was like…
BUT! Whenever I talked about Waseda to my Japanese friends, they’ll be like “oooohhh! That’s a good school!”
Okayyyyyy…..
Erm, so which is better? O_o

Wooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!
People, let’s all go “Wooooooooo!!!!”
Hahahaha! I must be going mad…helppppppp T_T

Lovely day

2009-06-21T07:36:00.000-07:00

How can you ever stop a lass from falling for her ideal lad?
When he possesses many qualities that fits her prescriptions?
How can a lass love a lad who lives on the other side of the world?
When she has to sacrifice her sleep just for him?
How can the lad love a melancholic?
When she had never had an optimistic view of life?

I wonder what made you such a romantic gentleman who's able to make a melancholic's life ever so beautiful, lover boy =P

Your 'magic' have given such warmth that even a withered rose have transformed into a lively one.

I've gone crazy for you, baby~~~

絶対彼氏!!!

2009-06-20T01:55:00.001-07:00

ね、ね、皆―！
このJドラマ見たことがるの？「絶対彼氏」
最近、シンガポールのテリビ、夜の１１時３０分に、そのドラマがあるよ！

うわー！
今日は最初だ！
うう、とっても～～～かわいいと思うよ！
彼女の彼氏はずいぶんカッコいいと優しくても、なんか。。。可愛いらしい！「笑」
そのドラマをもっと見る時に、だんだん好きになちゃってよ！
私もそんな彼氏が欲しくて～～～　「笑」
すごくカッコいいとやさしいと可愛いらしいの人。
あー！も一つ特徴忘れた！セックシー！　ははは！！！
いつも『大丈夫』を聞いてとか、『お帰り！』を言ってとか、心配してるとか。。。
なんか、いいね？完璧の恋。
可笑しいよね、これ。「笑」
まぁ、まだ会えないね、こんな男のこと。

えとー
昨日、日本人の友達、ノリ－くんと一緒にチャットしました。
ははは、彼はとても面白いの人だ！
まちがいない！
いつか彼のこと一緒に電話を話せ。
彼だけじゃない。
セイ－くんも！そのアラビア語が好きの人。
カナダ人の友達、リス、もチャットしました。
うわー！彼の日本語がすごく上手と思うよ！
チャットの後で、「YOUTUBE」を見ました！ゴルーフとマイクのすごく大家！
うわああああああああ～！
私は二人が好きですけど、もし一人だけを選ぶ、ゴルーフを選らん！
どうしてお兄さん？
えとー
これは難しい。。。けど。。。彼の特徴は最高！「笑」
ははは！

あー！！！
見て！今朝の２時４０分だ！！！しまったー！
明日、いいえ、後で早おきて。。。やばい。。。もう、眠い！
今日の日記はここまでよ。
またね！おやすみ！(こんな暑い天気で、寝てはダメじゃん？？うう、暑い！)

Shashin!!

2009-06-17T01:19:00.000-07:00

HeyHeyHey!

Woooo!
Just finished talking to another Japanese friend.

So cute...their replies make me ROFL sometimes.

Especially those replies like "You're flattering me =O" *shy emoticon*

LOL!!!

I just said their English is good and they think I'm flattering them?

Hahaahaha, they probably don't know the correct word or something. XD

Seriously...shounens....are.....very.....modest! O___O

When I say it's good, it IS good okayyyyy, I don't say it when I don't mean it~ XD

Ohhh I just remembered something hilarious....ytd when i called my grand's...my grand passed to aunt and she was like....laughing guiltily (ok, that spelling seem a little weird... O_o) and she said "i haven't written it yet...tomorrow I'll write...haha!" and i was like...hahhhh? O_o

Apparently, she was talking about writing to her Thai friend and asking them for their children's contact for me....LOL! She's the type of aunt who really likes it and goes to such extents just to see her niece/nephew succeed in life...now, ain't that COOL? =P

Anyway!

Just bored and I dunno what to blog about....soooo, I found some pix to put up.

HAHAHAHAAHA! LOL.

Streetfest...nope, I didn't go but the pix were shared with me by a friend =)

The Versailles Hizaki is nice...

There were also AnCafe donners (THIS IS NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH THE FRENCH WORD "DONNER", LOL!)

Then, here we have the Diru and the Versailles together...Too bad no phantasmagoria luhhh~

And of course, my friend did dress up for the event as well...own style... =)

Hmm, I love this bracelet. Dunno why, but it's kinda....cool..? XD

Oh and these are some pix which I took during the last vacation...

This is like some jelly with cream and sliced grape and I dunno what those purplish flaky things are named...something like....gahhhh i dont know XD

A top view....

Anddd another view....

Voulez vous un peu chocolat gateau? =P

Hm, or would you like some chilli crab? =P

Or this weird chocolate cream that is equivalent to eating air, cos it's sooo light? XD

Or some peanuts, maybe? Oooops, seems like this was already nicked by the monkey XD

TOO BAD! =P

And who the hell is this?! Hahahaha, had to wear scarf around the neck cos it's freakin cold outside...woooooo~ But...lol, wore Tshirt on another day...wth...HAHAHA!

Hmmm, the temperature on the day I wanted to take a picture of the reading....wasn't as cold as other days when i just ignored it....LOL! 14deg is like the average temperature, it once dropped to 10deg. Woooooo!!! =D

Random..hahaha!

I love this pants!

Trying out another set of pants at another place...I didn't buy this one though cos I don't like white pants! LOL!

One Monday after French class...luckily I didn't slip or something while taking this photo, HAHA. It was raining...super heaviliy before, while we were in class, watching a hilarious French movie.

Love my shoelaces? Hahahaah, the left shoe has white laces while the right has black XD

Took these during one of Costing makeup tutorial...I remembered that that was the only topic I didn't really pay attention during Costing cos calculating wages and salaries aren't really tough.

The bookmark's given by my English teacher in Sec4...kinda plain, but cool cos it has a FLOWER.

Took this picture of the sky when I was doing the laundry in one of my balcony XD

Yeah...and this one, I took it while I was in the bus, passing by Clarke Quay area. It strangely reminds me of the place Saiki showed me at Notre Dame...hmm, did SG copied the architecture?

Oh and speaking of him, hahahhaa (Webcam!)! He's my フランス語の先生と特別の友達！

Woooo, my fingernail changes colour super easily...this was taken on a very cold rainy day.

If the nails change colour, even my palms too! =O

Ahhhh there was once....the NTUC worker actually swung a crate (YES, THAT FREAKING HEAVY CRATE WHERE THEY PUT JUICE CARTONS IN!) and it hit my hand....freaking painful, it swelled so much shortly after and I couldn't even grab hold of the fish I wanted to buy properly! Grrrrr.....

Wooo, this is on Mum's workdesk! 目は心の鏡！

A tree at the hospital!!! LOL! What do you think of my photography skills eh? =P

I took this picture at Expo...hahaha, cute right (though the dress are kinda weird cos of the frills, LOL!!)

CAUTION! Hot!!! hahahaha, seoul garden lunch XD

Crème glacée, anyone? =P caution, you might get slight headache XD

This cat is quite spooky...though it says "Good Luck" in Chinese on its head, it freakin scared the hell outta me when I was watching Arashi in Haunted Elevator one morning, around 3am, when it suddenly fell next to me with its loud bell clanking inside....phew~

Going home after one of our JTC sessions....crapping all the way til Shell station.
Lol, Jia Xuan...

Okonomiyaki without the AUTHENTIC sauce sux~ =P

Im dead tmr...

2009-06-11T02:06:00.002-07:00

Oh shiatz….
TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!
OMG!
I’m soooo dead if I can’t clinch the deal tomorrow.
Ohhhh shiatzzzz….this sounds so business-like, don’t you think?
Seriously…if I don’t get the deal tomorrow, my dream of making some money during this short break will be goneeeeee…
BUT!!!
If I’m able to get it, it’s like the saying “Killing two birds with a stone”!
Yeahhhh…that is IF the other person PAYS me as well….zzzzz.
Awww, come on, how can the other person free load?!
I mean…their culture doesn’t really encourage free-loading right??
Yeah, cos I’m not volunteering, I’m providing service!
Service that’s of good quality cos it’s built up in my brain from all these years of study.
I’m certified too! LOL! And if you don’t believe in it….
C’mon, you wouldn’t wanna think Cambridge is some low class place that issues fake certs right?! Hellllo~~~
And ohhhh man…if they DO freeload, it’s not fair for me right?!
I mean…I spent hours typing and collating the notes, and if they don’t pay me...
I’ll be left totally speechless dudeeeeee~

Oh well…watched some random Phillipines show which had Kristine Hermosa in it.
Hahaha…but seriously, I prefer her acting with Jericho Rosales (A.K.A Echo).
Hmm, watching some Malaysian drama now…LOL, I’m freaking bored =_=
Lalalala~~~

Ohhhh…..seriously, wearing eyeliner for double lidded eyes are a painnnnn.
I still don’t get how to apply it (YEAH, AFTER HOW MANY YEARS OF LIVING?! =P) without having it like, smudged after a few hours…
Hmm, I wonder how those people with single eyelids go for operations just to get double eyelids.
I mean…ouch, doesn’t it hurt? And how the hell do the surgeons operate?
What, make an incision to have a line on the eyelid?
Owwwww…the pain people go through to get something they want, and not what they need.

Anyway, my knees hurt. LOL!
The bruises are still clear, but it’s fading….fast.
My knees hurt cos I think the hit from last time kinda bent that part of my bone…?
Okay I don’t know how to explain it =P
Clearly, when I touch my knee, I can feel the ‘dent’. HAHA!
I’m sooooo careless! =_=

彼の心聞きたい。

COST CT OVERRRRR

2009-06-11T02:06:00.001-07:00

Wooo~~ Common test is over!
Today’s paper was…gahhh, I don’t know how to describe it.
Just….okay, nevermind.
Forget it XD

So!
After Costing paper….went to the library to check out some books.
Maggie said ‘Bonjour’ behind me but I didn’t know she was talking to me, so I totally ignored (plus I had music blasting in my ears).
LOL, she WAS talking to me…hahaha!!!
Okay, so we chatted a while and I went to the library while she went to I don’t know where XD
Poured over some books and left around half an hour later.

Went to BPP to buy some groceries and some juices.
OMG…you know what?! I ended up carrying 5 bags of freaking heavy juice boxes and groceries!!!
Yeah…it all started cos mum wanted me to buy the new berry juice, and I noticed it was like, 2 for a cheaper price! A discount!!!
So I bought her berry juice and orange juice.
I wanted to buy myself the wolfberry and carrots juice but when I saw the price of the carrot, orange and apple juice (yeap, 3 of those fruits/vege in 1 carton of 2litres! XD), I went for it instead.
Bought soya milk…2 huge 1 litre cartons as well, cos…for the same reason, there was a discount!
By the time all 5 cartons of juices were in the basket, my arm felt like snapping XD
Andddd, I bought bananas!
Mum wanted another set of orange juice but it was too heavy! So I rang her up and she said it was okay, I could buy it another day…
Then…omg, the orange juice was on discount!! So I bought 2 of the 1.5litre bottles of juice and wowwww, my arm felt like falling off its hook (shoulder blade)!
I wanted to surprise her, so I didn’t tell her that I bought the juices =P
Boy, was she shocked when she came home! XD hahaha!

Hmm..oh..i did it again.
Talked to 3 Japanese AGAIN! Wooooo!
This time, it’s not the same people as before.
Talked to Taku-senpai…and while talking, I had this notification that someone added me….wow, a new friend.
She’s Japanese and she’s living in UK now. Omg….you guys should see her academic qualifications!
She even managed her own solo exhibition at a gallery in Kyoto before! How cool is that?!
She asked me to help her with this one sentence that she wanted to interpret into English, and when I helped her out, she was like sooooo thankful, I was taken aback!Whoah, thanks a lot for treating me like that =P I’m honoured!
Ringokun, another friend, signed in and we talked (his test ended today too! Hi5!)…whoah….he showed me this flash app on the firework fest that was held at his hometown before.
OMG! The fireworks were DAMN, FREAKING MASSIVE!!!
I was like O_O when I saw the flash app!
Wow, so much for talking so much Japanese in a day huh?
My tongue is all twisted now…gotta untangle it =P HAHAHA okayyyy, that sounds kinda….freaky =X

Friday’s coming….gotta go prepare notes for my would-be students….hopefully it’ll turn out OK.

Je t'aime beaucoup! WHO?!!?

2009-06-08T20:01:00.000-07:00

今日は本当にもっと～もっと～～～緊張しています！！
金曜日は私の第一の授業だ！うわああー！！！！怖ぇ～～～！
しまった！
これは本当に怖ぇ～！

さあ～～
がんばります！YESSSS!!!! ^^;

A long winding path
Where will it lead?
Without hesitating much
Nor reading into it,
A soul so foolish
Stride with great pride.
Where will it finish?
The answer is far from sight.

Put up a brave front,
Gather the courage to proceed
To dream a wish that one can never grant
Being able to meet
The only one that you ever need.

Alone, Cold, Frightened
Just as all hopes were about to disappear,
A warm, friendly glow brightened
A blurry silhouette started to appear.
Focused, determined, curious,
A distant neither far nor near
The melancholic felt meticulous.
Unstable and uncertain, trying to hear,
As the 2 drew closer, more and more,
The words, forming a sentence so mere,
“Je t’aime beaucoup, mon trésor”

Okayyyy...whadddahell was I thinking when I wrote those?!
LOL!
Atiqah! Look! I'm done with it! *points up*
Wahahaha XD

I seriously....need......to STUDY!
COST ACCOUNTING IS SOOOO OMYGOSHHHHHHH T_T
Dr Work In Process
Cr Manufacturing Overhead Control

Blablablah~ Omg, so many calculations.....my head's gonna fall off! XD

Ou allez vous?

2009-06-07T21:41:00.000-07:00

これは　これは！
日本語で日記を書いて　久しぶりですね！
やっとパスコーンに、東アジアの言語「日本語」「韓国語」とフランスのフランス語備えました！

うわあー！！やっとねぇ～～～～！＾＾；

Okay! Great!
I’m left with only one paper, Cost Accounting!
Today’s Taxation was….nahh I don’t know how to describe it.
I knew I made a couple of mistakes here and there but I think I should be able to pass it XD
*cough cough* unlike IFA, which I’m sooo certain I’m flunking cos I KNOW my GST question got screwed up.
At least I managed to do Company Accounting though XD
Andddd of course, as usual, I didn’t even have the TIME to look at the theory questions…LOL!
How pathetic is that?!

Anyway!
It was kinda funny….I can’t believe it either but seriously, yesterday, I was chatting with 3 Japanese guys, all at once! I was like….whattttt??
Cos usually it’s like I’m talking to 1 at a time, not like this…3, yes, 3!!!
And the funny thing is that (okay, Taku-senpai was away, so I ignored his ‘presence’ XD) all 3 of them are from different regions…XD
Hahahaha!

Oh but they’re all University students, so our age gap isn’t really that far~
Sooooo…I was talking to this new guy, Sei.
OMG, like finally I get to chat with him in JAPANESE!!!
Yeah…cos when I knew him, I haven’t installed the stoooopid language pack on the com, so we kept communicating in English.

Oh mannnn he’s major sounds so fun!!! Unlike my course…..which is like what he said, “practical”… T_T

He’s an interesting person! And omg…he’s like the 3rd friend I’ve got who hails from Tokyo, other than Taku-senpai and erm…one more person….I forgot her name!

Gahhh, she doesn’t come online too often recently…so I kinda forgot her name =X

Yeah…so the other 2 guys were Hiroki-senpai and Kodai-kun.
Seriously…Hiroki-senpai made me turn green cos of what he said….he’s going to Washington Uni in Sept!!!
Isn’t that cool or what?!
And Sei is going to study in Middle East!!!
Sheeeeesh!!! Where on earth do they find the money to be able to afford such expenses??? T_T
I wanna study outside SG!!! T_T
*sigh*

Je ne suis pas contente, tu me manques~ T_T

STRESSED

2009-06-05T05:03:00.000-07:00

Haiiiiii~~~
Been really, extremely busy these couple of days.
Rushed a 20-page report of 5100+ words…started on Wednesday, submitted today, Friday.
Phew, really hectic!
This is the result of a group-full of procrastinators….tsktsk.
4 members, 1 gave like around 10% contribution (like, hell yeah!! Slack like nobody’s business, dude! =_=) and another, wrote bullshit not even worth a page. Tsk!
So me and another group member spent like hours and hours writing most of it.
Seriously, I guess it was luck that I was in their group, cos I usually write loadsssss of words to crap and crap about whatever we’re supposed to crap on.
So, around more than 2000 words from me and the remaining was by my other member.
Sheesh!!! Why the hell do I have freeloaders in my group anyway?!

In the end, we were still rushing the report after FIT class at Ourspace.
And there you go…all those colourful, wonderful and pleasant vocabulary started to pour out from my team member.
Yeah, all those swear words and all that….LOL! I’ve never seen him so heated up like that before~
Woooooo~~~ Chill bro!

The REAL definition of STRESS:

Wth…the worst thing that made me want to scream and chuck the notebook to the wall?
Friends who have like nothing to do and go “ANNYEONG” or just asking me stuff like “Whassup” or some stupid thing which I don’t want to hear at that moment “Khun so cute” on MSN.
Sheesh!!!
Seriously!!! Can’t you guys see that I’ve got BUSY mode on?!?!
BUSY! BUSY! BUSYYYYY!!! *sigh*

I was so pissed….wth….so free arh?! Walao…so free then do other thing la, why talk to me when I don’t want to be disturbed sia?!
Grrrrrr….so pissed off!!!
Think I so free like you all arh? =_=
Okok, quit it with the horrible Singlish…!!! *sigh*

Okay….people might say that I’m weird from being stressed even when the project have been submitted.
But hey!!!
I’m stressed about TOMORROW’S ACCOUNTING PAPER!!!!!
!@*$)@!%%#(%*&@!!!!!!!!!!!
HAVEN’T EVEN STARTED REVISING, WTH! DIE LA! OHHHHH SHIATZZZZZZ!!!!! T_T

lol....

The answer

2009-05-19T00:12:00.000-07:00

The Answer

In a state of trance
Where no senses respond
Wrapped in a blanket of warm colours
That unfreezes this cold lair
Or more commonly known as: Heart

Stop the time, if you must.
Enjoy the silence,
The absence of seconds ticking
Preserving moments that we hold dear to
Not elapsing, til the end of time.

Cold, extremely cold.
Shivers break free
Warm, gathering much of it,
Heartbeats, pumping joyfully
Tenderness that’s able to become,
Become an addiction,
A craving, one longs for.

You astound me,
Serenading with such poise,
Melting a heart of steel,
You’ve played your cards well, challenger.

Your words, my friend,
As essential as a remedy
Worthy of healing critical ailments.
Your sentences, my dear,
Shall never leaveme
For you, my love, are the key to the door of miracles.

Gahhh! Seriously, I’ve become nuts, writing such things.
Someone, knock me back into reality, please!
I know, it sounds really weird but I kinda like how it describes….anyway, forget it.
It’s not that it’s worth anything valuable in life.

For long, I’ve dwelled in darkness
Searching for the ray of hope
Despite being lost in a maze
Where there is only one in a million possibilty of an exit.

You came for me,
Rescuing me from unseen circumstances
That might lurk any corner.
I’m blinded by your very presence
You extinguished the sadness
And revived the happiness.
How can I ever thank you for doing so?

i'm THAT good?!

2009-05-19T00:11:00.001-07:00

Woooo~~
Today’s French class was AWESOME!
I kinda break out a little cos I’ve been too quiet even when I know the answers to the questions posed in class.
So…I answered on behalf of everyone (who knows and doesn’t know).
Alright the sentence was “Je voudrais un Tshirt bleu pour ma soeur (or however you type the second and third letters)”
He asked whether anyone knew what it meant…and well, since the class was like half dead and had this ‘oh-man-this-class-sux!- face, I answered.
Ahhhh, he looked really relieved when someone actually took the INITIATIVE to answer~
Wooo, I hope it will help me get my AD! XD
Then, when it was me and Maggie’s turn to do the oral conversation thingy in front of him, woooo, does he look really pleased!=D
There you go, smooth sailing, as always XD

Oh! And I wasn’t trying to be mean or anything, but after our turn, Nic and that ah beng guy went ahead. They asked me how to pronounce this and that and when they got out, gahhhh, that ah beng guy is VERY HILARIOUS!
I heard him with the “vous” and all the “ou”s and it sounded really cute! The 3 of them (tutor included) laughed a lot at his attempt, and I kinda laughed a little too, cos it sounded too cute already! XD

Awww, someone GUESSED my identity correctly today!
We were heading to Makan Place to get some juices and we were talking about Korean stuff,…and it eventually got to Nick Khun.
That’s where I was EXPOSED!
“hmm, you know, you look like Thai..seriously, I always go to Thailand and you look like a Thai”
OH GOSH! How the hell did she managed to get that right?!
Seriously, in this almost 18 years of living, people have mistaken me as Chinese or Eurasian…this is the FIRST time someone guessed my originality CORRECT! =D
*faints in disbelief XD*

Ohhhh!!!
And I’ve got another praise yesterday….awwww…..i’m so pleased with my hardwork XD
“ていうか、日本語上手ですね！”
Yessssss, thank you, thank youuuuuu~! =D
This guy here, we kinda went a little crazy about JOHNYS yesterday…HAHA!
He’s 19 and taking something like those agricultural/horticultural course in college.
Yayyyy!! I’m soooo happy! =D

Anyway, I might sound happy, but inside…I just got freaked out cos of a nightmare I had while taking a nap earlier on.
Gahhhhh…it’s always set at the same place! T_T
My heart could almost drop out of position! XD

the player

2009-05-19T00:10:00.000-07:00

Darn, I’m so into Shinee!
I like all of them, and I can’t stand the cuteness radiating from Onew and his cute-sy smile =D
Everyone of them is hawt in their own ways, like how Jong Hyun has this lovely voice for singing XD

The Player

Let’s dream of the impossible
Achieving miracles and going beyond limits
Of the foolish people,
Who realise not what can be accomplished
With such strong will power.

Gathering light speed,
Getting all the essentials,
You and I know that
It’s possible to carve out possibilities from the impossible.

Thus, we shall embrace what’s to come
With utmost sincerity and concern
That none others would ever have emitted
In their years of living in this unfair world.

In this lifetime,
Chances come and go
Like the continuous trend of seasons
Changing, every few months.
I hope our chances lasts as long.
As long as an ever lasting spring-like season
Where we’ll always be given the greatest opportunity
To seek and to love
For an eternity.

Are you able to heal this melancholic?
To supply limitless care and extreme gentleness?

Indeed, forever is fornever.
Optimists, the winners,
Life is not as complete and lovely as it may seem.
Pessimists, the losers,
There’s a way,
A way not known to many others…
The impossible shall always be impossible unless tweaked by the best players.

Are you just another player, playing with hearts and skipping the clubs, diamonds and spades?
Defeatless, glorified, an expert?
Play it, risk it, give the melancholic another view of life.
A view so great, it turns an unbeliever, a believer.
Revert me, dearest.

The melancholic shall never fall for anyone unless the player plays his cards well~

Overstressed, overworked

2009-05-12T21:04:00.000-07:00

That’s it.
This is the end of Nadia, the once called ‘independent, intelligent and confident’ girl.
Let’s welcome her as, ‘the bloody idiotic bastard who can’t even get freaking Taxation into her brain’, ‘the piece of burden, a crap, that’s supposed to be disposed of’.

Great.
Nice going, Nadia.
You’ve just screwed your life and turned all negative in a day.
Well done.

If the beats of my heart are the rhythm of this overworked body of mine,
And the thoughts in my overly congested mind are lyrics,
I could win an award for the best melancholic tune ever.
The tune of a hopeful turned hopeless in a day.

my crap talk of a crap poetry

2009-04-26T07:18:00.000-07:00

The Awakening

A heart so warm,
That never fails to melt
A heart of ice,
Of extreme coldness
Where only darkness linger
Mugging one of their senses,
The sense to look forward to life.

The presence itself,
Entirely priceless.
The strength that’s able,
Able enough to lift a person’s spirit
Is what you possess.

The ability to make one realise
The most unrealisable treasure of all-time
“It’s your individuality that makes you beautiful”

TO BE CONTINUED....(when I've got the time to think of such crap HAHA!)

so many look alikes

2009-04-22T05:27:00.001-07:00

Oh my, what a crazy day today was. I caught too many guys’ eyes lol.

Firstly, I went off to school at 10 for CCA fiesta, Day 2.
Said hi to Sakurazaki, Sean (the both were cosplaying…sakurazaki was pretty sexeh man =P), vivian, Siti and a few others.
We managed to get some people here and there, but only very little as compared with yesterday’s intake.
Ahhh that song composing club guy was there again…as popular as ever, lol.
Then I was like stuck in the middle of the 2 booths and sakurazaki was blocking my exit cos she was retouching her makeup.
The guy said ‘excuse me, sorry haha, I need to take the trolley out’.
So I had a little difficulty squeezing past sakura.
Oh man, I accidentaly kicked some of their boxes and almost fell and….

OMG he was like in a position to make sure I don’t fall, with his hands out like that.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
He went like “Careful, careful, don’t fall XD”
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
I was so freaking embarassed uhhhh I replied “ok, I’m ok. Sorry”
I kinda caught his eyes again a few more times today, sheesh. =.=
OKOK, when did I start catching his eyes? As I said in the previous entry, it was on Day 1.
But WHEN exactly? Well, when I was struggling to get my bag from the pile of bags behind and I didn’t realise that he was sitting behind the board, eating and staring at my outstretched hand.
LOL!!!

Secondly!
I was talking to Siti about the Waseshibu haunted house and laughing here and there.
I heard people behind me, wanting to join JTC so I turned.
OMG is my eyes shrouded or something?!
THE GUY FREAKING LOOK SO LIKE YAGI!!!!!!
It’s SO IDENTICAL! He’s height, his nose, his complexion, his lips.
Gahhh I stared at him and I heard that he wanted to join Daiko, lols.
But he spoke in Singlish, so it’s obvious he’s not Yagi, HAHAHA~!!~~!!
Oh and he wasn’t wearing Adidas shirt or pants and had 2 top buttons unbuttoned, so i bet he’s the SG version of Yagi.
But then, maybe he saw me staring at him from near…cos he started looking somewhere around me.
Well, I think it’s me cos I was the only one sitting at the booth, the rest were doing other things.
Thirdly! Okok, wait…the third event happened at afternoon session.

So, went off at 12 to climb the mountain at the engineering area to get to Costing lecture.
Gahhhh I was like so damn bloody tired, I almost fainted halfway man =P
And so, went inside, Steffi asked whether I wanted to sit with them but I refused cos I preferred sitting alone.
Alas, I was a sit further than Mr. Cool. Zzzzzzz.
Damn, costing is pretty difficult to absorb, darn it!

After lecture was over, rushed off to CC again.
The quiet senior helped me with my bag, he almost collapsed just holding it =X
Sorry!!!
Said hi here and there again hahaha.
Oh, caught that person’s eyes again. WTH!

OKOK! Here it is!

Thirdly!!
I looked at this guy…he had some sort of i-love-japanese aura and what do you know?
He joined the club! LOL!
And one more thing…HE LOOKS LIKE KAKA!!!! LOL!
I gave him the brochure and he thought he already had one so he showed me his other brochures lol, and I just shoved it in his hand. LOL!!!!!!!!!

Fourthly!!
Our club managed to recruit more than 160 people!!! LOL!!!
So many!!!!!!
Hahahahaaa!!!

Okays, tomorrow is the start of proper lesson, BCOMM 2.
Gonna blast my english to its limits. Til I don’t even understand english. LOL!

cca fest 1

2009-04-22T05:24:00.004-07:00

Oh great.
First day of school and I was freaking almost half an hour late for class.

YEAH!!!
I went to the wrong block!
I was like kinda early, reaching like around 10 minutes before 8am.
Anddddd I waited and waited…nobody opened the door.
And so! Thus you all know, I get panic-attacks real fast…so I checked the notebook around half an hour past and I realised it was at block 53, not 56.
WTH!!!
I was like in a dilemma, to go or not to go.
LOL, I just went off, knowing that I was definitely the last one to arrive.
And so! Indeed, I was the last one, alright…
Everyone stared at me and it was really very humiliating, as if I overslept or something like that.

Took a sit beside this guy and I realised the tutor, Jordan, had already began teaching the basics of introduction!!

And like around 5 minutes after that (he didn’t explain to me, I guess he must’ve thought I’m a really rude kid or something! LOL!) we did one round of intro and the guy next to me was helpful enough to actually ask whether I know what was going on.

Relax dude, I already learnt how to introduce myself in French like…3-4 months ago? LOL!
So I just went on “Bonjour, je m’appelle X, I’m from X”.
Excellent, I just wanted to make up for my carelessness so I pretended to be so confident in the language. =X
Yeah I was like trembling inside, LOL!

Then we studied stuff like the alphabets, pronounciations, verbs, numbers…
WHOAH! I was like… almost bored to death there cos I already knew all those.
Can you imagine if I was in Japanese class instead? I’d probably be drooling on the table LOL!
I knew the numbers and all those conjugatives so it went pretty easy for me.
Also, the asking of ‘how are you’ and ‘what is your age’ was tested.
It was pretty simple cos I kinda ... learnt it before hand =X

Soooo….everytime we learnt something new, Jordan would come around and test us one by one.
Well, I must say…I was a little extra. LOL!

He haven’t taught how to say thanks and welcome, or how to add them in sentences.
As he came to me and Nicholas, he said ‘bonjour’ to us and we replied.
He asked Nicholas what was my name and he had some trouble cos we haven’t really talked to each other (well, he’s from horticulture…different course).

Then he turned to me and asked “ça va?”

And I wanted to be a little more different (for the sake of getting an extremely good grade =D), so I replied “ça va bien,merci”

I must say…he did look a little surprised.
AWESOME! I wanna be the top scorer for French!! Woohooo!!
(Yeah, if I can ever make it =X HAHA!!!)

Even Nicholas was alittle taken aback from the start that he actually asked “You studied French before is it?” LOL!!!!

Thanks alot Saiki, for helping me 'cheat' and get a head start with the language =D

Okays, headed to Atrium (gosh it was completely packed with freshies!!!)
And went off to CC to sign in JTC…

Oh mannnn the place was sooo packed with people! I couldn’t really move well at all.
Oh and I made friends with the twins from JTC…they were IDENTICAL!

No wonder I was a bit surprised cos I was talking to one of them and suddenly I looked at the people helping out as well, there was an exact copy of her. Hahahha, neat!

Sooo I was like talking to various people who weren’t from my usual clique and we got along pretty well, I must say.
Oh and even the new ah beng-ish guy too, lol!
We talked, we joked, we laughed, we lol-ed, we crapped and yeah…you get the idea.
I think I can do pretty well eventhough I don’t really know them well.

Saku hung around for awhile and Togu was like walking from JTC to photography place.
Sakurazaki showed up and we were all like one big happy japanese crazy people there, LOL!

Oh and Eric’s gf and I got a little warmer…we didn’t really talk before this cos the ACC people in JTC are in a huge clique while I hung around with people from other courses XD

Hmmm…I managed to pull some people into JTC, it was really cool. HAHAHA.

They should pay me commission for promoting JTC so well, LOL!

Then Jia Xuan came, Atikah came like a few minutes later…they walked around.
Ohohoho! Minoru! I almost forgot! He gave me a brochure from the hearing-impaired club =X

Whoahh sign language?? I can barely go a day without talking man… =X

Wan Yi came while I was like squatting, trying to get my bag and she was like “Yuuka Mizui!”
LOL!!! She brought along her yukata and I found out her feet size is 10 too!!! LOL!
Hi 5!!! XD

Then there was this kid (ok, he was taller than I am, lol….) who was eating his candy floss…
He approached me and asked me one question after another…oh man, it feels like I was being interogated! I mean, he was the only one to ask soooooo many things!!!! LOL!

Oh I realised that there were so many bengs who wanted to sign up…lol.
I guess those 2 ‘popular-with-japanese-girls” guys would have tougher time this time round. =X

Plus the blonde streaked hair guy is super duper friendly! =D
He’s new but is getting real used to our crazy JTC people XD

Ohohoho and Renee came as well! She was like.. ‘Yuuka!!’ hahaha!
She’s nice, but she likes to act upset plenty of times which makes it hard for me, lol, cos I don’t know how to react to such jokes =X

Hmmm…oh the composing club was beside our booth again and hell, I keep catching one of this guy’s eye.
Gahhhhh…he’s pretty popular in school but i don’t really care, LOL!
Oh, he looks a little bit like Jasper, the senior from sec sch. Zzzzzz.

Hmm what else? I signed out around 2.40++ and lol, I said goodbye to a hell lot of people there.
Sakurazaki, Wan Yi, Daniel, the blonde streaked hair guy (I don’t know his name! LOL!), saku, togu, melissa, ker sin and the girl whose name I cannot seem to remember…wait! It’s ferly right?!?!!

Renee made that upset face again lol but cheered up when…you wanna know?!
When she asked whether that blonde streaked guy was my bf (cos he was standing next to me)
LOL!!!!! Why does she keep thinking things like that? O_O She even thought I was with Yagi, OMG! =X

So I left and was walking towards the exit of the inner CC when she came up to me and told me that she wanted to accompany me to the exit of CC. LOL…she’s a nice friend, huh? XD
Maybe she wanted to make sure I don’t meet up with some Japanese guy or something XD HAHA!!!

let's all die together

2009-04-22T05:24:00.003-07:00

OK!!
It’s Sunday (technically, it’s Monday..cos it’s already past midnight XD) and in a matter of a few hours…I’m going to school again!
YAY *rolls eyes*
LOL!!! Hahahaha!!

Seriously, everyone’s still in their holiday mood and SP + NP’s contacts in MSN are all like having their nicks changed to things like wanting to stop time ect.
Hahaha…yeah, me included LOL!!

Lalalalaalaaaaa…tomorrow is school!!!
ARGH!
X_x

senpai-kouhai kankei

2009-04-22T05:24:00.001-07:00

Whoah, school’s starting wayyy soon!!!
ARGH! I don’t wanna gooooooo….LOL, I sound utterly kiddish, don’t I? HAHA!
Oh well, life’s hard…gotta face reality. *sigh*

Alright, so I haven’t been helping my Japanese friends with their essays (ごめなさい！) for some time now cos I’ve been a little too preoccupied, trying to sort of ‘enjoy’ the last week of holidays to its fullest.

YES! I’m training informal Japanese speech so that I could relate much better with high school students!

YUP!!! Cos I’m a little annoyed at that Waseda guy for saying “なんだよお前” and laughing at me cos I missed all shots at my blindfolded friend. MAN! I’m saying this for the umpteenth time….it’s not my fault! I already instructed her how to position her hands!! Grrrrr… Nevermind, forget it. Seriously, that place was literally ‘littered’ with hawt Japanese students who look like they could easily fit in Johnys. I bet someone looked like Kitayama too, LOL! No Pi resemblance though…he’s probably too sexehhh none could actually be on par. XD
Hmm, some ARE flirty as well…hell yeah. LOL!
I remember the guy from the seifuku place on Day 2.
SHEESH, the girl’s uni…the skirt is like freaking short!! I tried it and you wanna know how short it was??
Up til my thigh, oh man! And bloody hell, that place was air-conditioned…freaking froze my legs man!

So! If I could master informal speech and converse as smoothly as ever, they’ll mind their words more XD
WAHAHAHA!!!
Uh one disadvantage though…it’ll be harder to relate to adults.
But who cares anyway? I’ll be mingling with the youth, not the adults, LOL!

Hmmm…talked to Takuro today!!!
Gosh… I missed talking to my senpai(s)! Eversince spring vacation was over, they’ve been really busy, Hiroki with his part time and 3rd year in College…Taku, adapting to college life….
According to Taku, his journey to school takes an hour (he takes the Shinkansen, I presume)!
It’s like from my place to Changi! WHOAH!!!
Shall hear his voice again soon! 楽しみ！
That time…it was kinda funny.
He was like “Johny’s?? You..uh..what? Etto…what…what? *laughs* Which do you like..most?”
His written English is superb but I’ve gotta help him out with his communcation.
It’s excellent, I could decipher everything he says but he needs to expand his vocab a little, haha.
LET’S WORK TOGETHER SENPAI!

I must admit.
My new modules are full of scary-sounding names.
What I worry most is…if it’s too Math-y. Like BStatistics…
If only there is a Humanities course that awards you Diploma for studying languages or something…
*sigh*

kore wa kore wa

2009-04-14T07:29:00.001-07:00

これは　これは！
また久しぶりですね！
皆元気？
ははは～～～♪　v(￣∇￣)v

実は、私はね、秘密があるよ！
じゃ、私の秘密は聞きてる欲しいの？
最近、新しい浴衣買いました！黄色の浴衣だ。
しっ～～！！静かになさいよ。
これはね、私たち、日本語が出来る人たちの秘密だ！
私の友達に伝えないね～～～
ははは！！　
伝えない出来れば、本当にうれしいなんだ！　だから、サンキュウ！！　ヽ(TдT)ノ

今日はね
後１週間まで、学校始めます。
うわあああぁ～～～！！　本当に早いですね！！　
なんか　信じられないのに～～～　　(p_q*)ｼｸｼｸ

ね？　ね？？　でしょう？？　すごく早い！　　(´д｀;)　

じゃ、ここまでこの日記に日本語を書いて。
後英語を使え～

Alright then, back to English!

Well, nothing beats the soothing instrumentals played in 92.4FM.
Just listening to it makes one feel at ease….and sleepy. HAHA!!

Ok, school’s starting reallll soon.
Well, much sooner than what everyone expected (Obviously, that’s the typical mindset among us…dreading for school during first few weeks into vacation and dreading for NO school during last few weeks of vacation. HAHAHA!!! I admit, it’s real sore, draggin yourself half heartedly to school in the early mornings, cramming yourselves into the unsightly super-filled-to-the-door bus….)
Some of my friends are gonna come over as soon as school starts but from the responses I received…
Many are eager to step into poly life…..which is….. exceptional for firsties cos when you get used to the environment, well, I must say, life’s as dull as ever…if not…worst? HAHA!!

Seriously, nobody seem to be like freaking close to their mates for their whole 3 years here.
As you know, BA changes its classes every single semester…it’s normal for us not to be in the same class as the person we want to be with.
And honestly speaking with a mind so much open (cos it’s empty after a long vacation XD)…I don’t need anybody to be in the same class as I am.

Some call it loner.
Some label it independent.
Whatever suits you guys~ LOL!
I think I’m closer to my CCA mates than my classmates! Hell yeah!!

Ok so French is like gonna be my first lesson of the semester and I just like, got a nightmare about it…. a few hours ago? （'A`）
Yeah, I’m so freaked out by that.
This is like the first time EVER for me to be in a foreign language class so I really dunno what to expect!
I’ve self studied other foreign languages by myself, but it works well cos there’s no pressure and I could be at my own pace….but this….omg.
It’s really freaking me out man~
Saiki, you HAVE to help me out buddy….. T_T
And shun, help me little pinchy buddy! (GAHHH it's so funny when i recall him being pinched during CosFest XD)

I know I know, I shouldn’t be making such a riff-raff out of such petite matter but hey, seriously now….
However exotic the language is, I wanna be good in it and not make a lame-o out of myself for not knowing them well.
Yeapppp! =D
Seriously now, if I could ace English, why can’t I ace others? (yeah right, talking is way easier than doing it man~~)

OK!
Talked to Hiroki, the dear hardworking senior.
He’s been really busy lately, juggling part time and school….all cos he wants the money to travel.
Tsktsk, Japanese reallllly love travelling, don’t they?
Oh well~
Hopes that his next destination wont be SG cos if it is, I’d better make a run for it before I’ll have to face senior face to face..*horrified at the very thought*
Taku’s adjusting to College life real fast…no, more like, super fast.
He’s so popular I think he’s gonna get a girlfriend in no time, man….HAHAHHA!!!

JE are the love

2009-04-10T07:54:00.000-07:00

Ahhhh~~~!!!

JUMPING TO MY DREAM!! haha, i really like heisei's colourful and happy tunes to bits.
Even Koyama sang their song in one of NEWS concert, sayin that he sang UMP when he's high.

Yup yup the one where Sho and Nino came in by surprise.... =D

Gahhhh I really like all of them wahaha!!

At the arena!! =D

RII-DA!!!

My friends dislike his stone expression but it's actually pretty funny to me XD

Heeeellllloooooo~~~ =D

Lol at Yuto.. XD and whoahhh Chii! Whats with that hip shakin? XD
Little boy's attempt at tryin to be sexy XD

NINO~~~ <3

2009-04-10T07:48:00.000-07:00

こんにちは！
お久しぶりの日記を書いてですね！
皆元気？
私は元気１００％！ははは！「笑」

最近、ちょー遅い起きるよ！
休みの終わりの日はちょ～～～～近いだ！
めんどうくさいね～　早起きるは。

日本に、春休みは終わりました！
友達たちの皆は本当に忙しいと思うよ。　「悲」
裕樹先輩は３年生だ。
タクロは大学に入って、１年生。
彼が人気な人なったよ！カッコイイな美少年だからね～～～「笑」

私の第一の授業は～～～～～フランス語だ！！！　「汗」
うわぁぁぁ～！！！ちょっ～～難しいな科目ですね！
どうしよ？？
もう、ダメなんだよね？
えっと、今回の科目は全部難しいと思うよ。　「汗」
すごく緊張しますよね～～

あぁ！覚えた！
昨日、新しいカメラ「Finepix」を買いました！
すごい！写真とビデオが本当にクリアですよ～～
あんまり高くないけど、＄１９９はなんか手頃だ。

So yesterday, ok more like this morning…if you consider the timing.. XD
Talked to Sai at around 3plus am and luckily he had changed his photo of his super duper washboard abs to his normal dp….he actually asked me who was the ‘pretty’ girl in my dp.
LOL!! Please….such praises won’t really work well on me, dear. LOL!
Well, there were a few more praises but of course, I don’t want my entry to be filled with that, lol.

So, we spoke….in English…then in French, which I totally laughed myself at for not knowing what he said, LOL!! And I replied “Je comprends pas XD”
Then we changed to chinese…haha.
And switched back to English.
When he taught me something very important in French, I replied… “merci beaucoup!!!”
And he replied “Mais de rien, mon ange”
I knew the first few words except the mon ange….which probably meant “my angel”.
He told me to guess what the last two words were, but I couldn’t probably say it cos who knows I might be wrong, LOL. Turns out it does mean that. Haha! XD

So…..he told me in french that I’m one of his special friends.
Nice to hear that, he’s one of my good friends too XD
We get along well cos we kinda clique since we’ve got some similar interests and you know, people of the same age usually understands each other. XD

He really wanted to help me and told me to see a test…
And I went like…
“It’s 4.45am and you’re telling me to see a test?? T_T”
Haha, turns out that the site was pretty useful to tell the difference between female and male statements.
AWESOME, thanks a lot, you’re such a great help!!! =D

He went on, wanting to teach me the conjunctions and all…but I was like uhh, damn sleepy cos it’s almost 5am. And he totally like, spammed my msn with stuff like these:

[c=66]Sai ~[/c=32] says:
bonne nuit

[c=66]Sai ~[/c=32] says:
reposes toi bien

[c=66]Sai~[/c=32] says:
je savais pas qu'il était aussi tard chez toi,désolé,à demain alors,bonne journée !

I say:
omg i dont understand

[c=66]Sai ~[/c=32] says:
i said,good night,rest well,i didn't know that it was too late in Singapore,sorry,see you tomorrow,and have a nice day

[c=66]Sai ~[/c=32] says:
don't worry,i'm the translator !

See how kind he is? XD

ANYWAY!
Atikah have officially made me NINO-CRAZEH again!!
Ohhhhh man, he’s so talented!!
His latest movie was omg so awesome…I totally love NINO!!!!
Gahhhhh…XD

RII-DA~~~ =D

2009-04-10T06:48:00.001-07:00

Woohoo!
My japanese friends love my sketches! Yeahh!
I thought they’d probably go “gahhh that’s hideous, I’ve seen better” or something like that. =X
Gonna show them my sketch of sanzo, kantarou, sanzo’s hand holding a gun and my hand! XD
Wonder how they’re gonna react….haha.

Ohhhh Ohno is so hilarious in a lame way.
My group of jtc friends just hate him cos of his stony, expresionless face HAHA!
But seriously….RII-DA is funny if you’re able to open up and appreciate his lameness XD

For me, I’m afraid of people like Ryo cos he seem like a fierce guy…lol.
Like a very strict person….who’d prob talk in kansaiben and expect you to know. LOL!!!

RII-DA~~~~ =D

Ohhh and I gotta say this….wentz is soooooooo lovable!!
You guys should check him out when he was like only 4 years old or something….
Really looks like a caucasian cos his hair is light brown and he has green eyes =DDD
So pretty!!!!
I like pretty kids, they’re sooooo adorable! XD
Gahhhhhh~~~~

So!
In japan, school already started and most of my friends have gone schooling so they’re really busy T_T
Taku is in year 1 and he’s already enjoying uni life cos he met a guy who likes dancing too, lol.
Hiroki senpai is in year3….well, I think they can ganbatte in the train on the way home, LOL!
Cos….both take like an hour to reach their uni….lol.
Oh well~~~ Ganbatte friends!
The rest are still alright, in high school and all…
Oh! Kazuki’s in second year of uni, if I’m not mistaken. LOL, I forgot =X

HARAJUKU URAYAMASHII!!

2009-03-26T06:46:00.000-07:00

OH NOOOO
I feel like puking my dinner out!!
Oh damn it, no wonder I feel like puking..
OF COURSE, THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH PREGNANCY (FOR THOSE WHOSE MIND JUMP STRAIGHT TO THAT).

Now when I think of it again, the prescription states that I’m supposed to take my medicine 2 hours apart from anything that contains iron.
Oh mannn I forgot! Big Mac…contains IRON!!!
Gahhh last time, it was Calcium….now it’s Iron.

Taking medicines are really a pain in the ass mannnn…
But it’s for my own good, so….I’d better stop complaining =X

Here I am again, blogging about my looooong stories of correcting friend’s essays and creating essays of my own.

Well, today was my first time letting them see an essay fully written in English! (Yeah, cos the others are mostly in Japanese and only one in Korean, LOL!)
And what did you know…I had nooo idea how on earth an Iranian saw my essay and wants me to help her with her English.

I was like, “WHOAH!! IRAN?!”

She was like, “Your English is very good!!” Hahaha, thanks loads, but seriously, the quality is like goin down the drain after entering poly and most of the colourful vocabulary I once had is like…totally gone?

Yeah, I mean…who’d waste their time in exams to use bombastic words when they couldn’t even finish all questions in time?? HAHAHA! So, yeah…it’s really pointless to have much knowledge of vocab when you’re no longer taking English as a subject (unless I went to JC instead hahas, but the fact is, I’m NOT in JC, LOL!)

So I helped Takuro again, and lol..wanna know what he told me?!
We were talking about Driving License and he said “Maybe you can help me get it!!” LOL!!
He’s such a cheerful guy, ain’t he?

I guess that’s prob what Harajuku did to him? O_O HAHAHA!
GAHHH I’m like ever so jealous everytime he’d give me that smug face when talking about shopping almost every weekend at Harajuku. *chases Takuro* LOL!

Hahaha, well I wanna see how he looks like wearing the suit for his entrance ceremony to Nippon Daigaku, which took him 2hours and 2 shops to find the perfect one, after trying on like…tons of suits? XD
Tsktsk, spoilt shounen…HAHAHA! =X

Hmm..Hiroki is getting more depressed recently because of his English comprehension test that he got back. Awww, poor senpai!
He’s like always studying ever so hard these days…sometimes he’d even go “ARGHHH!! English is so difficult!!!! T_T”
Senpai is soooo hardworking!! Don’t worry, I’m sure you’ll succeed! It’s only a matter of time til the results show the amount of effort you’ve put it all these while! =)

Oh I’ve found 2 people who’ll be in the same class as I am!
Hazm and Yew Choong! (I suggested Y.C change from 06 to 05 LOL! =X)
At least I know them rather than none at all…cos for all I know, nobody else in my contacts are in 05.

Gahhh I’m like suffering to stop myself from puking my dinner out T_T
Helpppp~~ hahaha.

Ohh I forgot.
Saiki finally confessed that he’s JEALOUS of Jaejoong’s prettiness!!
HAHAHA!! LOL, took him long enough for him to realise that, huh! XD
Oh well…needs him to teach me French!! Moreeeee!! T_T

Ahhh…I just found out that I’m looking more Thai than ever these days.
Dad kept saying that, hahas. Guess I’m getting a little more darker these days or something?
But one thing I find funny is that those Thai living in SG…is it possible they could tell who’re decendants of Thai?! O_O
Cos it’s been like…I dunno. They kinda stare at me…
Oh well~ Hahaha~ XD

Hyper Shounen Friend!

2009-03-26T06:44:00.000-07:00

Oh man, it’s so hot!! T_T
I’m practically melting in my own skin!! Gahhhh!! Can I just like, take a bucket of cold water and take a bath using it??!

Alright, it’s 1.30am!

Had some sort of crazy talk with Takuro around 10+pm…
He’s making me envious about his fashionable clothes from…HARAJUKU!
Yeah!! And he even showed me that smug face…HAHAHA!!
But he wanted to see me do VK though, omg.
And you wanna know what?! I told him to do it since he’s more suitable.
LOL!!!!
It was really, a funny conversation, hahaha!!

Talked to midnight buddy earlier on, he says he’s serious of doing it this time.
I wonder…he kinda freaked out when I wanted to tell Kai about it though, HAHA!!

So he went off first and I talked to Sora about some girl issues he was a little curious about, LOL.
While I was at that, that crazy Joven randomed about Chin Chao…wth!
He’s trying to annoy me, I know!! LOL!

While listening to a new fave which I just got intro-ed to by some shounen (he’s damn good looking, mind you..LOL!!) , lol, Hiroki talked to me.
Yeah! I thought he was away! LOL! Seems like he didn’t wanna be disturbed OR he forgot to change his status, LOL!! HAHAHA!!
So, we kinda talked about some stuff…then he said, referring to the song I was listening to.
Oh sheesh, it was embarassing!!! I mean…the song’s lyrics are a little…*cough* and he knew the song.
Gahhhh!!! =P

So, he started asking about my Japanese progress and all (doesn’t he ALREADY sound like a teacher? LOL!) and when I asked about his Eng, he was like a little too depressed.
Awww, 元気出してよ、先輩！！
It’s the first time hearing him depressed like that -pats-
If only I can help him out in any way to improve it like Takuro’s and Kodai’s (sheesh, I miss this friend! LOL!) English…but how?
What can I do?? He’s such a nice friend…
Shall I call him up someday? Gahhh! I remembered I was the one who didn’t answer his call last time, LOL!
Awww, what should I do to help him? I already helped him with his essays…how on EARTH do I teach him how to ace comprehension questions?!
Nvm!! Senpai must GANBATTE!! Senpai is always working hard so he must work harder this time!! I shall GANBATTE too! Yeah! GANBARIMASU! =D
Let’s overcome language barriers together, senpai!!! *prepares armour to go for language war* LOL!!

I shall help Takuro and Hiroki ace English since we’ve been very good friends and we shall all GANBATTE together!!! YEAHHHH!! (lol, the one who’s gonna die of language exhaustion should be me, not them, LOL!! Japanese takes longer time to master! T_T)

Money! Fall from the sky man!!

2009-03-16T06:43:00.000-07:00

Gahhh another day passes by and I’m like still broke and short of money!
Sheesh!! I seriously gotta find some work cos my bank account has fallen a digit short from its previous figure!! Gahhh how can I possibly rest with only 3 digit figure?!?!??!!
NOOOOOOO!!!!
I need BIG-GU WAVE!! Where’s that fairy?!?! LOL!

Hmm, well, I got a new shounen friend though. Hahas.
Ahhh, nice one, it’s the typical i-love-to-dance-and-harajuku-is-the-place-to-be-at.
Woohoo!
He’s a senpai though, 1 year older (and he’s bday is in sept too, hi5 dude!)

So, there I was, too dead beat from practically half a day spending at Changi Airport.
He called me and he’s like sooooo worried that I wont be able to decipher a single thing he’s saying, lol.
Ahhhh, I recognise that sort of accent from the hokutou students, haha.
Kodai’s accent is slightly like the amused type, so it’s kinda different.
So, he complained to me that a Taiwanese couldn’t understand what on earth he was saying the whole time, hahas.

Then comes the intro cos he was the one who suggested to do it in English and me, in Japanese.
Sheesh!
So, he said that he’s gonna go to Tokyo Uni in April (school term starts in April in Japan, FYI).
I must say, he’s quite good!
He loves dancing especially hip hop (yeah, Jpop dance is usually infused with such elements)…
Then my turn, omg. LOL…
So when I said “今年の９月に、１８歳になる” ,
He went like “OH!! 18?? So close!”
Then the funniest part was when I said “日本語独学をしてた”
He was like “EHHHHH?? SUUUUGEEEEHHH!!!! どれくらい日本語勉強してたの？
Me, “５年～今日本語がまだ弱いですけど”
Him, “しかしいいよそれ！日本語が喋る、本当にすごいよね”
Hahaha…
Then he asked where in Japan I’d like to go….i said everywhere, LOL!!!
But Harajuku is like one of the places I’d wanna go to first.
So he was like, “Ohhh! You like fashion? (Note that the way he pronounced ‘fashion’ was ‘fa-shon’)”
Yeah then I said, “Yeah, Japanese fashion is cool. And I’d wanna see コスプーレtoo!”
He was like “ahhhh yes, harajuku is the place where many people do that. Which do you want to see?”
When I said “visual kei”
He was like “あぁ～！ビシュアールケイか？！確かにカッコいいはよね！＾＾”
Hahaha…it was nice talking to him, hahas. To know that our age gap isnt that far so, we had quite a lot of topics to talk of in common =)
Oh! And I forgot to write his name here, lol!
Takuro! And I’ve got a kouhai too!! Yuuki! =)

Completed the movie “Curse of King Tut’s”….hm, I’ll rate it as average.
Cos I know there’s like sooo many twists and turns that they pulled up for the show and isnt the real thing. I mean, Tuthakamen DID NOT die cos he was killed by Seth (LOL, what bullshit is that?!). He was killed by someone he trusted and kinda got a serious blow to the head. Him and nefertiti were like still so young. Actually, Tuthakamen wasn’t born with that name…his real name had an –aten cos his dad, akhenaten worshipped sun god Aten, not Amun. So yeah…conflicts here and there…
OKOK, I shall stop or else I’ll be writing an essay on the ancient pharoahs, haha!

Talked to Takuro again at night (about curry rice HAHA!) and lol, suddenly hiroki started a convo.
I didn’t know he had signed in cos I set my status to busy….hahas.
Well, last time, it was me who was random to him with the lame “つ・ま・ら・な・い”
This time he randomed about suddenly thinking what to do in life @_@

He suddenly said “I was thinking, what do I want to do in life…and I still don’t know!”

LOL…. senpai….i didn’t know you could random off suddenly like that too….
HAHAHA!!
To think of it, I’m like closer to senpai than kodai already….kodai has been so busy, it’s pitiful for him…but oh well, he’s gotta do his best too~ ^^”
It’s been a while since I talked to Shiori and Shiho too…
I guess hiroki is the easiest to talk to…he’s a really nice friend though.
He’s very hardworking and helps to spur me on sometimes when I’m feeling I can’t succeed.
Yeah, so I am really happy to have found such a friend.

So that’s why he gets sleepy real fast!
Everytime at 1 plus am (Japan time) he’ll take his last shower for the day.
And when I ask him (this I learnt from Shiho) “もうこんな遅い夜のに、眠くないの？” Aren’t you feeling sleepy at this late hour?!
He’ll go “眠い　はは！　ああー！眠い T_T” sleepy…Haha! Ahhh! I’m sleepy… T_T
=D

Oh oh!!!!
I have completely gotten crazy about NINO!!! <3
I mean like, I used to hate him for his flirtiness and naughty mouth (applicable to shounens…he even did something on ryo’s shoulder! OMG!)
But now, I dunno!!! Eversince One Love….omg, he looks so cute! XDGahhh so I’m watching his drama! 山田太郎物語 And HAPPINESS is the OST, haha, so cute XD
But it’s sad………………………………………….in a way or two. =( *sigh*

Anyways!
I watched T&T Ho! Summer dance and it’s so cute, cos Tsubasa mocked Takki about the way he surfs. And Takki said Tsubasa would fall off if he did that, HAHA, so cute..love the both of them~
Takki is like soooo kiddy! Just watch this year’s countdown, and look at how he and Kis My Ft2 were so hyped and so kidding around. Tsubasa says that Takki’s sense of fashion is off and he wears weird combinations, haha…cute~!

Oh oh and I LOVE his new solo, Ai Kakumei!!! Gahhhhh, it’s so nice and kinda like T&T’s 2wo You 4our You album where the songs are like more exotic than the normal ones they have debutted. =)
Nice one man! =D

DAISUKI NA HITO!!

2009-03-08T10:34:00.000-07:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!
I am like completely heads over heels over Kota-kun!!!
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
Happened to be while I was up one day (yesterday, lol) at around 4+am…
Him and Kei were sitting there and talking about their craziness and they ended it with trying to wink.
And omg, Kota-kun…he winked in a way that could make me drop my school books if I was carrying it and gawk like some idiot, lawls.
*nosebleeds and dies*
Hahahaha!!!
<3333>

Look at the pictures..starting frm youngest age!!

To the omg-i-just-had-to-rofl-at-you-guys era

to the hawttttt 19 year old self they are now!

Hiroki-yuuka Talk!

2009-03-08T10:29:00.000-07:00

Lol, ok, so it was one afternoon when i was doing my housework and i signed in...
Hiroki started convo...guess he's geared up to go to Thailand...
Here's part of what we were talking...from the part abt being a thai decendant, not able to speak thai....

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
残念ですねぇ～～～

hiroki says:
そうですね

hiroki says:
残念です

hiroki says:
日本語はどうですか？

hiroki says:
難しい？

hiroki says:
楽しい？

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
えっと

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
難しいくないけど私はまだ弱い！

hiroki says:
そうか～

hiroki says:
まーまー

hiroki says:
少しずつね

hiroki says:
そういえば私はこの前20歳になりました

hiroki says:
＾＾

hiroki says:
1月21日に

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
知ってるよ～～お誕生日おめでとう言ってよ～～忘れるか？ハハハ～～

hiroki says:
ははは

hiroki says:
ありがとおお

hiroki says:
いいね20歳は

hiroki says:
お酒をのめるよ

hiroki says:
＾＾

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
LOL!ははは～～そうか～

hiroki says:
そうそう～

hiroki says:
けどお酒弱いけど

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
えー？

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
どうして？

hiroki says:
すぐに顔が赤くなる

hiroki says:
my face easily turn red

hiroki says:
lol

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
ははは！！面白可笑しい　＞＿＜

hiroki says:
ははは

hiroki says:
あなたはどう？

hiroki says:
how about u>?

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
i don't drink~ XD (underaged!! XD)

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
私は子供らしい～！ははは！！

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
lol

hiroki says:
haha

hiroki says:
大丈夫
～
hiroki says:
いつか飲めるようになるよ

hiroki says:
たぶん

hiroki says:
mayb

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
けど水が一番！！

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
lol!

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
i think plain water is nicer XD

hiroki says:
ははは

hiroki says:
そうですね

hiroki says:
水はおいしいですよ

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
そう～そう～＾＾

hiroki says:
日本語上手ですよ

hiroki says:
これからもがんばってくださいね

hiroki says:
応援しています

hiroki says:
i will support your japanese

hiroki says:
^^
＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
あぁ～～ありがとう！＾＾

*i sent him voice message lol...so ps...>.>*

hiroki says:
haha

hiroki says:
your pronounciation is good

hiroki says:
^^

hiroki says:
u can live in japan

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
いや～～～恥ずかしい！！

hiroki says:
ははは

hiroki says:
いつか日本に来ますか？

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
知らないよ～

hiroki says:
いつかシンガポール行きますね

hiroki says:
ははは

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
ははは～～

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
さぁね～

hiroki says:
i will go to singapora someday

hiroki says:
^^

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
hahah~

＊優花＊silence is cool...in a way... 今あなたはどこへ行く？これが愛の行方なのか？Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
but it is very hot here ^^ unlike japan

hiroki says:
lol

hiroki says:
that's good i like hot weather

hiroki says:
^^
hiroki says:
im gonna go to kyoto

hiroki says:
talk to u later

PICSSS

2009-02-24T07:17:00.000-08:00

Wooohooo! Finally exams are OFF my shoulders duuuuude!!
Yeah! Been rackin my brain like, uh, real hard to get better grades this sem!! ^^

Let's see...Okay, i dont wanna talk much about the first 2 papers cos i SERIOUSLY have no idea how i'm gonna fare for them~ =X

BMGT...whoah..
THE module everyone nearly died for
.....
cos the exam was like, a day after econs paper!!
Andddddd....
nobody studied bmgt cos everyone had been muggin for econs!
WOW!
And of course, bmgt is THE module where NOBODY ever pays slightest attention to~
Including ME! Waahahaha!!

Hmm, I just couldnt bring myself to sit still at my study table and focus!
I was hooked onto playing TETRIS! YESSS! TETRIS!!
And i started looking thru my notes at like...MIDNIGHT! Wooo, am I a pro in last min stuff or what?!
Yup, so i covered what i had to cover (basically, after goin thru everything, i found bmgt quite an easy thing to memorise...XD just talk abt management)
and stopped studyin at 2+am
and...went to sleep at 3+am ....and got up at 6.30am~ (exam was due at 9am)

HAHAHAHA!! I'm so crazy for doing this~ =X

Fri was my last paper...FFA....managed to freakin balance my bank recon, adjustments, b/s, classified income statement... omg... i only managed to memorise the format at 2am
HAHAHA! Again, last min studying is just my thing XD

Went to Vivo alone after that...cos i was wearing a little nicer than usual....(well, it WAS the last day for my 1st year afterall~~)
and went to my fave place there....
met up with mum and had lunch buffet at Earle's Swensens (my treat for bein a little too hyper)...
omg, the view we had was panoramic! Our table next to the window and we could see the gorgeous waves
Ahhh, shall go sentosa again one day....need to buy sunscreen lotion! XD

Went to Holland V to look at shoes (cos seriously, our sizes are not Asian sizes ^^")
there was this ang moh teen frm CIS in front of us...so funny the way we talked abt him HAHA!
Met another cute japanese kid who could fit in johnys...
seriously, why are japanese kids so cute/pretty?! hahas

okok, that's it...shall not say anymore XD

Hahahaa~~

PIC SPAM (cos i'm just too high~ XD)

Gosh, I missed the Yx3 era.. T_T Hahas...

awww, they look so young! ^^

I can't stand 翔央 and his uber bigggg eyes that seems like it's gonna pop out anytime hahas
his personality is somewhat similar to mine~ XD

太陽 is missed by many T_T his silliness....*cries*

光 has always been a realllll joker since he was young (look at his face and you'll get the hints XD)

"Heiiii! Oni!!" XD

藪 is of course THE <3

i still remembered when he screwed up in T&T concert when he dropped a slice of cake on Takki's shoes XD

hahahas shall put in the new ones soon XD

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU KAME!

2009-02-24T06:57:00.000-08:00

お誕生日おめでと、亀！
やっと２３歳になったね！
ちょっと大人になったけど、彼がまだ子供らしい！＾＾

Lol, the pic is huge.. hahas XD

YAY! In a few hours time (now it is 12.34 am!) it shall be my second last paper!!!
Business Management! Wooo! I’m cramming the entire semester worth of theory in my brain right now! XD
Hmm, shan’t say anything about law and econs…don’t want to be more suay. HAHA!
Oooh, someone just broke some glass! A fight? Lol…such loud noise at such peaceful time.
HAHAs.

Well, stuff’s working out quite well as I correct more English journals sent to me by Japanese and Koreans who needs some help in English.
Hiroki is still in Thailand, I guess…so I don’t think he has any English essays to let me check. Hahas.
It’s fun doing this…haha.

Oh, I saw this uber cute Japanese boy eating McDonalds ice cream at BPP’s crossing.
He looks like he fits in Johny’s Jr! hahas~
Hmm, sometimes I wonder….how would my brother look like if I ever had one.
Will he be as fair as us? Will he be a cool guy or a nerd? Will he be a good looking or normal guy? Smart? Tall?
If he were a bishie, wow-ness. HAHA! Fair and bishie…maybe looks like he fits in Johnys??? XD
HAHAHA, ok I’m imagining too much, lol.

Sheesh, I cant take anymore of those “OMG! Look at how you’ve grown!!” or “This is her??” from friends of my parents…or relatives…or whoever.
It makes me feel old, lol.
And the worst? When I attend weddings (ok, this is like once every 2 years, LOL…I don’t usually attend functions XD), relatives would go “Ohhhh look at how pretty you are!” accompanied by the “You’re going to get a son-in-law soon” to my parents ugh…utterly revolting. WTH….so what if I am growing up? Doesn’t mean I have to marry someone soon, LOL.
And the worst of it? When they know I am interested in languages they’d go “Ohhh, **** got a Dutchman, **** got an American and **** got an Englishman…I think you’re going to marry a German!”
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!! Freaking STOPPPPPPP it!!!
Don’t tell me who to marry or when to marry. LOL…this is like totally a random topic where 17 going 18 year olds DON’T REQUIRE LECTURING ON! Why are relatives like this??????
Gahhhh forget it~
I only want Kota, that’s all I know. HAHAHAHA! LOL!!

2009-02-17T05:11:00.000-08:00

Ahaha~

So, the exam timetable has been confirmed!
First up shall be yours truly, BLAW *applause*
Followin after are....
MAEC, BMGT anddddd FFA!
Hahas, do i seem a little too relaxed?

Of course....NOT! I'm like uh, uber freaked out that i wont be able to get straight As...*tsk*

Anyways, shall be on a jobhunt the week after exams week!
Wonder whether i could get a nicely paid job like the prev one....tough luck this time, there're no more recommendations! Awww...
Gotta use my communication skills to get something! Grrr~ Hahas! XD

Hmm...
Been listening to many different songs and I must say, I really like the songs I used to like durin my sec 2 days~ Hahas....yeah those punk-rock type XD

However, I really am still stuck on classicals and instrumentals
Reallllly love them so much, hahas!
Of course, Shunichi wins hands down in Japanese scene...*APPLAUD*

And i now know the title of the piece that I've got hooked to from the radio
It's "Salut J'adore"
Saiki, of course, upon seeing French in my nick, asked about it. Haha...
And the 2 pieces Nic sent me the link in youtube is nice too! Wow~ *awed*

Ahhh~ Look at Kota!　かわいいじゃん？

Lols, i thought Yuto was holding toilet roll behind there, HAHA! XD

Awww, look...it's the yahyahyah era....awwwww <3

Now, after so many years, people still prefer Takki to Tsubasa *sighs*

thanks guys, im flattered, LOL

2009-02-09T18:54:00.001-08:00

OK, so i didnt sleep early again ytd~
HAHAs, lol...well, it's freakin obvious i cant have a good nght's sleep after knowin i'm soooo gonna screw up damn x100 badly for my DSS 25%~

So!
This person here (me, of course, lol) talked to soranoyume AKA Wayne, who was stoning, and JJP, who was makin some photo thing for shinzuki, the guy whose bday is the same day as me XD

Ah~ this sora guy is the same age as me~ hahas! ^^"
If only he'd got into NP's BA, could've gotten him as '後輩', hahas.

Ahhh, i was added into a convo of the cafers who were still up and as bored as i was (more or less, i guess XD)
Sooo, there were.. let me see....
JJP, shiro, haru, sora, stanman...yeah, i think that's abt it, hahas.
They were so enthu on yaoi, man....wooo, i was just like lol-ing away readin them, hahas.

Took new pic ytd, i kinda like the pic cos the angle is kinda nice....in a way~ ^^"
Put it as my dp to replace the omg-you're-so-emo picture. hahas! =.="
And i had a darnnnn hard time tryin to get rid of the black eyeliner that was like, still on my eyelids, lol.... hahas.

Oh! Yeah, gotta add this one in, man...
This sora guy, Wayne, said i dont look local (wooots! thank you, thank you...haha!) and asked whether i had mixed blood or something~ ^^"

Then when i had stanman guy in my msn, he was like.... "is that you in ur dp?" (i seriously dont knw why i keep gettin this same question over and over again, lol..ppl dont believe it's me, is it? lol! ahaha)

and when i said yeah, he said i looked like some western ppl, not local.
Ohhh myyy.....thank you, thank you(s) to you, wayne and yusifer for bein able to tell this look is not common =P
okok, quit thinkin high of myself ... must be influenced by them... *shakes head*

Hahas, went to bed around 3++ am and lol, woke at 8am to go to sch....for a freakin 10 mins go-thru-test-paper session...LOL!

HAHA! ok, its like a total waste of time comin, but hey! i got my freakin attendance marked for participation today! wooots! Hahaahah!

alright, gonna go off~ ^^

I AM STARVING IN SCH HERE! OMG!

2009-02-08T21:45:00.000-08:00

Talked to Saiki ytd...hahas, he is very funny...there're only 2 posts in his blog XD

Then, Hiroki signed in...lol...it was funny..he forgot my age.
He was like demanding for my age ...LOL.
Then I called him "先輩!"
LOL, he called me "後輩!" Hahahaha~~ XD

Then we were like talking and talking in Japanese (he didn't know, of course, when i recorded the ありがとう、ね～ my face was like burnin' redddddd T_T)
But of course, i got a praise, though XD HAhAAH!

Oh! Talked to Shiho too~ XD
We were like talking and talking about this and that...and lol, i recorded 本当に上手だよ as a form of encouragement for her....and LOL, she said it sounded lovely....wth....i think i sounded weird~~ XD

Ahhh, I put the emo/vk-ish pic of mine as dp....whoah! ppl actually said it's pretty?!?!

Emo ish pretty?? OMG, so embarassed! XD

Let's see....Tako, Pri sch friends, Kohled (thinks it is vk-ish! XD) , Aiiki, Saiki (french teacher! XD says that i might be an angel if i get any prettier and said i looked like a spainish =X) and Yusifer (uhh, he says it looks american chinese..OMG, so flattered luh~ XD)

zzzz...

do i really look not local?
i dont think so....sheesh....
but it's fun seeing ppl getting confused...wahaha!!

a tale of SY and his shuai friend~ XD

2009-02-04T05:34:00.000-08:00

Hyooooo~~ ^^

Ytd Atikah had a $5 co-op voucher and we bought 3 kohi gyuunyuu!
One is the new flavour, dark chocolate mocha...the others were coffee and mocha.

So the 3 of us walked all the way to the Shell station and got high on it.
They went off first...hahas.

As i sat there, there was this bus that stopped in front of me and this person caught my eye.
Looked kinda like had this "interested in japanese" aura...XD
So i stared at his face and i realised that i've seen him at events before!
Just didnt know who...until.....it hit me.
"Isn't he SY's (not the ZSS one...the sgcafe guy) shuai friend???"

Didn't get a 2nd look cos he went off when the other bus came.

AND today....
wow, i saw him there again!
He got this really cool aura, man! XD
I so remember him and SY goin around at Natsumatsuri in yukatas....XD
And at EOY.... XD
But SY kinda has this stm....but it's alright, he's veryyyyy friendly. =)

#Sheng Yang { desperate kid hug } says:
Hm?

*Yuuka* Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
i see that person who look like ur friend again today

#Sheng Yang { desperate kid hug } says:
Really?

#Sheng Yang { desperate kid hug } says:
You and him are fated. >D

*Yuuka* Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
lol

*Yuuka* Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
black jacket, u asked?

#Sheng Yang { desperate kid hug } says:
Wearing black jacket again?

#Sheng Yang { desperate kid hug } says:
Yeah

*Yuuka* Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
yes, black jacket....is that your friend?

#Sheng Yang { desperate kid hug } says:
Bingo

#Sheng Yang { desperate kid hug } says:
So surprising you recongize him.

*Yuuka* Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
hahas...cos i remember seeing the 2 of u at natsumatsuri and eoy....eventually i remembered his face as well! XD

*Yuuka* Early Summer Night is the <3 says:
soooooo....thats how i could recognise him~ XD always stick with u at events XD

#Sheng Yang { desperate kid hug } says:
LOL

#Sheng Yang { desperate kid hug } says:
I could hardly recongize any sgcafers unless I have seen them for a lot of times. >_<

#Sheng Yang { desperate kid hug } says:
I can even forget my classmate's name.

Hahaha, he's a nice lad~ great to know him thru cafe
at least i know that there are still innocent guys like him around XD

Oh, and more people are viewing me as 'emo'...oh man, i am so not luh... =.="
Today for LMS, Maggie said "there's this girl in class...she sits there and do her own things...kinda like very emo" to describe me.

LOLLLLLL! Wth...HAHA! zzzzz....

Messed Up

2009-01-22T06:42:00.000-08:00

Finally, like some sort of break.
Seriously, I haven’t been up to standard this week…
Freaking BLAW class…..i totally screwed up and I kinda felt humiliated when the tutor kept asking me.
Damn…my head was like, literally filled with MAEC test stuff and he HAD to just ask me about what the hell is legal entity.
Don’t tell me I’ve got to answer fiscal policy instead (cos seriously, that was like what was lingering in my mind practically the whole time)
Dang~!
Felt so damn humiliated when I freaking couldn’t answer it! T_T

Alright!
I’m now in the process of modifying my blog skin.
Gonna be a little different than my previous few skins (which was like dark and gloomy, as always)
And I’ve picked a few songs to go with it….
Don’t get me wrong, it’s just that I just feel in this kind of way that I couldn’t express other than the through the music that I have selected~

So! Do anticipate drastic changes here~ XD

Oh, and today while i just stepped off the last step at 72 and walked by C1, accidentaly (ok, i totally forgotten how to spell that...XD) stared at the DOG straight in the face.
Sheesh! Wth?!
This is like the.....4th time??? Hey, I think I'm way 'paler' than he is though he's a direct mix-blood!
Woohoo!
Pale complexions ftw! <3333

2009-01-17T07:13:00.000-08:00

Tsk.
I cant stand enthusiasm..i really cant.
Since I turned 15, I started hating enthusiasm.
It’s just so NOT me…I can’t put on some clown mask and pretend to be someone who I am so not.
I think my so called ‘cold’ personality is getting pretty obvious and I feel the solitude arising from it (not that I’m complaining, I find it somehow or rather…a good thing)
Why do I think solitude rocks? Most likely, it’s cos I’ve encountered so many turns in my life that accumulates til this happens.
I feel that I can neither trust nor depend so much on someone as it might turn out to be some poison and will counter attack if anything happens…to reveal much about oneself is to give off their weaknesses.
I believe in that.
I cant let people know my weaknesses and I can neither let people know my REAL strengths.
Believe me, I doubt anyone in school really knows me well to write a biography of me or something.
Solitude gives me a peace of mind from my really hectic life.
I can relax and do my own things at my very own pace. It’s great.
However, consequences such as being labeled as ‘loner’ might arise in between times, but I have learnt not to care about the negative thinking people have about me.
Why don’t people understand that I am not a loner, its just that I wanna be left alone, that’s all?
*sigh*
Some people just don’t get it.

Dont mind the silliness here but can i have him? XD

Dreamt about NutFish Joven for some reason….dunno why, lol.
So weird…
Woke up and fell asleep again to dream…of Aoki instead.
LOL! What a dream that was….so gross…ugh!
But honestly, who’d wanna complain if it is Aoki anyway? XD HAHAHAHAH!! LOL!
Just kidding. *points below*

Oh, and dearest Hiroki-senpai gave me good news!
He says he will be coming back in feb and I might be able to meet up with senpai!!
How cool is that!?!

HAPPY EARLY 19th BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST KOTA!!!!!!!!!!

Saranghaeyo, Oppa! <3

2009-01-15T23:41:00.000-08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG~~ *dies of major nosebleed*

HE IS THE <3!

2009-01-15T23:38:00.001-08:00

I hereby declare that I’ve just landed myself into a really tight spot right now.
Why is that so?
My friend’s way of teaching me French…is unbelievable.
He just gives me essays to transliterate it (based on how English it sounds, that’s where I get the hints) and it’s seriously NOT EASY!
I mean, I don’t even know what the heck all those words really mean, but it’s purely based on my guesses against my knowledge of English.
Sheesh….it’s tough! It’s more like a guessing game than a language lesson, don’t you think? XD

And I’ve got another problem.
My Korean friend, who has been staying in Canada for practically all his life, is willing to partner with me in the ‘quest’ to learn Korean. However, due to the huge time difference (here’s a hint: Singapore’s timing is GMT+8….Canada’s timing is GMT-7) we’re still discussing about when the both of us can find some time to really talk to each other.
And oh yeah, I forgot to add….he’s a trainee at SM Entertainment, which is like the Korean counterpart of Japanese Johny’s Entertainment. How cool is that? XD

I seriously CANNOT stick to only one language.
Now, I have to find a Thai friend or something so that I can learn Thai from them XD
If great grand was still alive, I’d probably be real fluent in Thai as she had been last time…we have common interests in languages, dad says.
Oh well~

Things have been really hectic in school.
As usual, not having enough sleep and all…
Oh and that reminds me…I’ve gotta turn in right now or else I’d probably wont be able to wake up forever XD
Shall update as soon as a point of my life gets more interesting. Til then~

2009-01-15T23:33:00.000-08:00

Nothing more could describe how I’m feeling right now other than a very beautiful Korean song which I completely fell for the first time I heard it, which was like….2 years ago? XD
There’re 2 versions of the song, one by a lad and the other by a lass.
I love both. =)

Well, here’s the lyrics and a translation of it. I really have to type these out because I’m completely heads over heels about this very beautiful song…..

이젠 알았어요 그대 날 위한 말 참 모난 가슴으로는 나를 안을 수 없댔죠 늘 상처뿐이라도 보여줄 순 없었나요 이미 그대 아픔이 내 눈물이 된걸요 그대만 기다렸어요 하루만 주어진대도 행복한 준비를 했죠 그대 위해 모든걸 I LOVE YOU 내가 갈까요 아주 먼 곳에 있어도 소원의 날개로 그대와 나는 꿈 꿔요 아마 모르겠죠 잠 못 이루던 날 숨소리도 조심스레 잠든 날 지키던 그대 그런 그대 고마워 눈도 뜰 수 없었어요 오래도록 간직한 눈물이 보일까 봐 그대만 기다렸어요 하루만 주어진대도 행복한 준비를 했죠 그대 위해 모든걸 I LOVE YOU 내가 갈까요 아주 먼 곳에 있어도 소원의 날개로 그대와 나는 꿈꿔요 나나나나나나나나 보고 있어도 늘 그리운 그대 사랑해

The translation:
Now I know
Your heart for me is a pained heart
You said you couldn’t love without it.

Eventhough it is covered with scars
Couldn’t you show it to me?
Your pain has already turned into my tears

I waited only for you
Eventhough only a day was given to us
I prepared everything for you in happiness

I love you, should I go to you?
Eventhough we’re far apart
You and I will dream on wish’s wings.

You probably wouldn’t know
I couldn’t sleep
You, who protected me
Even when I’m asleep

So, thank you
I couldn’t open my eyes
Because all the tears I remembered might return

I waited only for you
Eventhough only a day was given to us
I prepared everything for you in happiness

I love you, should I go to you?
Eventhough we’re far apart
You and I will dream on wish’s wings.

Nananananananana

I miss you even when I see you
I love you.

Hmmm, well, the translation doesn’t seem to sound right but oh well….
The song’s AWESOMELY beautiful!
And the lead actor…I like him a lot XD he’s a model (1.87m tall!) and he can sing this song!!
And well….someone in ACC resembles him slightly (not the height, though XD)…..and I cant seem to stop fangirling over him in silence XD well, i’ve told him that he’s cool before…on msn….i don’t think he took me seriously. T_T and lol…he’s older than I am by a year…zzzzzz. Ok, no more hints ‘else people will know who I’m talking about….=X

Oh, and I got back my last result from the common test today, FFA (only 4 modules were tested last term).
List it here (according to the sequence which I got back first).

Decision Support Spreadsheet = 43/50….86%....A (Our group got an A for the Problem Based Learning too)
Business Law = 72%....B (Our group got 82% for our project, which is an A)
Macroeconomics = 74%.....B
Fundamentals of Financial Accounting = 35 ½ /40… 89%....A (As expected, the highest of all my other marks…AGAIN, LOL~ XD)

So, yeah….it’s a ABBA! =.=”

Hahaha.

what the what what

2009-01-04T05:42:00.000-08:00

シンガポール　ただいま　v(￣∇￣)v
ハハハ～～～

内に帰りちゃったよ～～～
マレシアのゲンティンから。

そこの天気がとっても寒いよ！　(´д｀;)　すげー
１０degrees Celsius and I walked to and fro outside, in the fog.
My face was practically frozen but the wind was totally awesome!
Everytime I talked, steam’ll come out. Wooo, cool!
Wasn’t the first time, but it was really fun doing it again. HAHAHA!

I slept and showered a lot there.
It was really comfortable to sleep in such weather condition.
And the shower…man, I could’ve sworn…I kept turning the hot water tap til I think I was literally being ‘boiled’ in the shower. HAHAHAA! （'A`）

Came home and unpacked, kept stuff and all those usual things you do when you get home from a trip…
Oh wow...it was so much fun walking around like that. HAHA!
Ate dinner and did MYOB (which, til now, I haven’t completed cos of too many distractions XD) and right now, it’s 2.29am and I’m like dozing off alittle cos I haven’t really recharged my battery from the trip.

Got a new Japanese friend, a girl…..like, finally! A girl!!
HAHAHA, I don’t know…Japanese girls are like harder to befriend..
She’s from…mum’s future son-in-law’s school, CIS.

Talked to Hiroki about how he spent his New Year and all…
He went to the shrine and he ate something like a New Year banquet at home
Oh damn, I forgot the word he used. HAHAHA!

OMG, I can’t believe it!! I was waiting for someone to actually understand and know about the meaning behind my MSN nickname.
He’s the first to know it!! *claps* (*´∇｀*)
He was like “Hey! I know that! 明日晴れるかな！”
And I went (ﾟДﾟ≡ﾟдﾟ)ｴｯ!?

Here’s part of the convo:

hiroki says:
do u like yamap?

＊ユウカ＊輝ける日はどこへ消えたの？これが運命でしょうか？諦めようか? *Yabu+Daiki*!!! And so, I went "びっくりした！！！！！”And once again, I adore Aoki's attitude..... says:
haha, ok...i guess? do u?

hiroki says:
you guess

＊ユウカ＊輝ける日はどこへ消えたの？これが運命でしょうか？諦めようか? *Yabu+Daiki*!!! And so, I went "びっくりした！！！！！”And once again, I adore Aoki's attitude..... says:
hmm, i think you don't

＊ユウカ＊輝ける日はどこへ消えたの？これが運命でしょうか？諦めようか? *Yabu+Daiki*!!! And so, I went "びっくりした！！！！！”And once again, I adore Aoki's attitude..... says:
is that right?

hiroki says:
nope

hiroki says:
lol

hiroki says:
ummmm

hiroki says:
i want to ask.....

hiroki says:
do u?

hiroki says:
what do u think about yamap

hiroki says:
japanese girls love him

hiroki says:
haha

hiroki says:
so i want to ask singapore girl

hiroki says:
^^

And this:
＊ユウカ＊輝ける日はどこへ消えたの？これが運命でしょうか？諦めようか? *Yabu+Daiki*!!! And so, I went "びっくりした！！！！！”And once again, I adore Aoki's attitude..... says:
You don't really like Johny's do you? Except for maybe...SMAP, i guess?

hiroki says:
HAHA

hiroki says:
who said!?

＊ユウカ＊輝ける日はどこへ消えたの？これが運命でしょうか？諦めようか? *Yabu+Daiki*!!! And so, I went "びっくりした！！！！！”And once again, I adore Aoki's attitude..... says:
i was just guessing~~~

hiroki says:
i like yamap and also smap

hiroki says:
arashi

hiroki says:
but remember^^ im not gay

ZzzzZzzzz….it’s really fun talking to him these days.
But he’s a busy person…part time job, school, sports….so it’s kinda hard to get to talk to him sometimes.
I don’t know but it’s much better than talking to some people who keep insisting on me to follow what they want me to do…*sigh*

I cant believe what I did.
I actually kept in contact with that Japanese guy from the same course as me, but is my senior.
WTH…this’s sooooo crazy. I mean, I could easily bump into him someday at 72 or something cos both of us are from BA…argh! I must be mad~~

I don’t know…I totally like Bouken Rider for its enthusiastic tune.
Makes me really happy and feel like I wanna jump about listening to it~ XD
I must be madddddd~~~ XD

Damn…stupid LMS…keeps getting on my nerves.
Everything is stupid, I just hate the IS that we’re having.
Lalalalaaaa freaking pissed off at the damned stupid bloody waste-my-time projects.
Blasted %@#!)^*!!!! x_x Grrrrr…..

Tego’s Kesenai is really BEAUTIFULLLLLLL~~~~~
I totally got hooked to it right after I heard it.
I guess only he can get away with such soothing song, after I heard of STARS last time.

Shashin!

2008-12-28T18:17:00.000-08:00

しまった！！
来週は私マレシーアに行く～
しかし！！
宿題がまだするんですよ！
キャアー！！どうする？どうする？？「死」

My arm muscles are getting too obvious recently.
I don’t look like those girly girls with uber skinny fit.
I’m more to athletic built and it makes me look a little more fleshy at my upper arms cos of the muscles.

今は朝の２時です。
Almost got a major heart attack when the HP sounded (Max vol, and I wasn’t expecting anymore smses for the day…). Sheesh….that NutFish was looking for people to disturb at such inhumane time of the morning….zzzz. Heart pain!!! So shocked! T_T Grrrr…why is it that they keep raving on and on, telling me to go out? I don’t think im as free as them man~ Zzzzz. Just a second ago, I turned him down again and I guess he’s had enough and…hmm, I don’t think he’s gonna sms again soon~ XD LOL!

Okok, since it’s been months since I last posted some pictures…
So, here’s random ones dated as far May~ XDDDD

This picture here…I was supposed to be doing work for BCOMM in class but I got a little distracted at the words in the paragraph that I typed this out XD HAHAHAH!! My friends just went LOL-ing at me for being silly. ZzzzZzzz.

Wrote this cos I was damn damn damn damn bored (OK, he smsed again, lol….) in lecture/tutorial…I forgot, lol!

This was taken during Streetfest at McDonalds. Eagle’s imotou took this picture. I don’t get it how people can actually swallow cheesecake…I mean, I made them for F&N practical before, but I just cant take the cheese eventhough its only cream cheese~~~

At work…see the clutter I have cos of lack of space? Those are files and documents that I have verified~~ The ones that were pending were placed on the right side of the table so that I wont get confused XD Of course, I have the honour of having my nick on the pile I’ve completed XD

Oh and this is shiroi koibito from Hokkaido~ Someone gave it to my mum as omiyage XD

Pretty doughnut! I wonder how they did it XD

This is soooooo adorable!! I cant stand the cute rabbit in the food place~~ cho kawaii!!!! I just wanna pat/hug it so badly XDDDD

Everytime at Swensens….i would like to order these for the main course. And this ice cream for dessert.

This is the picture of the huge bumble bee that I knocked out with my badminton racket. The sound of it flying is so loud!! I thought there was a smaller version of helicopter flying near me or something XD

Some cakes that can make me drunk~~ I think they added liquor in it or something…

Ahhh, this was from my conversation with Hiroki~~ I cant stand it when he draws hearts and calls me his honey. Eeeee..!!!! hahaha…

Was walking towards Paya Lebar MRT when I saw this patterns formed by clouds~~~

I cooked this for supper!! I squished the sardines!! XDDD and dipped it in 3 eggs that I beat before that XD oops, forgot to rotate! XD

Ahhh, it’s a paper cut from the damned sorting of papers at work.

There are more than 10 storeys worth of shops in the shopping mall at Berjaya Time Square.

And this is my breakfast there~ XD

Coffee Milk! I got kinda addicted to it due to heavy influence in ProDai and NEWS. Nutfish thinks I’m nuts for going all the way just to get this. LOL!

My brand new Adidas watch, less than 10 days old! Costs $118 T_T

I really love this view whenever it rains…really looks as if its not in SG sometimes. Cant really capture the effect using cam…sad. T_T

Logcake for Christmas! Pretty, aint it? Pre-ordered it from Swensens a week before Christmas, after eating $70 plus worth of food XD

Me and Kai at EOY...

I just realised that i was wearing like dearest P's style when I was about to go out one day...

Ahahaha, him in ProDai can really make me cry...XD

Ok, that's all.

2008-12-27T20:46:00.000-08:00

This is damn lame, but i know i made several spelling errors in the previous posts.

Dont blame it on my english, blame it on my typing~ XD

Doing DSS in school right now. Wth, today is a sunday. T_T
Nvm, going overseas next week.

Gonna spend more than half an hour in the shower there cos the hot water is nice to fight the cold weather XD

Getting tired of some people like midnight buddy and am really getting angry at him.
These days, i just choose to ignore his presence online. Lalala, i dont care.

Waiting for my sapporo video to finish changing and gonna upload soon.

That's all. Really frustrated at him.

ZzzzZzzzz

2008-12-25T18:59:00.001-08:00

今日はクリの日だ。
朝早起きる
そして「ＶＩＶＯ」に行きました～
それから、１１時ごろ
映画「Ｔｈｅ　Ｄａｙ　ｔｈｅ　Ｅａｔｈ　Ｓｔｏｐｓ」見ました！
本当にすごいな映画だねぇ～～　（･∀･)つ　　へへへ～

映画の後で、ビデオカメラ買いにきました！
「ＣＨＲＩＳＴＭＡＳ　ＳＡＬＥ」って言う、そのビデオカメラは半額だ！！
＄１９９だ！　(´д｀;)　すげー
本物だ！偽者じゃない！「Ｇｏｏｄ　Ｏｆｆｅｒ」って言うね～～
お母さんもうれしいです！幸せしたろうね～～＾＾

それからダイソ「ＤＡＩＳＯ」商店に行きました。
なんか
日本人が多久さんで
びっくりしたよ！　(ﾟДﾟ≡ﾟдﾟ)ｴｯ!?
本当だ！多久さんだよ！
なんか、夏祭りの感じるちゃう？　∑(｀□´/)/ 　悪い、関西べんがつかえ
ハハハ！
Was quite surprised to have received plenty of Christmas greetings!
And most of the time, I wasn’t near my hp when the message was received. XD

Let’s see…JJ typed Merry Christmas in Chinese online during one of the group’s meetings (which was on Monday).

Liu Bing sent me an sms on Christmas Eve. So did MIZI.
Smses were sent at different time, so I received Liu Bing’s one first and Mizi’s one later.
Replied them both at midnight (prob snoring their noses off already WAHAHA!).

Suddenly that nutfish Joven smsed, asking whether I was at Orchard for the countdown or not.
Teased him about being a potential target for a drunk Bangla to hug =X
He said merry xmas for the last sms.
Got a call from another Joven (that crazy IT director who I entrusted the groups’ videos to) shortly after.

Today morning at 8 plus, got an sms from SY saying merry xmas and a wish for staying happy =)
Wow,…what a time to wake up…8 plus! ZzzZzz Ahahaha.

While watching movie, felt vibration at my stomache! I was like…huh??? O_O
Elston smsed to wish happy merry xmas as well XD
Wahaha! Thank you for not forgetting me! Wahaha XD

Then at home, left the hp upstairs and sat downstairs to watch TV
The movie that Tim Allen had to be Santa Claus..haha…been watching that almost every xmas. It’s so amusing at some point XD
Went upstairs to take something and checked hp.
2 messages received.
I had to delete some old messages since there wasn’t enough space for messages. (some 400+ messages..? XD)

LOL.
That Nutfish Joven sent me a merry xmas greeting.
Did he forgot he already sent me ytd…? O_o lol.
The other one….whoah!! Was so cool cos I see so many stars! (stars are pretty!! XD)
Ginchy sent an xmas greeting too. Nice message there, man!
Thank you, thank you~~

However, what’s with him…? Asking whether im meeting that nut later or something…?
ZzzzZzzzZzzz. Last time it was Clar’s name he used…now that Nut? LOL.
Sheesh~~~

( ﾟ∀ﾟ)ｱﾊﾊ八八ﾉヽﾉヽﾉヽﾉ＼ / ＼/ ＼

Hmm…he might deny what his actions BUT…!!! I know you’re laughing at me, Hiroki!! ヽ(TдT)ノ
Don’t! It’s so embarrassing! How would you like if I stopped helping you with your English essays, huh? Wahahaah!
(｀ﾍ´) hmph!
Lol, don’t worry, I’ll help you out…even if you laugh at me, who is TEACHER-LESS in Japanese and struggling just to be a good tour guide/friend to the past/future groups. Ne, Hiroki? XDDDD *megapunch*
Wahhahahah! XDDDDD

meri kuri ne~

2008-12-25T18:56:00.000-08:00

みなさん！メリクーリねぇ～　v(￣∇￣)v
今日はね
ちょっと寒いです。

今まで、まだ雨が降ってるよ！
なんか寒気なぁ～～

アイスケーキが集めて「ＳＷＥＮＳＥＮＳ」に

かわいいなアイスケーキだ！本当に！
写真があるんですけど「Ｉ‘ｍ　ｔｏｏ　ｌａｚｙ　ｔｏ　ｕｓｅ　ｉｍａｇｅ　ｈｏｓｔｉｎｇ」（'A`）いいな言い訳じゃん？アハハハ！！
今度するね～　v(￣∇￣)v

えっと
札幌北東高校生の写真とビデオがＯＫです！
じゃ、友達たちに送るよぉ～～
ごめんね、前月がとても忙しいと時間がないだからね～
「ＹＯＵＴＵＢＥ」に「ＵＰＬＯＡＤ」がいいな考えてかなぁ？
まだ知らない。
さあ　なぁ～～

明日映画を見ます。
なんの映画も今まで分からないけど
つまらないな映画かもしれないし～　（'A`）
ハハハ！

後２５日だ！新しい日本人友達が楽しみに！＾＾

Slept at 3plus yesterday. Had to waste my day like that since today is a break from all the projects that have been literally killing us all. Gonna be away on the day people celebrate the start of new year. Probably will be digging my own grave overseas by taking rides on roller coaster. ARGH! Why must you scare me, you nut fish!*throws HP at the wall* okok, that was really out of topic.

Man, am I so crazy about this song or what!
So happy, so so happy whenever I get to hear the song. If only the group who’s gonna be with us are into HeiSei as much as I am, I’ll be delighted. =)Yay!!

ato 3 shuu da yo!

2008-12-23T03:55:00.000-08:00

みんな！ただいま！！（･∀･)つ　　へへへ～
Havent been online in awhile cos notebook was down due to the faulty adapter, ahahaha XD

Had a long talk with twin yesterday night for around almost an hour and a half.
I told twin of my brilliant plan for the coming Natsumatsuri and Seiransai, twin was excited upon hearing it!
I knew it was a genius plan! XDDDD
Oh well, just cant wait for the next one!

So, talked to some manager guy today and I got his colleague’s adapter in the mean time.
Man, since when have Mizui started talking to managers?!?! O_O
Ahahaha, well, it’s a start. XD

Hmm, decided to check out café after not logging in for a few days already.
Whoah, didn’t expect that much stuff to be going on in my thread.

初めて見た事、顔が・・・

(p_q*)ｼｸｼｸ

それで

(つд⊂)ｺﾞｼｺﾞｼ　なんと、まだ信じられない！

そして、

(´д｀;)　すげー！！！

They were talking about me while I was gone. Wow, such interesting stories cropped up!Ahahha, well, nice to have friends like them. Eventhough I’ve got pang-seh by one of them like a million times. Zzzzz, okay, not that much til a million, of course. HAHA.

新しい友達が合った！彼女は平成の光の事が好きです。
彼女の日本語が本当にうまいよ！

あらあら、当たり前でしょう？彼女の学校は日本にだからね～～～

なんと　うらやましいなぁ～～　｡･(*ノд`*)･｡　｡･ﾟ　　「笑」

彼女がシンガポールの早稲田渋谷高校の友達もあるよ！キャア！うらやましい！！！
アハハハ！
冗談だけでーす～～～～～！
いいなぁ彼女は。すごいよね？

えっと
実はね、私の日本語が「上手」で言って、彼女は。
うれしい！(*´∇｀*)
ありがとう！ハハハ

後４週よ！！！楽しみに！v(￣∇￣)v

2008-12-16T01:34:00.000-08:00

後１月よぉー！！
もっともっと多久さん日本人友達になりますよ！！

えっと

実はね、このブログはなんか
ばかみたい・・・・・
でしょう？！？！？！

だから、私はまだ一番の写真がまだ
見つからないよ！
どうしてカッコイイな写真がまだ見つかれないの？
前日から今日までまだまだ見つからない　( -д-)ﾉ　　おいっ　冗談でしょう？！

まあなあ～もういいよ

私さ、平成のブログが始まります
平成のメンーバと平成のこと全部がいるんですけど
そのページは平成だけじゃない～

どんなＢＡＮＤもいい？

分かったー！！
ジャニーズの全てもいいね？！
たとえばニューズとカンジャニとＫＡＴＴＵＮと・・・

いいね？

ﾉ(￣０￣;)＼ｵｰ!!ﾉｰ!!!!

ヤバい！

あらあら
なんか・・・もう、考えてがいちばんの方がいいね？

じゃ、これだけです！

（･∀･)つ　　へへへ～

eoy and b&s crapping

2008-12-14T22:57:00.000-08:00

OKOK, so EOY is over and I’ve given away my blow to KJR and MIZI (cos all this while, I didn’t tell them that I HAD to go there to do my project). Well, I guess it wouldn’t have been much of a difference even if I was or wasn’t there. I figure, she gets along well with her new little friends lol, haha. Ok, not so little, lol.

Anyway, anyone could’ve known that I was going cos Minoru and Sally exposed it here, at my tagboard about seeing me at eoy. Haha~ XD

So, I was really busy doing my project there that I left eagle, eagle’s imotou and their cousin, hyrul, or however u spell it.

First person I met was Yuchi, who was near the vending machine downstairs, she was rushing around alot.

Then, second person was Hatsu! She’s so cute with her new hairstyle and colour! Half brown and half black, and its symmetrical! She always manages to spot me first! Haha! XD After that, I couldn’t remember the sequence already! I met sooo many friends there, and im really glad to see them again~ ^^ (except someone there whom I was avoiding cos of some reasons…zzz…walao, I kena pang seh again WTH).

Saw MIZI, then KJR. She was like shocked to see me there, I guess. Haha, I acted pretty well, I think XD Then, walked around and Jesse found a spot inside, which was like…outside the pathway to the toilet! LOL!

I saw this guy with a group of friends. It was Art, the guy who posts in my intro thread. I was like waiting for him to come out of the toilet alone and I was gonna ask him to confirm that its really him. Ahhh, he was really surprised, you could tell from the look on his face! Haha!! At first I was like “excuse me, are you a member of sgcafe?” He said yes and kinda had a quizzical look. Then the golden question: “Is your nickname Artificer?” LOL! He was like so surprised that he squatted and was like “eh?? how do you know??” O.O.

HAHAHAHA!

Gomen ne, everytime I expose myself frm outside café, I’ll always ask ppl like that XD
So many have been caught by me like that too. XD

Then, I was like….BEVERLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She saw me and came by to sit with me. I missed her man! XD Then I told her that Lyon was around, but I didn’t know where he was. She was like…Lyon is here??

She called him and he came to our place….kawaii, ne? XD he was being bossed around by this girl~ kawai sou ne, my bf (lol-ness at that!) XD walked around and Kai smsed saying that she was already at the MRT station and walking towards Subway already. So, we went downstairs and waited….but the wait was kinda long and Jesse was already getting slightly impatient about waiting for Kai. So, we were standing there and discussing.

I turned behind and guess who I saw? Shinn and 2 friends! I look at him and he look at me. I thought he didn’t recognize me but was looking at me cos I was looking at him. LOL! He did recognized me (afterall, we met face to face only at streetfest anyway XD)!

So, went to him and talked. The other 2, who I recognized at once after seeing their faces, Miya and Baka Oji Aka Sara Lee, went 2 metres away and watched me talking to shinn. Jess asked him for an interview, but Shinn was so shy and don’t wanna be filmed and he was complaining that his eye “pain”…he was cosing Kou! Good one, man! XD Then he went to Miya and Sara and ‘dragged’ them back. Sara got away but Miya was like…super enthu.

Haha! He was cosing Ruki!
And Sara was cosing the main chara frm YuGiOh.

Miya faced us and was like shying and blushing, gomen ne! I know its so ps. (This explains my msn nick…I ps, you ps, he (shinn) ps, we all ps). Then I exposed that I was yuuka. And he was like….ah, hi. Suddenly his voice went up louder “HELLO!!!”. LOL! I guess he remembered me few seconds later after it hit him. Haha! You could see from his face that he very ps cos he couldn’t understand what Jesse was saying..and he really went….laughing cos he couldn’t decipher it. =P

So, I did the interviewing and maintained eyecontact so that he wont get so ps (afterall, we are frm the same FC right, bro??? XD). After that, he went back to the 2 and we waited for Kai. Next to me, LOL, I didn’t realize until much later. Shermaine, Fong Cheng, Mei Shuang were there next to me. LOL. Shermaine was like staring at me and when I smiled at her she went: “Eh?? I didn’t recognize it was you, you know!”

zzzzzz
Saw Teddy and Himura, but didn’t get to say hi cos I was too busy =(

Then, I saw this uber KAKKOII VK coser standing where sara had been standing minutes ago. Kai smsed and said she was under the escalator. I couldn’t recognize it was her!! SO KAKKOII LAA!! XD

She came up to me and with her usual cool-ness worth of greeting “sup, yuuka~ kai.”
Whoah…we went outside and while walking and talking to her, ppl stared at us. XD she attracted so much attraction cos of her cool vibe XD

Argh! damn! I forgot to bring my phantasm posters and my script had to be changed. Zzzzz.
Sheesh, its bloody damn hard to think of some lines when your lines have been changed in a second. In the end, the whole thing sounded uber lame and I was so ps~ what a ps-ful day, don’t you think? XD

Lalalalalaa~~~ zzzzz

Who else, who else?? Called Ozora frm the enclosed area. Ahahaha! He’s so funny!! I gave him directions and he rotated on the spot and smiled at every angle. So funny, ne? XD hahaha! He even agreed that it was funny! Bev called up to say that she had already sat inside, I had to be with my project group members, so I couldn’t sit with her =(

OMG, this song im listening to is so beautiful XD but I cant imagine Massu singing stuff like this and really meaning it cos I’ve seen the way he gave responses, which are like….so obvious that it’s fake! Wahahaha! XD Well, for innocent and cute people like Koyama, cool and ps-ful people like Shige and reserved people like Pi….i think they could easily sing it and really, at the same time,mean it. Weeeeee, kakkoii shounens are cho KAKKOII! XDDDDD

OK, after that…oh! Searched for Minoru! XDDDD Couldn’t find him anywhere, lol! Then met him at the escalator (top)~ he was cosplaying chika from zombie loan (I did some research about some of the charas my friends were doing! XD). He thinks he CF-ed, but I think it was ok what! LOL! There’s always a next time to try to do a better cosplay, ne, Minoru? XDDDDD And lols, I didn’t know it was Yang next to him…no wonder the face looks so familiar! XD I didn’t even said hi! LOL, so ps….XD I thought she was doing An Café or something for eoy…dunno what happened~ was trying to call out to SY at the escalator (he was going down, I was going up)…he didn’t hear, lol….i so ps again XD

When we were walking about, almost going home, met Elston, who cosplayed Allen Walker (I didn’t get to see shunpo buddy cosing with his VK group =( wrathie was cosplaying some gay-ish chara…sheesh…he looks kinda….gay =X oooops, I didn’t say anything, BA-senpai! XD met togu on the way out…and we kinda argued alittle about his word “club” which I heard as “cup”. At last he said that it might be cos he had too much saliva in his mouth…LOL!!! Didn’t met Ace also!! He was cosing sasuke…sheesh! Where was he?!?! I forgot to look out for him! I didn’t know which was Nariko, the person who pm-ed me about Kisaki cosplay. =(

So, we went off like around 5.30pm or so. Caught SY, who was carrying his bow, somewhere in front. He was with his shuai friend, who always seem to be with him whether in pictures or events XD Poked him and he smiled with his usual friendly face…but it was kinda scary this time cos he looked ghastly with his makeup smudged cos he tried to remove it but doesn’t seem to be able to properly remove them XD

Talked while walking and his shuai friend turned also…sheesh. XDDDD

It was like at Natsumatsuri. That was what I reminded SY that time. Natsumatsuri. LOL!
Eagle and her imotou were like getting a little green and said that I had too many friends around and told me to donate some to them. =X Gomen ne! I don’t know how to respond to such request =X

So, went to take the train. And lol, the person who went out right in front of my face was Kunio, the E’thereal vox, followed by another member. Sheesh, he looked so pale and tall, really reminded me of Gackt XD

Andddddd, we took the train to Changi cos it was Eagle’s idea that we go that way….then wth! The train DID get empty, but we were supposed to alight and get on the next train, and we just sat there until I noticed that the train to Boon lay was the opposite side. By the time we were about to get off,the door closed and it went back to Changi. Wth?! LOL!!! Got into next train with some other VK dressed ppl and hatsu! XD

ZzzzZzzzz

At home, talked on the phone with Twin for hours! Mannnn…we could talk so many things…XD
And we ranted for hours about the damned B&S prog which was cancelled (I was supposed to bring that loggerhead midnight buddy along…and today that NUTfish guy sms-ed me that he wanted to go too cos he ‘missed the chance to meet me’ since he OVERSLEPT during eoy. Now he wants to tag along for the next event….takes a NUT to be friends with another NUT, huh? LOL)

After that, went online and talked to Shinn (sheesh…he thought that I thought he was a heartless friend….ooops! sorry! XD), SY (he personally did a research in café about me to regain his memory..LOL..he’s a nice friend, don’t you think? And yeah, I think he forgot my real name too, lol! XD), Chymara, loggerhead midnight buddy ect. Waited for okaa-san to come back from her work dinner. We stayed up and watched Dragon Heart til around 2+am…sheesh, I really like that show but it’s really sad…brings back memories I had when I was young and watching the show. So cute dragon…I like the dragon! XD

Looked through the 3 pictures I took and changed my desktop wallpaper to the one with me and Hatsu. XD

Oh well~ I guess that’s all for the time being~ ^^

Damn, stupid B&S got cancelled. And whats more ironic is that 2 of my friends whom I got to know of at Seiransai (they’re JTC members too) were selected because they’ve done it before. Like as if we haven’t! How about the Sapporo Hokutou one?? Mannnn, what’s more ironic is that they don’t even know how to speak Japanese!!

So sad la!

Me and twin have been like preparing for it since long time ago and our Japanese have improved greatly eversince the Hokutou students came (I’ve got another extra experience with the Osaka Daigakusei though…she didn’t get to know or talk to them like how I did, thanks to my classmate who brought me to lunch with them and tour the school=P). Me and my friends have all prepared sooo much for this and suddenly…..arghhhh.

Forget it. x_x

Ok, I’m mad. And the chance to earn extra $$ is goneeeeeeeee! T_T sheesh! But the thing is, when you bring them around and speak in their language with them, this is like what we’ve got from locals, stares. Wahahaha! Out of the 4 of us, only me and twin are quite OK. The other 2…one didn’t have an opportunity to talk, I don’t know why though…don’t ask me. The other don’t know much and when she tried, she did made mistakes like using the masculine expressions instead. =X oooops XD

Hahahhahaaaaaa XD

im dead

2008-12-11T06:02:00.001-08:00

キャアー！！！
テストが終わったよぉ～！
うれしいけど計画がある
ヤダー！！！「悲」

And so, I was almost late today~
I was like rushing at home…went to the nearest stop and waited there.
While I was waiting, bus 190 came and a guy alighted.
It was Jian Hui! HAHA!
Then he went came next to me and we talked and talked.
He looks kinda cool now compared to his previous self in Sec 3 and 4.
Suddenly, there was this guy walking from the right and he noticed us and came up to us.
LOL! Jun Hao! Hahahaha!
It felt like some kind of tiny class reunion~
I was like complaining that I was gonna be late and they were mocking Joven about what he said on charging me per hour I gave him work to do. HAHAHA!
LOL, Jun Hao accused Jian Hui of “stealing Lyon’s GF” and Jian Hui took a step away from me.
ZzzzZzzzZzzzz….lol….i cant believe he still remembers that. HAHAHHA!
Wonder what would happen if Lyon was really there. XD
Jian Hui offered to flag a taxi and the 3 of us could get in together to go to school, as his school is just a stop away from ours~
Haha, it’s ok buddy! Thanks though..i know you’re really working hard to earn $$, so I wouldn’t wanna waste your hard earned $$. I’m a good person, aren’t I? HAHAHAH LOL!!

SO!
I rushed in the Sports Hall and I got the seat behind Desmond. Him and Jun Jie told me to get the paper from Dian Zhang and I went all the way behind to get the paper and sat. Just in time!
5 minutes after I settled down, the paper started and I tried to relax abit but I could tell, I was REALLY uncomfortable cos it was DAMN hot! T_T I was sweating like mad there.
Like around another 5 minutes later, Lynette came in and she sat behind me.
Sheesh! The choices of answers were damn misleading!! I mean, if you didn’t read the question carefully, like for eg. The whole thing sounds soooo correct but because of the word increase, I wrote FALSE.
I wonder if I could do it this time? ARGH! If I fail, I am so dead cos im so gonna kill myself, man! HAHAHA! I’m SERIOUS! LOL! Wahahhahaa!
I sound like a mad hatter don’t i? Wahahaha~ XD
Saw my BIT friend (I still cant remember his name!!) at the atrium drawing $$. Hahaha~~

Ohhhh well~
7 more days to B&S Program! Can’t wait~
Been practicing my language eversince cos I know JX’s Japanese is FAR better than mine, so I wanna be as good as her (though if they ask about food again, I’m so dead cos I still haven’t learnt the name of food….WAHAHAH!!)
*sigh*
I’m like a dead person now. I’ve got sooooo many projects to do!! 2 projects tomorrow and 2 projects on Saturday….and I a lot more….ARGHHH!! I wanna scream! My head is bursting!

Toma Kawaii! XD

2008-12-09T05:27:00.001-08:00

OKOK!
So!
First paper cleared with a positive note~!
HAHA! I thought I was late for the reading time! MIZI smsed to say ganbatte and well, I was doing my best alright! (yeah, doing my best in not getting late for the paper and rush to Sports Hall in less than 5 minutes….zzzzz)
The questions are similar to the 4 past year papers (the format, I mean)~
First question being Bank Reconciliation Statement, Adjustment to Cash Account and Adjusting Entries.
I was like panicking in the first hour about why on earth my balances just wont balance!
ARGH! I filled in a bigger amount than I was supposed to (a digit too big)!!
Quickly changed it and realized that I still had $10 different!! There I was, panicking to find where the $10 could be!!
Well, time was moving realllll fast, so I moved on to the second question which was about Account Receivables and Internal Controls.
Last question was depreciation! Mannnnnn!! I wonder if my costs are correct! I mean, I think there should only be DAC to the computer than the bicycles! HAHAHA!
Oh well~
Surprisingly, I had 5 minutes to spare and I tried to find the missing $10 (I knew it was an error somewhere! I just couldn’t find it!!)
At last!!! I found it! An error in the Payments journal that differ from the bank statement!
WOOOOHOOOOOO!
I don’t know, but I’m guessing at least 80+ this time (again…..=( I was hoping for full marks or at least 90+….oh well, who knows~ HAHA!)

Sooooooo!
Tomorrow’s paper is……BLAW!!!
ARGHHHH!! I wonder what would happen if I only got like a 60+ or something…..
I cant stand it man…..for every BLAW lesson, tutor ALWAYS never seem to miss me out and ALWAYS call me and ask my opinion, my answer, my judgment, my view….ughhhhh~ =(
Luckily its like Social Studies, so I can remember a whole lot of cases and just write them out for the LAC questions! Weeeee~~~

Me met Atikah at Underpass to discuss about the outing and I watched the funny parts of HanaKimi in her HP….i cant stand them laaaaa! Toma is just uber hawttt and I still cant believe (eventhough Ive know it since I started going nuts about J.E) Pi and Toma are great friends.
Pssst, I still remember Toma fainting, as in getting all weak and clammy before he got on the ride that resembles Space Shot when he was younger. So funny! HAHAHAHA!
I told her about my dream about the outing and she was like horrified if it were to really happen.
I cant take it if it happens in real life too! ARGHH!! T_T
Coincidentally, we met Faz at Underpass and he said he is coming along but has no friends (as in, guy friends)…..
I don’t know….but since Midnight Buddy is coming along, I’m not sure if Faz would wanna be with him…..HAHAHAHA! LOL! He’s weird….especially with the new….i-don’t-know-how-to-describe haircut. Zzzzzzzzzzz.

Anyway, that’s all for the post!
9 more dayssssss~~~ And I haven’t touched my MAEC notes…..dang! Im so not born to be an economist~ ZzzZzzZzzz.